It's The Truth!

Truth: The true or actual state of a matter; conformity with fact or reality; verity.

My husband is always jokingly mimicking Jack Nicholson's, "you can't handle the truth."

What truth? Who's truth?

Truth, as a friend recently stated, is whatever one wants it to be. This made me think about what I was taught about truth and why I felt this word can cause controversy.

Yes, each person's truth is their truth but it doesn't always mean it coincides with another's or other's truth. It doesn't make it right or wrong, just their perception. It would be similar to a man telling me he was Oriental but had no genetic features as proof of his truth. This would cause my logical mind, based on what I know, to think ... huh? It would have to add up and this means I would have to question his logic. Maybe in doing so, his explanation would make sense ... maybe not.

This is why I like the words actual or factual. It's not so vague to me. Many times actual facts will overwrite another's fantasy, or previous "truth," especially if collective thought is utilized in fact finding. Maybe this Oriental man was raised in limited awareness. Showing another "truth," might be illuminating to him. 

Sadly, some hold so tightly to their truths, even against all odds, due to their need to be right. As my Navy dad would have said: to change an opinion may take the wind out of their sails. 

Oh, and that collective truth. Collectively, another's truth can be abusive or vague: like witch hunts or undetermined science hypothesis which changes like wind directions at times.

Nothing wrong with changing our truths either. Many believed in Santa and the Easter Bunny when we were children. It was our truth but now it's not. We grew up and discovered they weren't an actuality but a representation of a greater picture. Yet, these truths left imprints in our mind. Some choose to hold onto those imprints.

Maybe it makes them feel better because of it. It's their truth. It may not be everyone's truth because there's not enough facts to be real. Yet, they are happy in their fantasy. And, as long as it doesn't hurt me ... mentally or physically ... I allow them their fantasy ... their truth. Just as long as they allow me mine. After all, we obviously crossed "truth paths" for a reason. ;-)

I can go on and on with examples of truth but I'll keep this blog short and just add that all I can say about the truth of me is that I am what I am. Thank God part of that "I am" is being empathic, so I can feel truth too. I don't mean my truth, or your truth, but ultimate truth: God's truth.

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Wikipedia: http://wikipedia.org/wiki/Truth

Purpose: Conquering Suicide

Listening to the recent news regarding escalating military suicides prompted me to share a news article (below) and my feelings about this topic.

Over the years, of making my You Tube videos, I've dealt with numerous situations of people contacting me at their lowest and needing comfort and support. This is not about people in serious pain. That would be a totally different topic. These people were only needing someone to reason with them or talk them out of fear or suicidal thoughts.

Since I'm not a licensed medical practitioner, I could only offer suggestions, based on my life's experiences, and teach them to help themselves. When I look back over my life, it seems I've been doing pretty much the same, even before knowing what I do today.

Anyway, I discovered that they had lost some purpose in their life ... no matter what the story ... including in themselves. Having a shoulder to cry on and helping them realign with a purpose and self worth gave them strength to carry on. The more accursed took more time to re-purpose and to see their worth. Some people moved on afterwards but a few have stayed in touch and even became close friends.

Additionally, I noticed that the most often asked question, due to their circumstances, was life after death. This took a lot of explaining about their mental torment being "hell" and not some place they have been brought up to believe they would go. Hence, heaven was the same: a state of mind and not somewhere to go.

This helped them realize that suicide only meant they would leave the physical world, into the spirit world, having the same state of mind. Wouldn't it be better to change that? They're not ending it ... just taking it with them ... including into another incarnation ... many times picking up where they left off. Children with mental issues eventually becoming adults with mental issues because we're still caught up in mankind's ignorance of multidimensional effects.

Furthermore, I began to see that the awareness of the "mind world" opened their minds to understanding where much of their angst was being perpetrated; including their soul's path. This helped put the responsibility back on them ... giving them back their power. This also contributed to their healing because they had a cause ... a purpose ... to learn how to defeat those thoughts, whether it was coming from within (soul/mind) or another source. It helped them combat these sources which fed their minds with more sorrow, frustrations or anger to create their suicidal depression.

I know how that feels because when I was at a low point in my life, many years ago, I actually "heard" those "thoughts," from an invisible source telling me to end my life. Telling me I would be tormented until I did. This gave me a purpose because it helped me dig my heels in and fight back. How dare anyone suggest such a terrible thing!? What right do they have doing that!? Who are they?

I used my "purpose" to help others too, but, eventually, I discovered I was being helped as well. I began to realize, in helping people, that many of us have "hidden" enemies. Many were telling me that they too "heard" someone tell them to end their life. Of course, not everyone may hear negative thoughts, coming from an invisible someone, but everyone can feel negative emotions. Many feel it's their emotions, and not subjective from another, because they're not aware of the invisible world around them or educated in combating it ... to become stronger.

You see, as I mentioned in another recent blog about suicide called "Suicide: Possessed Pawns," when it comes to attacking another, most "animals" seek out the weak of body and mind to make their conquest. This includes attackers from any place or dimension. We live in a world of fear and hateful turmoil. Jealousy of the haves by the have nots. Local, country and world battles for a plethora of reasons. All these negative emotions can create troubled minds ... mental warfare ... deliberately playing on any emotion that may be already troubling us ... using us against ourselves. By sharing my awareness, it helped show how they didn't have to succumb to those destructive thoughts. It gave them a backbone ... strength ... knowledge ... purpose.

Eventually, I understood that I cannot run after people. I learned that I don't save anyone, people allow their saving and they need to make that decision. Sadly, I feel their decision making is limited due to the current science of our minds. We still have a limited awareness in our medical community when it comes to this awareness. Too many jump to conclusions of dark-age religious programming instead of the mental potential we have through education. Many medical practioners choose to use people as guinea pigs with abusive use of medical drugs that have been proven to create serious side effects ... including suicide ... while building a wall around other viable help because it's not their truth.

Until we can break that wall down, more suicides will continue.

Until we can understand the mind is subjective to outside invisible sources,  more suicides will continue.

Until we can teach this awareness, without current negative connotations, more suicides will continue.

One would have to wonder: Is it more important to have grandiose egos with limited thinking or conquering suicides?

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Veterans Suicides:

http://www.militarytimes.com/story/military/benefits/health-care/2014/11/19/veterans-suicides-mental-health-va/19285801/

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Dreams: Interpretations, Messages and Blocks

I had a dream yesterday morning but got busy and put it out of my mind. I was just thinking about it again, so I thought I'd share.

I felt I was on a cruise ship or a place that had a huge dining area. I saw my dad by himself. (Note: my dad is in the spirit world.) He was sitting at a small booth with the table fully loaded with a variety of food. I joked about the amount of food he had and asked him if he wanted me to join him. He replied: well, you know what happened when Tina did.

I felt he meant my sister, but still can't figure out what he meant. It made no sense. Also, I kept being blocked, even during my dream, as if I'm not to know or the answer needs to come from another. Before anyone asks: yes, I've repeatedly asked and been repeatedly told "another has the answer" or "later." The block is strong.

Anyway, I told him I was going to get some food and would be right back. From that point on there was so many obstacles keeping me from returning; I never did return. What was strange was, in my looking for food and returning, I was telling people things that did not make sense to me. Finally, during my dreaming, I realized I was being mentally projected to, to give these people messages. The reason it made no sense to me was the words were for them only.

Then I woke up.

This delivering messages made me realize, after I woke up and had time to think about it, that maybe my dad was doing the same: giving me a message. However, I know dreams aren't always as they seem.

One thing I picked up was that I never made it back to dad because it's not my time to leave earth. I got that feeling very strongly. Another thing is my sister is still here and her joining him (his statement to me about her), made me think she's still here but her soul may have joined him. Either her soul has ascended or she's had an interchange of souls. However, I get mild doubt over this part. I don't think it represents her physical death because he used past tense in his message.

Who knows, maybe it's nothing or I'll find out when the time is right. The universe works in mysterious ways. At least he was being fed well there. ;-)

This is a picture of him. In my dream he was facing this way, sitting in a booth with a wall behind him, no hat and a lot of food on the table.

Imagination and Deception

Imaginations and creativity have run rampant throughout history. You can see that in historical artwork. Nothing wrong with that unless it's used mischievously.

In today's world, there seems to be more outlets for our creative imagination, including the ones using it to deliberately manipulate and deceive and not for fanciful story telling. They're apparently getting better at it which means we have to get smarter and more intuitive to see through it.

It's refreshing to see some social media comments calling people out on deliberate deception. For awhile there I thought we might succumb to outrageous misfortune of not being able to climb out of the rabbit hole.

When Hands Are Tied

When it comes to psychic attacks, I am not a medical doctor. I cannot treat anyone medically or mentally without being fined or jailed by laws. I've been advised to tread carefully due to this. 

I have a minister's licence and can use that for "spiritual" counseling. However, I can still be held liable when helping another in certain circumstances. This ties my hands in many areas.

Yet, I have a school and I can teach. So far. That's why I make videos, write books and blog in order to help people help themselves. I don't want to "play God" for anyone. I won't wave a magic wand. I won't do the work for you. I want people to be self-sufficient, to stand on their own two feet, and to be more aware ... so they can help others as they were helped. Paying it forward.

I'm also a firm believer in karma and do unto others as you would have them do unto you. That's why I share my knowledge.

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Here's a recent reply to a video comment asking for help (attached photo). 

Many times my hands have been tied in helping people via the universe. I believe it's due to pushing people to help themselves. 

Thanks for understanding.

What I've Learned About Inner Peace

Developing and maintaining inner peace isn't always easy but I'll list a few things that I've learn that's helped me.

I've learned to accept a sort of que sera, sera philosophy: whatever will be will be. However, I will still drop a pebble into a pond to make a little ripple now and then.

I've learned that we cannot control others but we can control ourselves. It's important to treat people as we would want to be treated, even if that's walking away.

I've learned that I owe the person in the mirror to be a reflection I admire. If not, it's up to me to change it. 

I've learned to do whatever I can, whenever I can. I cannot care for another without caring about myself too.

I've learned that bad things can still happen to good people yet good is rewarded when we least expect it. 

I've learned that not everything will always go my way, as I don't live in this world alone. Life is too short to be miserable. Better luck next time. 

I've learned, for my peace of mind, to let go of any negativity and move on as fast as possible. This is a choice we all can allow, by ourselves or with help, because we are worth it.

I've learned that my mind/soul will be the only thing of value that leaves with me when I cross over. It is the main thing I choose to nourish. It's eternal.

I've learned that nature shows us that storms will come and go but the sun will shine again and the seas will be calm. Be patient. 

I've learned that I'm still learning and I've had many teachers along the way. One of those teachers was my original soul which I call Atomarane; a highly evolved metaphysical teacher that showed me how to be the calm within a storm.