Friday, December 28, 2012

Medusa and Pegasus: From Bad Comes Good

I have often said that we are never to old to learn and I feel I learn something new every day. Today was no exception. I discovered how Pegasus came about in mythology. I may have heard it before but I don't recall.

I have always enjoyed stories of Greek and Roman Gods and Goddesses and today I read about the "birth" of Pegasus - the winged horse - whose parents were Poseidon and Medusa. This story had me thinking .... hmmm.

Sad to say, based on legend, Medusa was once beautiful, yet turned into her deadly looks out of jealousy and hate by Athena when she caught Poseidon raping her. Yes, the story said raping.

Also, according to legend (one version), Medusa gave birth, through her severed neck, to Pegasus (and Chrysaor), who was a spawn of Poseidon through said rape. This birth occurred when she was slain by Perseus who used Athena's shield (among other things) to do so.

Now, I am beginning to think poor Medusa. Raped by Poseidon, turned into a vile woman by Athena, and murdered by Perseus with the help of Athena. Doesn't sound as if she had a lot going for her ... unless you count beautiful Pegasus ... because of the hatefulness and jealousy of the "gods." Just proves one should always be on their toes, as you don't know who you will anger or why. Someone "out there" might not like you.

Anyway, you can read more about this on the internet, if you want. I just found this to be an interesting example of something good that was turned bad and coming from bad she created good.

Which, of course may be an assumption on my part that Pegasus was good. After all, it is just another mythological story.

I have also learned in life that we will know what we need to know when we need to know it. Today, I realized, was my day to learn about this story. To me it is just another example of someone's wild (and possibly drugged induced?) imagination: a winged horse being born from the neck (blood) of a snake headed woman? Hmmmm....

Picture on urn showing the birth of Pegasus from Medusa's death.





Thursday, December 27, 2012

Your Emotions Are Not Always Yours!


This is an excerpt from a story in my book - "Eternity Proven." It is a true story of what happened to me back in January 1989 while watching a television show. I got hit with such an intense sorrowful emotion that took me by surprise. If I wasn't into "communication," I might have thought it was just me, however the vision that I saw, at the same time, also told me something was going on ... outside of my emotions. It also confirmed to me that we have things like this happen, not only because of who we are now, but who we have been before.

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I was watching the ACE Awards (cable awards) in January 1989 when they showed a scene from the "Vietnam War Story." The scene was two men trying to save a little girl from blowing up. She had grenades taped to her hands. The camera panned away just as you heard an explosion.

In that same moment, I felt the presence of a little girl by me, with a vision coming from her. She was running down a street with dynamite roped to her wrist/arms. She was screaming for someone to help her. People were running away. She stopped and looked around helplessly. Then she was gone in the explosion.

In that moment, I knew this child was with me. The intensity of our sorrow was felt by all; we cried. Tears poured down my face as I shared her grief. I knew she had been drugged and raped, just before her demise. It was all coming off her as I sat there crying.

God, these men and their wars! You poor child! I knew I needed to take things in hand.

"Child," I said, as I wiped the tears from my cheeks, "please, stop crying. Let's talk. You can talk to me. Do you want to?"

"I don't know who you are. I don't know how I got here. I don't know where I am." She said, pathetically. "Who are you?"

"My name is Charlene. I've also been called Atomarane by a few people. I'm clairaudient and can hear you just fine. Do you remember anything?" I asked.

I was keeping an eye on her; watching her, with interest, to see that she stayed nearby. I felt it was important to do this. She needed help. I could feel her sorrow, still, as she started talking.

"Only being kidnapped from my parents; these two men hurt me and gave me drugs. They told me, when they sent me out to die, I was going to meet my maker." She told me this as we were both calming down.

"Your maker?" I questioned. Her unspoken emotions filled in the gaps and I knew what she was going to say before she spoke the words.

"(Name omitted)." She said quietly.
"Oh my goodness!" My emotions over-powered me. "Not again!" This was too much! I felt numb! Was this life really in my soul? She had come to me out of desperation; looking for her "maker," as her murderers called it, but, to her, it was (name omitted). Calmly, I began telling her about my soul and how I knew things. I asked her not to hold me accountable for that lifetime because I still didn't know much about it.

I started teaching her how to do things with her soul. An hour later we found out she was older than I in soul age; this pleased her. She was beginning to enjoy herself with this new found friend and knowledge. I even told her of the mind power attack coming at me and asked her to behave; to promise me that she would obey this advice. She said she would do her best.

She's still around, this beautiful and joyful child of wisdom. She helps my grandmother and the other children who have died; teaching them the way of the light. One day, she came to me to tell me of something she had done. She was getting back at her captures by bringing them to justice and she had help.

"I'm sorry, Atomarane." She started saying, sadly. Then, before I could say anything she was gone; laughing joyfully and shouting to me as she took off, I heard her say, "I made them vomit! I just had too!"

I just sat there and shook my head, smiling. How could I fault justice? How could I blame this child for seeking revenge?

~~~~~~

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Tuesday, December 25, 2012

My UFO Christmas Dream!

Was this a present from the universe?

I had a strange dream this morning that had people talking about "they" were arriving and some people were hiding but others were nonchalant.

Looking outside, I saw the skies swirling around like a storm, but nothing like I had seen before, and I decided to go back into the house.

I started feeling as if I needed to look outside again and opened the front door (this wasn't my current house) and I saw the sky filled with UFO's of various sizes - some hovering (huge) and some smaller ones flying around. No one seemed to be in a panic.

The dream switch to me standing in front of a very tall reptilian being and, through telepathy, I discovered this was the reincarnated being of Zabrona (one of my teachers). I looked up and asked if it was okay to give him his hug now and, as he reached down to do so, I said (still telepathically), don't squeeze too hard and then added something about - it's been a long journey and I'm tired. I felt a mutual love and finally got my hug as I woke up.

Anyone who read my story - Reptilian Teachers - would understand the hug part of my dream. :)

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Monday, December 24, 2012

Facebook Friend Christmas Greeting


 
I received a lovely poem today, in an email, and something drew me to changing it toward Facebook Friends. It was amended a lot from the original. Enjoy.
 
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I have a list of people
All on my Facebook -
And every year at this time
I go and take a look.

And that is when I realize
That those names are all a part -
Not just a list of Facebook friends
But of my very heart.

For each name stands for someone
Who has crossed my path some time -
And in that meeting they've become
A Facebook friend of mine.

And once you've met some people
The years can not erase -
The memory of a pleasant word
Or of a friendly face.

So when I make a wall comment
That is especially for all of you -
It's cause you're on my Facebook List
Of friends that I feel warmly to.

And you've become special friends
That I have 'Facebook met' -
And happen to be those people
I will never ever forget.

And whether I have known you
For many years or few -
I know you have had a part
In shaping things I do.

So in this Spirit of Christmas
That forever still endures -
May it leave its richest blessing
In the hearts of you and yours.

~~~~~~~~~

Original author unknown
Adapted by Charlene Lerch 12/24/12









Thursday, December 20, 2012

Sadomasochism

I had an ah-ha moment today.

I have said many times while growing up, regarding the differences we humans have: to each their own, as long as they aren't hurting anyone.

This morning I saw something that made me think: hmmm, apparently there are those that seem to enjoy being hurt and those that enjoy doing the hurting ... as in sadomasochism.

This can be as little as silent sufferers, martyrdom, bullying, or to full blown blood baths.

Before you ask, no I do not partake, but I have been aware of those that have.

I have never been "into" pain, even though I have experience quite a bit of it in my life. However much I have had was never enjoyable and I certainly didn't find pleasure in inflicting it to anyone for any reason.

All I can say is, if someone is trying to convince me that pain is enjoyable, please stop.

So, now I will have to revise my thoughts to say only: to each their own, as long as they leave me out of their equation in any dimension.

Live and learn!



Cartoon: Family Guy

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Curse: A Lazy Mind to Mindless

I am concerned for the direction of laziness I see the world taking. There are so many short cuts in many things, especially in grammar or vocabulary.

For example, the "F" word is basically making society mentally lazy in creative language. We immediately resort to this word for everything, mainly because it is short and to the point, albeit somewhat vague at times unless the "finger" is used too, but it is becoming worn out and boring with overuse.

I despair of the days gone by of the creative imagination of cursing someone as it left no room for the imagination. It took a lot of words but you knew what they meant without a doubt.

Example:

May your wife have triplets through another man's seed!

Or

Fxxx you!

Example:

May your child grow up and marry your enemy!

Or

Fxxx off!

See what I mean? The "F" word seems to lose something in translation. The one receiving it could make it into anything they want. In my humble opinion it is just a lazy word for lazy people.

My dad use to say: "say what you mean and mean what you say." Do we really want to fxxx everything or everyone? That sounds more like we are cursing ourselves instead of the other way around.

Food for thought: Could a lazy and uncreative mind also be a curse? What's on your imagination plate today? How about no cursing at all? As you sow, so shall ye reap. It sure makes me wonder with all the cursing going on if this is the major curse of all times.

A lazy mind to mindless one. Hmmmm....


Wikipedia: Profanity

Friday, December 14, 2012

Whitewashing Mental Illness with Gun Laws?

Today's school shooting of children had the gun law advocates ranting again, yet a man in China used a knife to commit his crime toward children. Will we need to make stricter knife laws too?

Let's stop whitewashing mental illness with demands for stricter gun laws. I despise guns with a passion, yet imposing stricter laws is not just the answer. World incidents prove that other weapons can be used to get the job done when desperate people do desperate or despicable things.

It is the person behind the weapon and resolving mental illness that is the real issue. We cannot resolve it by ignoring obvious signs (anger being a big one), sweeping it under the carpet by continually saying someone is not capable of doing whatever the complaint may be, or even current psychology pushing pills that have been reported to do more damage.

No one, and I mean no one, can say that anyone is not "capable" with absolute conviction, because we don't know what will be the trigger that sets anyone off.

We have "signs" and there are people who know how to read those signs but ignore them, feel they have their hands tied with red tape, or have become apathetic due to the "insanity" they work with daily.

Maybe we all need to stop being so politically correct, overly protective, ignoring signs but not wanting to get involved, or continually allowing what we know is wrong, and say ... this is a sign, now let's (we the people and not the government) do something before he/she commits the crime. Get involved when you sense something is not adding up.

Or we can keep our heads up our proverbial asses and not listen to people who are asking everyone to enhance their minds ... the gift of knowing and not guessing. It's time to stop asking "whatever possessed ....?" and start knowing whatever possessed.

Keep burying it and we have no one to blame but ourselves for more terrorist atrocities and fearful living.

As my husband says constantly - terrorism wins again. Meaning the impact to the nation because we have been introduced to a fearful situation, again, that will now control our future actions.

I feel sorry for these people who lose their lives over our continual and possibly deliberate ignorance. I don't want their souls to rest in peace. Maybe I'm selfish in feeling this way, but I want them to help in waking people up to know more and do better - to sense a situation and do what is needed to nip it in the bud before it gets out of control. It's time to stop making excuses or covering over truth to meet another's agenda!




Note: Thanks to the artist of this picture which shows the seriousness of this situation more clearly then my above rantings.


Monday, December 10, 2012

Powerful Lessons I've Learned


When I first became clairaudient, one of the first lessons I learned from spirit was the reason why we need to relinquish hate or anything of which we acknowledge as a negative influence. However, it was to be relinquished with love and understanding ... not with more hate.

I was told that living in hate (or any negative emotions but especially hate) was the same as giving the "devil" (evil) his due and he wins.

I would lose due to not having good mental and/or physical health because negative is destructive = death.

That sure didn't sit well with me at all. I'm just a determined type of person not to want that to happen and been keeping myself on that path of not wanting evil to win within me ever since.

However, keep this in mind too. Another lesson I learned was "allowing doesn't mean putting up with." This lesson always reminded me of Jesus throwing his "temper fit" in the temple. I never thought he did this lesson with hate, but with the love of not allowing anymore of what he felt was destructive behavior. Sometimes a little "controlled" anger can help get the job done, it may be what is needed to get someone's attention, but you cannot maintain that anger within.

Allowing others to have their truth, or fantasies, doesn't mean putting up with their truths or fantasies when you sense a deceit within them as well as using that deceit to influence others.

This can begin to create a universal negative flow which we will all become part of and the effect could be detrimental ... a universal disease ... mental, physical or both. You see how powerful our thoughts can be? This was another lesson I learned ... our thoughts create or destroy.

The secret is learning how to keep your energy (thoughts/emotions) positive and clear while being among any negative energy. If you think this is impossible, then ask yourself why some survived the plague? Why some survived polio and others didn't. What protects some and not others? Why did Nostradamus, or other doctors, survive plagues while walking among the ill helping in healing them while some still died?

Maybe they didn't know these lessons I have learned or it was denied them because of another's deceit. When we keep allowing another's negativity ... whatever it is, we give our power over to them. Another lesson I learned through guidance ... empowerment.

The next time you feel you are giving your power away (succumbing to negative energy ... blame, etc.), then ask yourself why are you allowing it. That sure made me stop and think when that question was first presented to me.

Fuel for thought!


Painting showing the effects of the plague in Basle, circa 1349 
(Credit: Hulton Archive - January 2, 1754)

Saturday, December 8, 2012

The Gift of Old Age


I received the below old age story today in an email and realized, due to my current age, how much more I appreciated this unknown author's thoughts then when I first started seeing it circulating the Internet years ago. I feel that my own health issues, recent family illness, and the death of my father (both parents gone now) has probably had a lot to do with my current insight and appreciation of being older.

I may not look my age (based on many people saying this to me and whatever that truly means), however I do what I can to take care of myself. Sure, I do color my hair but it has turned gray, I have wrinkles that I call my life's battle scars, and I have more weight on me then I have ever had in my life, other then being pregnant, yet I have learned that there are so many more important things to occupy my mind then dwelling on how others think about me or the bygone days of my youth.

There may be those that scoff at my senior imperfections but I silently pray they live long enough to regret those thoughts or words hastily spoken, as well as live long enough to truly understand the words below as I do.

I feel that I've earned every one of my wrinkles which, to me, represent a story of my life and I am still making memories at my current sixty-four young years. Do I feel I am "old" at this age? No way! :)

A great attitude is important. It means everything to having a great life no matter what you do in it. No matter how many lemons life gives you, keep making lemonade or as I say to family and friends - turn a negative into a positive.

Another favorite thing I've been saying for over twenty-five years is: I am not forgetful, I just have more to remember because I am living an active and interesting life. I call it mental programming and it sure sounds so much better then having someone make you feel you are senile just because you have more files in that mental attic and it just might take a little longer digging through those files to find what you want. ;)

Here is the email I received.

-------Old Age is a Gift

I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body - the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long.

I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avant-garde on my patio. I am entitled to overeat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.

Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 am, and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60's, and if I, at the same time if I wish, I will weep over a lost love. I will I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the bikini set. They, too, will get old!

I know I am sometimes forgetful. But there again, some of life is just as well forgotten, and I eventually remember the important things.

Sure, over the years my heart has been broken. How can your heart not break when you lose a loved one, or when a child suffers, or even when a beloved pet gets hit by a car? But broken hearts are what give us strength and understanding and compassion. A heart never broken is pristine and sterile and will never know the joy of being imperfect.

I am so blessed to have lived long enough to have my hair turn gray, and to have my youthful laughs be forever etched into deep grooves on my face. So many have never laughed, and so many have died before their hair could turn silver.

I can say 'no', and mean it. I can say 'yes', and mean it

As you get older, it is easier to be positive. You care less about what other people think. I don't question myself anymore. I've even earned the right to be wrong

Yes, I like being old. It has set me free. I like the person I have become. I am not going to live forever, but while I am still here, I will not waste time lamenting what could have been, or worrying about what will be.

And I shall eat dessert every single day!

----------End (Author Unknown)

Picture: This is me; still making memories this past fall on a road trip with my husband.



 

A Menorah Story of Mother's Love

I read a story, when I was in my younger years, about a mother using the menorah to explain a mother's love to her children.

I hope I can tell this story from memory as I cannot find it anywhere.

In the story, she used the main candle as a representation of herself and the other candles representing her children.

One of her children was wondering how she could love each of her children the same.

She removed the main candle of the menorah and told the child that this candle was her and the flame was the love she had inside for her children.

She lit one of the other candles telling her child that this love was now being shared with him.

When she placed the main candle back in the holder she explained that she had shared her love but still had more love (flame) to share with the other children and it did not diminish the love she gave him as all flames were shining brightly.

This story of mother's love has stayed with me throughout my life. It helped me understand how my mom could equally love her eight children, however when I had children of my own it made me more aware of the importance of giving love but maintaining love.




Friday, December 7, 2012

December ... It's Not Just Christmas!


In December, when people say Happy Holidays, could they possibly be showing respect for the many celebrations during that month and not just Christmas?

However, Christmas IS one of those many holidays celebrated during December and should be said with just as much love as any of them ... on the day it is celebrated or a few days before.

Of course, this is anyone's choice to say it whenever they wish, yet we do not go around saying happy "whatever holiday" during the rest of the year until the day of, or maybe a day or two before. Why should Christmas be any different? Why should I say "Merry (or Happy) Christmas" on December 10th, for instance? It's not Christmas yet.

There are numerous (see below) holidays throughout December and it would seem logical, to me, to encompass them all under the heading of "Happy Holidays" during the month. 

Anyway, now that we, hopefully, understand this saying a little better, shouldn't we stop being "Christmas arrogant" and show a little more respect for the entire month of holiday celebrations? I do hope so.

And in addition, I wish to add... Season's Greetings Everyone.

December Holidays per Wiki:

1) Advent: four weeks prior to Christmas.
2) Saint Nicholas' Day: 6 December
3) Bodhi Day: 8 December - Day of Enlightenment, celebrating the day that the historical Buddha (Shakyamuni or Siddhartha Guatama) experienced enlightenment (also known as Bodhi).
4) Saint Lucy's Day: 13 December - Church Feast Day. Saint Lucy comes as a young woman with lights and sweets.
5) Winter Solstice: 21 December-22 December - midwinter
6) Soyal: 21 December - Zuni and Hopi
7) Yalda: 21 December - The turning point, Winter Solstice. As the longest night of the year and the beginning of the lengthening of days, Shabe Yaldā or Shabe Chelle is an Iranian festival celebrating the victory of light and goodness over darkness and evil. Shabe yalda means 'birthday eve.' According to Persian mythology, Mithra was born at dawn on the 22nd of December to a virgin mother. He symbolizes light, truth, goodness, strength, and friendship. Herodotus reports that this was the most important holiday of the year for contemporary Persians. In modern times Persians celebrate Yalda by staying up late or all night, a practice known as Shab Chera meaning 'night gazing'. Fruits and nuts are eaten, especially pomegranates and watermelons, whose red color invokes the crimson hues of dawn and symbolize Mithra.
8) Mōdraniht: or Mothers' Night, the Saxon winter solstice festival.
9) Saturnalia: the Roman winter solstice festival
10) Pancha Ganapati: Five-day festival in honor of Lord Ganesha. December 21–25.
11) Christmas Eve: 24 December
12) Dies Natalis Solis Invicti (Day of the birth of the Unconquered Sun): late Roman Empire - 25 December
13) Christmas: 25 December
14) Twelve Days of Christmas: 25 December through 6 January
15) Yule: Pagan winter festival that was celebrated by the historical Germanic people from late December to early January.
16) Anastasia of Sirmium Feast Day: 25 December
17) Malkh: 25 December
18) Boxing Day: 26 December - Gift-giving day after Christmas.
19)   Kwanzaa: 26 December - 1 January - Pan-African festival celebrated in North America
20) Saint Stephen's Day: 26 December
21) Saint John the Evangelist's Day: 27 December
22) Holy Innocents' Day: 28 December
23) Saint Sylvester's Day: 31 December
24) Watch Night: 31 December
25) New Year's Eve: 31 December - Last day of the Gregorian year
26) Hogmanay: Night of 31 December - Before dawn of 1 January - Scottish New Year's Eve celebration


Peace on Earth and Good Will To All
 
 
 

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Quoting Our Parents

What sayings from your parents do you remember the most?

My dad would say, "take your prop down," if I was resting my head on my hand at the table.

One of my pet peeves though was when I heard - "because" or "because I said so" and swore I wouldn't say it, yet one day caught myself uttering the phrase of my parents to my kids.

Oh my! History does continually repeat itself! :-)

Please feel free to share your memories.

Picture: My parents in their youth before eight children began to wear them down. ;-)




Sunday, December 2, 2012

Is God Really Talking to Me? Plus More...


I had a friend write to me recently about feeling as if the Creator Soul had been around her and she wanted confirmation. I sent her the below reponse. 

Afterwards, I was asked to share it because I have mentioned these directions to others and guidance felt a desire to share the feelings in the universe about this. It may not be your truth to believe, but it is based on many years of learning and dealing with many minds in the universe.

If it helps but only one, then my job is complete.

Personal names have been removed for privacy and protection and there were some areas that needed more explanation then she would have needed so I adjusted for that too. 

I use God, but he/she/it is known by many other names throughout history. I also used "he" for simplicity.

__________Email

I had a little doubt but it's not much. I sensed a few times someone reached out to him for you but it was a fleeting passing. Also, I was advised to tell you and everyone that if anyone comes around and says he is God to have him prove it. He knows the deceit that is going on around the universe and how there are those that like to pretend to be him, so he doesn't mind showing you the beginning of his soul. They also suggest that if anyone says they are the Creator to question the reason why he is there with you. That is also acceptable. Also if a conversation ensues to keep your guard up about feeling emotions from his soul. God should be able to stand in his truth in the moment, whether that be male, female or other - of this world or another - and have no judgment of doing so. It would be as us standing in the truth of our current form. If I am Charlene and that is my truth, then this truth would come off the universe as truth ... even if I was a spirit ... because this would be my last life or a soul interchange (walk-in) soul. This is another question that I have learned to ask: is this the original, main, or walk-in soul). As we know there are those that are good at deceiving and like to be more then what they are.

When I first met my guide Merde (aka Boyaed aka Abraham aka Mordecai etc), there were people in metaphysics that were saying that Jehovah was an evil being. Someone else was channeling Yahweh and Id, it wasn't until later that I discovered these were all personas of God's name. So there are those that may be channeling the energy of our Creator but he is no where around any if them and it is being done by a messenger or our guides pulling his truth off the universe. Then you will feel the truth of this as well ... that a message is being delivered by someone for him or someone is pulling his truth off the universe to help you with something. This is an established and proper order of the universe. However, if a spirit cloaks it's energy with the energy of our Creator to conceal the truth of who or what it really is - you should feel this too - and feel doubt from those around you that are on your side to protect you.

Now, this isn't saying that God cannot do more then he is and is good at concealing his own energy when need be ... for protection or to keep people from aggrandizing themselves ... because he is or has been around them. When I first met him it was in a spirit form of Jehovah that Merde helped me project to. Later in the All Call, in my true story book (Great Flame Within), Zabrona wanted me to see about what was going on in the universe about Merde's so called judgement, which Mananta kept insisting was on his soul. That's when I saw Merde calling the this spirit by the name of Padia (male) and a local channeler was calling the same one by the name of Ola (female). Could a spirit be a male and female at the same time?

I also found out that the name Padia was from a physical life a very, very, long time ago and that the spirit in the All Call that was representing himself to the universe as Jesus also had the name Padia in his soul. A shared lifetime? However, in my book, this Jesus had told me the first name in his soul was Pia and no one else had that.

Later, in a meditation when I was asking about our Creator's very first physical life, I pulled off the letters J E B before someone blocked me. It wasn't until recently, as we have already discussed, that I was given the rest of that name as Jebrusa and it was a female life. He, from the information off the universe, was forced into this life as punishment for pushing his weight around and collective thought said no more (apparently, back then, they didn't care that he was first). This life is in his soul and since it was a collective thought punishment, he was kept there and I sense there was a lot of controversy around the physical being because of this. I feel he was left there, after a while of watching over him (her), to be this person in totality and was left alone (later) to contemplate being a female now. It is why I feel God has had a judgement himself on this life, due to the circumstances, which is why initially the name was blocked from me years ago.

As I have already told all of you, he can be anywhere and even incarnated anywhere he or his council chooses for him and for many reasons. I say he but I feel he has had feminine lifetimes recently - again a council decision. Don't forget, he asked his masters to come back as females during this time, why should he expect no less for himself.
So - again - you know things about him. Albeit minute things of the totality of this spirit-energy's existence, however you know how to question and if he is around it will be for the purpose of being able to share things with you and he won't even have to communicate with words. In his truest form it will be felt in emotions of the deepest and truest feelings and with love. He will ask but never demand. Why would he need to? He knows what we are capable of. After all, he has been there done that more then anyone ... so to speak. He would go to the soul that he knows can get the job done. He wouldn't waste his time. He would know you were not ready and will abide by his owns rules that you need to "grow up" to fit the shoes of his request.

This information is not just for you, it is also for those around you. We all understand a lot of these things already, but we can occasionally pick up stray spirits and it starts all over again with the negative thoughts and the teachings. It's more for them, and so we will once again be placed into these email all calls so they can review things once again.

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For more information about what was mentioned above regarding Merde and the All Call, etc., it can be found in my true story book at this attached link which is for the e-book but there is a print version too.


My metaphysical students saw me as an auburn back then and this can be seen based on a interview I had on TV and put on YouTube. Below is part one if you care to see it. Yes, I was very nervous. I had been on TV before but it never seems to get rid of the butterflies in my stomach. :)



Thursday, November 29, 2012

Population Control Conspiracies? Overpopulation Myths? Really?


Check out the below Worldometers website for some interesting data about world deaths, births and much more. Some say overpopulation is a myth. Maybe it's time to take our head out of that proverbial hole and do some investigating.

Also, I have been hearing that governments are into conspiracies to contain population growths via diseases, wars, forced sterilization, etc. It would seem that if any government really was involved in any form of conspiracies to decrease population or control population, they have failed based on current statistics. If this was truly a fact, I would say ... what else is new? Even "known" government incidents, throughout our generations, would say it has not accomplished anything of which it is purportedly being held accountable. So what is going on?

The real truth is mathematical ... more people living produce more people and more people are living longer. Even the major amount of deaths occurring by multiple ways (natural or unnatural), since the 1960's, has not even maintained population control. This is the reason why we have gone from about 3 billion people, since then, to 7 billion today and forever increasing in numbers. If they keep increasing, at this rate, in less then 50 years the numbers become staggering.

Could the real conspiracy be a lack of male accountability with "out of control" testosterone, lack of education or both? Let's call a spade a spade here. We know how babies are made so stop making so many or the consequences will be more then the future will want to bare.

I am not excluding women from being part of this decision making process, however as we know the majority of laws have been controlled by the male populace for eons, until recently, and religion, along with uneducated third world countries, has been a major factor too.

If more people took accountability and did less blaming, we could hopefully insure our future generations a better life. I don't consider this a complete answer for this situation because China went to a one child rule and population is still increasing and mortality rates are still decreasing.

We have to stop talking and start doing, beginning with the education of our children and grandchildren. Why? Because the increasing numbers, as I mentioned above, are staggering. Verified by numerous websites, not just the one I have listed below.

Food and drinkable water will become scare and oxygen diminished. How's that for future generations looking back and seeing the legacy we left them? Shameful!

Oh ... you say why bother, or who cares, as I won't be around. Well? Really? How do you know that isn't another conspiracy to keep you from being accountable or knowing the truth? The truth of reincarnation.

Many lives but one earth. Think about it.

http://www.worldometers.info/





Monday, November 19, 2012

A Chimera (then and now)

I often say that people have had a wild and creative imagination throughout history.

An example of this would be in the mythological creature called a Chimera, which, according to Greek mythology, is a monstrous fire-breathing female creature that is composed of the parts of three animals: a lion, a serpent and a goat. It was depicted as a lion, with the head of a goat arising from its back, and a tail that ended in a snake's head.

However the imagination of the human mind has no boundaries, for if you Google the word Chimera and look at all the art on the Internet you will see what I mean. The variations of the same "creature" are amazing.

Makes me wonder about the artists of those yesteryears and who and where they are today. Hmmmm ....

It also makes me wonder what mind altering substances they could have been on, or mind attack they could have been under, to develop what they "imagined."

Were these creatures a figment of a creative imagination or real in a subjective mind? Seems like history is repeating itself again ... and again.




Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Mind Warfare


A few years ago, I watched a YT video about a Russian scientist whistle-blower that talked about Russians studying astral projections and mind control, for the purpose of a new (yet old) way of warfare ... mind warfare.

I thought: well, anything is possible but we will see.

He also mentioned they were learning to take down the US with mind control by creating thoughts in our minds of a socialist government to teach our government a lesson due to our so called arrogance. As well as proving how gullible the Americans and other governments could be led into believing anything, when made to believe a higher order said so, or even something that was implanted in our minds to believe it was our own idea (subjected thought).

I tried to find the video on YT about a year ago and could not find it anywhere. It was about the same time a number of my videos were attacked with vile comments by a young Russian man who I could sense was under mind attack. I thought: could they be experimenting on their own or is this in retribution of sorts?

For some time, I have been hearing the word Russia constantly in my mind, along with the word President, as well as some things to do with mind control and coming to terms (something like that). Being so very involved lately with family situations, I kept putting it out of my mind (I should really know better by now), until recently when a friend made a comment on Facebook that President Obama may be making a trip to Russia and my hairs raised ... so to speak.

It was then that I said: oh-oh, something IS afoot. I know governments do not always tell us everything due to national security, but I feel something is bigger then what this trip is being presented to the public.

Over the years of making videos and teaching, I have realized that there has been a lot of subjected thought through the universe with the most bazaar things being said by the human race; along with information coming into my mind that it is a deliberate thing but I was not to get involved.

Will it be a truce in mind games ... mind warfare ... between countries?

Only time will tell.




Wednesday, November 7, 2012

My USA Health Care Solution

Health care can be handled in every USA county/parish in three words: penny sales tax.

Everyone buys, hopefully within their means, no matter how much they make. Right? No cut offs on paying sales tax - you buy, you pay.

No one wants government involvement forcing insurance, or even nationwide social medicine (we have all seen flaws in that system too), so this could be an alternative.

Yes, the government will have to be involved because someone has to collect it, make sure it goes to the proper place, as well as overseeing that proper place is using it properly.

Of course, it should be with government accountability too, insuring the pot isn't being dipped into by other factors. "We the people" should be on top of this to insure it doesn't become corrupt or diminished in needed funds.

Some counties nationwide, like ours, already do this. It has even helped some of my family members, that have no insurance, when they were in dire need of major medical services.

Paying, in this manner, helps those in need as we shop and buy, and should warm our hearts to do it.

The US government currently allows a deduction on sales tax paid if you file a long form but I think this defeats the purpose in giving if we give with one hand and take it back with another. No government can sustain on that principle.

Anyway, to continue, we may have money to buy products today, but the coin could flip on any of us and one day those that have may be those that need.

Discussions for any flaws in this theory are welcomed, because I'm sure we are all perplexed in handling this situation. 

What are YOU doing?

Race, religion, cultural upbringing or sexual preferences should never be a political platform. What I can do for this country and how I'm going to do it should be.

Qualifications too - can they put their (our) money where their mouth is?

Time for everyone to stop the separation of this beautiful country with pettiness, hateful bickering and jealousy, and put our big boy/girl pants on and come together to make it greater.

Mocking our government (we the people) with childish remarks adds to the problem. Stop being part of the problem you see and come up with sound solutions. Send these solutions to your congressional representatives in an adult manner.

This should be the same procedure for any country.

If my children came to me with a petulant demand and throwing a temper fit, I would tune them out. They were not mature enough to discuss anything with me. However if they talked with me about something they wanted, showing me what they would do to help them get it - I listened and we discussed it. This same procedure works when we are big kids. If you see a problem, then work on it and present it to your congress with a solution or even two solutions.

Sitting around grumbling and finger pointing has never solved anything.

What problems are YOU seeing and what solutions are YOU working on to solve it?



Sunday, November 4, 2012

Great Flame Within - November 1987 (Excerpt)


By November 1987, I had started teaching others with the help of my guide. All of the teachings throughout the book were so enlightening and at times humorous. This is one of those times.

 
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            I felt so good when he taught. The energy of our union of souls, during these teaching sessions, made me feel at peace. The course was six weeks long and started the middle of November. This would take me past Christmas and I loved every moment of it.

           We both got to talk to the students and I was making new spiritual friends. My job was to answer the phone at home and give comfort to the students who called about the homework he gave them but he did the rest.

            "This is fun." One of the students commented during class. "So how old is my soul, Boyaed?"

            He always finished up the classes with a little chit-chat. Just to help everyone understand more.

            "Pulling a thought from your soul, I see 374 lifetimes in a little over 200,000 years." He said to her.

            He would tell them of lifetimes he saw or relationships between the students from the past. One time he told a male student that his spirit guide and Boyaed had a grand battle over him in a past lifetime.

            "Of course, you were a woman in that lifetime and your guide won the battle." Boyaed chuckled, remembering the time.

            "What happened?" The student asked making a face about being a woman.

            "He knocked me on my butt, entity, and I had the respect to stay down."
 
             Everyone laughed, they truly loved him.
 
 

 
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Saturday, November 3, 2012

YouTube Discrimination or Witch Hunt?

I was surprised yesterday with a letter from YouTube stating that a video I had uploaded was on copyright infringement and they had removed it.

They continued with stating that I was given a strike against my account and two more strikes would permanently delete my account.

The video was a teaching video used to help explain a subject matter regarding energy and a minuscule portion of the kiss scene and his leaving, in the movie Ghost, was used to emphasize my point.

In the Fair Use Act, my understanding was that people are able to use a small portion of other's work without getting permission. It was not the entire work being used and I was not profiting from it; even though that can be done and has been done from people all the time using quotes, etc. ... within their written or video works ... with or without giving credit for said use.

"Fair Use: Under the fair use rule of copyright law, an author may make limited use of another author's work without asking permission. Fair use is based on the belief that the public is entitled to freely use portions of copyrighted materials for purposes of commentary and criticism."

I did have this statement on my videos where portions were being used within the context of this law, however, I guess this doesn't mean anything when the meaning is being misinterpreted ...  Note: The video is being used based on the "Freedom and Innovation Revitalizing United States Entrepreneurship Act of 2007" (FAIR USE Act). This channel is a teaching channel. I do not own the rights to said video but present it for the benefit of teaching only.

Anyway, to continue, as I stated, I wasn't profiting from it, I do not make money off of any of my videos, even though YouTube has sent me notices to do so. I did monetized a few of my personal videos but removed it because they kept saying my channel had been sent an email denying monetizing of my videos and after a few failed attempts of trying to find out where this email was or why I never received it (with You Tube and having no response), I deselected the few that I had set up to monetize. After all, if they are going to profit from it but not pay me, why bother?

Then I was thinking - wait - why are others being allowed to put videos up on YouTube using the exact same scene or other scenes of said movie? Why are they not being told they are in copyright infringement? Why are these movie portions still on YouTube? There are some channels that place full movies up. Are they being told they are not allowed to do this? If not then why not?

This made me start thinking, was it because of the portion of the movie I used to teach ... to get my point across ... or was it the subject matter I was teaching? Is this another form of a witch hunt in the 21st century?

After all, if they are singling my video out and deleting it, without deleting others, this would be paramount to discrimination and legal action.

Even if someone did a witch hunt, whistle-blowing on my video that should start a chain reaction within their organization to deleting others of the same venue, but I haven't seen it.

I deleted the video to protect my account and will do so with a couple more videos to protect myself and my channel for all my other videos still there. Yet, that leaves an unsolved question in my mind ... discrimination or witch-hunt? Does anyone else feel this way?

Maybe I'll go ask Patrick Swayze. ;)



Timing is Everything


When someone points a finger at your "reality," calling you insane, just smile and remember that three of those fingers are pointing back at them and their own reality. What you represent could be causing a fear within them and their fear could be causing their reaction. Be patient and understanding.

However, if the emotions are not one of finger pointing but sincere concern, then discuss it with them. Open up to understanding their point of view.

Don't discount a "key" that could be opening a "door" to a different or maybe even a better reality ... not just for you but anyone or everyone. Communication is the key for solving things.

Of course, you don't have to accept what anyone suggest, but "guidance" of mine once said: "put those thoughts in a virtual jar on a virtual shelf and every now and then look at them. You may not be willing to accept them now, or ever, but one day you may pull that jar (thought) off the shelf and be ready to understand it (additional reality)."

Like an adult explaining the facts of life to a two year old, not everyone will be ready to hear, or understand, based on their soul awareness ... their current reality.

Also, their current soul awareness could be so mucked up with other's fantasies that they don't know what or who to believe. They need directions with the right key, for the right door, and at the right time.

Any master soul knows this.

Timing is everything.



Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Uneducated Comments on Videos

On my Jani video, I normally delete rude remarks, but, at times, I get tired of taking a back seat to my knowledge for another's deliberate stupidity of being swallowed up by mass hysteria of non-truths especially when I am the one being accused of their mental illness creating suicide. Jeez!

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Comment: You are a disgrace and the reason why people like her and other people with mental illness feel like freaks and kill themselves!


Reply: Wow! If we have more moronic attitudes like yours that keep feeding into that mentality of just give them another pill, we surely won't have minds left anymore. They will be eaten away with all the chemicals that are being introduced into our bodies that are continually proven not to work. Research this, because there's a lot of doctors that agree with things being more then what we see with our eyes.

To continue, I am the last person to want to call anyone a freak - watch my other videos of other's stories to see how they feel and why the medicine, among other things, is causing people to want to kill themselves (proven!) and not what I know and what I teach. Don't fear what you do not know - investigate and be informed.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZnooLRAbuM

Saturday, October 20, 2012

My Update Video


Here is a short update video from my You Tube channel on what's been going on lately and why no teaching and miscellaneous videos in almost a year.

Of course, I do try to blog and keep things going on Facebook whenever possible.

Please click on the below link. Thanks.


An Update - Short & Sweet

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYvqcDtjK_Q


 


Friday, October 19, 2012

What are you Fearing?

When someone is angry with you ask them what is it they are fearing.

Fear = Anger = Hate = War.

It would make sense then that understanding and helping to remove someone's fear may circumvent war.

Asking someone what they are fearing may also stop them in their moment of anger towards you.

Like .... huh!? What ya mean fear? I'm not fearing.

Sure - right. Then why are you angry?

And - the next time you are angry, ask yourself that same question. What are you fearing?

Add a D to ANGER and that's your warning.





Thursday, October 18, 2012

Because I said!

I often think about the plea to God ... "Why me?"

Today I was reminded of what my dad said to me when I was a kid and asked the same question (but more because I had to do something that I thought someone else should be doing). His reply was, "because I said!"

At that age, I didn't buck the system because he was dad and bigger then me.

I suppose this is the luxury of being the "boss" (parent) and even though I hated it when I was a kid, I found myself saying the same thing to my kids ... "because I said!"

This gave me the luxury of doing what I needed to do and utilizing the one who I felt could get the job done as much as possible.

They didn't buck the system either.

I also realized that in a big family not all are willing to pull their weight even if they could and by utilizing that command - because I said - it equalized the responsibilities. It helped push at an unmovable force to do more.

Makes me wonder if all those that lament to God with the words "why me?" are getting the same response I got growing up and even used myself ... "because I said!"

After all, look how big His family is and the responsibilities that come with it.

I know this answer to our plea doesn't really seem to relate at all.

Or ... does it?

Makes me wonder what we would say if we ever did hear those words to our plea. Would we be angry or would we know?

Hmmm... Something to ponder.





Thanks for the wisdom, dad. I may not often understand or like this response myself, even though I have used it, but I have finally come to terms with the fact that maybe someone knows more then I do, in that moment, in keeping order. Hopefully I will be allowed more awareness of why someone would say - because I said - now that I'm an adult ... hopefully. ❤

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Peace is an Illusion

Peace is being in a state of harmony which is personified by the lack of violence or fear of violence. Yet, throughout history, strange to say, violence has often been used to create peace.

For those of us who are allowed to think, it makes one wonder how many more lives need to be sacrificed in the name of peace? It makes one wonder if peace is just an illusion ... a fantasy of the mind ... a place that may not ever exist or is static.

Even holy books talk about wars in heaven. If there is no peace in "heaven" then how can there ever be peace on earth? If there has never been peace throughout the earth ... throughout history ... then how can there be peace in "heaven"?

There is also that programming which tells us it is sinful to feel at peace when another is suffering. So, those with a conscientious conscious will have no peace. No peace within - no peace without.

After all, as they say, we are all connected to this universal "mind/soul" energy.

I have ended many of my videos with the words hugs and peace, however I have come to a conclusion that I can only hug away a hurt, giving temporary peace, but peace is fleeting. Generally, peace will go as fast as it has come.

I have also begun to think that this elusive peace is also a deception; it's an illusion to make people fight ... to make people violent ... over their programmed ideologies.

I wonder what would happen if we removed all those ideologies that cause violence. But of course, that is also an illusion, because what if you or I are those ideologies and we must be removed? Martyrdom for peace is also an illusion, because, if we understand history, nothing has ever been permanently resolved by that either. Right?

So, one must ask, what's all the fighting for? Obviously it's not for peace, because with all the fighting, hate and violence, since time immemorial, we should have it by now. Yet, what can you have that is an illusion much less an elusive illusion?

Peace is not only an illusion but it's also become an instrument for violence and fear ... a tool to control those that cannot think or are not allowed to think.




Thursday, September 20, 2012

Psychic Attack Help Request - Email Response




It wouldn't hurt, for anyone that feels they are suffering through a psychic attack, to read the below message out loud, yet quietly, if possible.

I have read your email and want to tell you that there is a real sickness out there in the universe and there has been for a long time - this is nothing new. I get emails from all over the world of similar situations. As I am only one person, I decided to make videos about what you can do to protect yourself. The more you know the more you can do so. I even made a video on how to incarnate spirits that are abusing people and I have already taught a few people on how to do this.

I have talked about this in a lot of emails to people lately about showing love and understanding as these beings are misguided lost souls. It is a bully and control thing in what they are doing. In all honesty, they fear us more than you can realize and that's why they do this ... to make us intimated. If the truth be known, it is really the other way around. They are scared of what is going on with them and bullying people, even raping them, is showing us the lack of control that they have within themselves. In other words, they attack what they really want to be ... us. Be indifferent to what is being done to you and don't feed their desires.
 
Also, I like to take negative things and turn them around to a positive thing. I say things like ... thank you for your lesson to me, I'm sure you feel better now ... especially since it is must be so important to you (again, being indifferent). This makes them confused because you won't play their game of fear.
 
The smell of cinnamon will help against the feelings of fear; it will help bring some peace of mind. However, again ... the strongest will is your mind and your strength. Stay busy, during the day, with things you enjoy doing to keep your energy up and happy.

Please continue watching my videos. There is a lot of information on them that I was taught and that I'm sharing because of it. Empower yourself with this knowledge and don't allow feelings to take you away from doing this ... as it may be an intent to keep you in the dark.

 
There are two videos that I did on a man that's YT channel is called djmisplacedmarbles. Please watch them as this is the advice I was just given to tell you. This is one of the ways that they do things to take over a person. It's two parts ... this is part one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ih5t10JgWpU

 Talk to this being that is harassing another's loved one or attacking in any manner. Someone that does things like this are very unloved beings ... probably never had love in their life ... which is why they should be mentally treated as a child: like a mother takes a child's hand and talks to it when it's being bad. Ask them if you need to help in crossing over to our Creator or whomever they want to be with.
You have to understand that anger will never solve the problem and neither will fear ... if anything it feeds into the density that these beings are into. I have been down this road too many times, that you are on, and I do know how it feels. Because every time I put myself "out there" to help someone, the hate comes my way too, but once they get around me, they know who I am and they know I, or those around me, won't play their game.
 
Remember this, not all psychic attacks are from a unknown spirit, we have physical people that are learning astral projections, etc., and not all are of sound mind or of a higher awareness nature. These people can be even more troublesome. Attacks can also come from those that we live with, or people in our daily life, along with the familiar spirits around them.
 
The only other thing that I heard is to ask for the help from any Archangels available to do so.
 
I hope this helps. Please keep me informed.

Hugs & peace ...

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For those that are reading this message, it is real and a generic email that I sent to a number of people to help them because my wrist were feeling the strain of so much typing. However, due to the subject matter and the amount of emails received, I decided to put the emails and my replies in a book called "Ask Atomarane - Psychic Possession or Attacks," so that others may know they are not walking alone in this subject as well as to help me, from what little revenue that I get from this, as I have never charge anyone for helping them with any psychic attacks.
 
Those that read this and know I have helped them - in any way - comments welcomed and thank you for doing so.
 

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