To Each Their Own?

I posted this Emerson quote earlier today and soon after started getting messages from guidance. 

“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.”  ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson 

The messages I received were from guidance challenging me on it. One challenge was: "can you really allow others to be themselves in order for you to be yourself?"

I replied: this depends on each situation. If I am allowed to be myself, and allow others to be who they are, then why are we here? I feel we all challenge one another to look at ourselves and see if this is what we truly want. Also, as you've taught me, "allowing doesn't mean putting up with." I choose not to put up with a bad attitude and I can allow it by walking away. 

When I first received that "allowing" message from our Creator, many years ago, the feeling behind it was: we know better but we do it anyway, and no one should have to put up with anything given in a negative or lesser manner. It was then that I realized that we are all here to be a sort of guidance ... a foundation ... a check and balance system to those that cross our path ... as they do for us. 

Many times my husband and I have challenged each other's truth. We have a civilized, verbal battle of wills to prove each other's point in order to come to an agreement. If not, we table it ... put it away until another day when we may have better insight to the problem. 

In doing this, we have managed to change our opinion or concept on a subject peacefully. We have also gained wisdom from just listening to one another and, believe it or not, we have allowed ourselves to be better or different because of it. We have a mutual understanding of doing this without hate, name calling or belittling. 

More should debate in like manner and maybe more would have less wars. 

To continue, I felt that guidance was directing me into a better understanding of those around us trying to "change" us. Maybe we should realize that we are all here for change and just stop fussing about it. 

Thank goodness for some change or we would all still be cave people ... not that there is anything wrong in that, if that is one's chosen path. However, if a cave person crosses path with a more advanced being, will one change another's thinking? Will the cave person convince the advanced being to be less or more ... or vice versa ... or just go their separate ways, peacefully. 

One of my favorite sayings, when presented with a new challenge which I choose not to currently participate in: to each their own. 

This is my way of saying, do what you want as long as you're not hurting me or another. You go your way and I'll go mine, since we have different opinions. But ... and you know there is always a but ... if the universe places two people within the same path, there is a reason: to learn from one another. How is one to know if they are hurting another without challenges to their existence ... without examples being presented ... without being taught a different way of thinking ... without confronting ourselves ... without, oh no shall I dare say it, changes? 

We are all students and teachers in this plan called life. If we have someone trying to "change us," it may only be to test our convictions to our truths ... just as the devil tested Jesus. Are they then playing devil's advocate and is God sending the messenger? See? Think about it. 

Life teaches us, eventually, to pick our battles wisely. Will you be tried and tested, challenged and changed, or will you walk away saying ... to each their own, yet still affected by what just transpired? Is anything really to each their own then? A thought seeded can take root ... can eventually make a change ... because you allowed it. 

Oh well, in this lifetime I choose to be different, based on those that feel this way about me, it's what makes me happy. Maybe next lifetime I'll conform ... or not. ;) 

Do You Feel Your Mind is in a Fog Around Certain People?

Has anyone experienced being around another, or others, (family, friends or a stranger) and feel as if your energy is being manipulated by another or your senses are suddenly in a fog?

It's a feeling as if your thoughts are blocked or you're saying things that are unfamiliar ... as if someone is "pulling your strings" and it's not for your highest good.

It's a feeling as if a thought has been forced (projected) into your mind and you say it but later, or even in that moment, you feel that was not you. You can even feel it was true (somewhat) but you can't shake that feeling of doubt. 

You may question things like: why did I say that ... or ... why was I not able to think or talk as I normally do ... or ... why was my thoughts blocked ... or my favorite ... where in the hell did that come from?!

It's as if you know the truth but your truth ability was being denied, blocked or subjected to by a fog of deceit. You feel that fog permeating and unrelenting.

Most times, in my unaware days, I would shrug my shoulders and move on because it wasn't that big of a deal or I chose not to make a big deal out of it. 

That is, unless it provoked a retort of ... that's not true ... from someone. Generally, I would say: what I meant to say was ... or ... I don't know why I said that ... or ... I don't know where that came from. Then I would just laugh or shrug my shoulders. 

Now, I have learned, since awakening, that this is a setup for numerous reasons but, generally, to make another feel better about them self ... at your expense. 

Lately, I have certain family members that I sense something is going on around them. When I am around them, I start sensing this fog of deceit rolling in and around me. 

Now, after a few incidents, which have occurred over the past few years, I start honing my senses even more when I start sensing that heavy fog ... almost as if I'm preparing for battle. I'm on guard but I don't always know why or what. 

Of course, I'm only human and have been caught off guard a number of times.  This has made me question my guides later ... where were you? Busy or distracted were a couple of reasons that they weren't on guard at that time. Makes sense. Why should I have problems with family for them to be on guard? 

Besides, I'm sure they have more then me to consider. I know that I'm not the "end all - be all" of their existence and they know I've been trained ... I can tie my own shoes now. ;)

However, after an incident occurs, I have had a few all calls with them to get to the heart of the matter. This is when I discovered what was going on with each moment that had occurred. Live and learn ... and I'm still doing so. 

Here are a few answers that I received after dealing with blocked, projected or subjected thoughts ... not just from family. 

1) There are some who feel inferior to you and want to discredit you. 

2) There are some who want to be on your level but do not want to take the time to learn all you did, so they decide it's easier to be superior acting by belittling you ... we see through it. 

3) There are those who feel they have to bring you down to their level because they cannot deal with the truth of their own ignorance. 

4) There are those who want to use you as a scapegoat to their own frailties. 

5) There are those that want to blame everyone but themselves. 

6) There are those who hate their very existence but instead of getting you to help them (or anyone), it is easier to maintain the hate and subject that hate onto you when you are expecting it less. 

7) There are those that wish to maintain their darkness and your light blinds them from the truth of being what they want to be ... you. 

8) There are those who feel in their heart they are doing something evil and they don't want to be exposed, hence they plot to make you look like you're not in your right mind.  

These are only a few things I've heard and I've removed the names of the ones we were discussing in order to keep it impersonal. It wasn't told to me in order to stroke my ego. I could feel and see the truth in what was being presented. I have some tough, no nonsense guides only because I choose to go to the ones who know the answers and that can be anyone of a higher order. They don't placate egos; they tell it like it is. 

It is not difficult to understand that there are many reasons why anyone can experience this, especially if you are a threat to another's ego. This is why I tell people, often, how these so called mind altering influences can take away our ability to be on guard. Yet, do you know that anger is a mind altering influence? It can remove your ability to reason as well as allowing that fog of deceit to influence you. 

Anger can also be subjective. One must be on guard to that also, especially when the anger is sudden and without reason. Good clue. Yet, someone drinking, per se, may not be in their right mind to catch it. Get it? 

To continue, when you have family or friends around that have family members who have crossed over, and have not gone through a healing in the universe, their energy can be used against you. This can be innocent on their part but in their innocence their minds can be used to set you up ... due to their confusion. That's when you may hear things like ... oh, you must be getting senile like your father (or whoever) ... and yet, this may only occur around certain people. Any other time you are fine. 

Perplexing!?

Anyway, I will not fault the innocent in their ignorance but will check to see if they were used. That will be the person who gets disciplined. Disciplining is a must in any dimension. People who cross over are not always in the state of mind of "doing into others ... etc." 

I try to be a good "parent" in the universe though. I've learned to not let my anger get the better of me. I warn and advise numerous times before my patience wears thin ... before taking stronger measures that the universe allows. I know to ask for guidance and permission. 

The main reason I do what I do is because of my love of our minds and souls, and that I do not like seeing the destruction of it. I'm here to learn and share ... as most are. Once they understand my real interest, they can put aside their fears of exposure, misplaced egos, or the what ifs ... the fog lifts (sometimes). Lifting that proverbial fog (removing their fears) can take time, understanding and patience ... and their allowing it too. 

It seems to be a never ending story though. When I sense the fog rolling in, all I can say is: here we go again. 

 

I took this picture on a recent trip, through the mountains, and it shows how I feel about sensing a fog rolling towards and around my mind. 

What's Around The River Bend

I commented once that life sucks and then you die, so I might as well try to stay happy, content and peaceful.  

To clarify on that comment, I meant each "physical" body eventually dies - some sooner - some later. 

I must be a glutton for punishment as I am still here and wish to stay around even after all I've been though. It's interesting, to say the least, to see what life throws at me next. 

Maybe it's the anticipation of wanting to know what's around the river bend. 

I never expect or assume anything, yet I know that life is still to short to be miserable. 

Carpe Diem!

 

Eternal Punishment? Why Do Bad Things Happen To Good People?

When people are unforgiving and cannot move on and away from a topic or person for what "they" feel is an injustice, in this lifetime, they do all they can to create a lifetime of punishment for that subject or person they've condemned; collective thought makes that emotion more powerful.

Understandable ... to a degree.

However, and this is only one scenario to this topic, when you are having a bad life, yet feel you're a good person, just remember that first sentence above and think of a "collective emotional punishment" that may have been created by something from a very long ago past ... yet use those same unforgiving principles people apply today ... it becomes eternal, unrelenting, unforgiving judgments.

Yes, eternal punishment, because, apparently, time doesn't seem to change stripes on a tiger.

Stalemate ... no one moves on ... until you possibly push God/dess' hands to get involved. You've held that thought way too long and you will be forced to learn forgiveness. You will be forced to move on. Even if that means all hell breaks loose to teach a lesson. 

This is one example of why bad things can happen to good people. You've, possibly, done something that may have angered or hurt someone five hundred years ago (or whenever). You've moved on, or try to, but they never did ... which means you won't either ... unless you know how to change out "their" emotions or know who "they" are. 

Furthermore, there are those that could be in the wrong place at the wrong time and get caught up in the shuffle. 

How long can the shuffle last? 

Well ... how long can you hold a grudge?

Hell is a state of being ... not a place ... unless that place is your mind. When you hold a grudge, you lose. That "darkness" (hell) will permeate throughout your body, mind, and soul; it will destroy you while you're trying to destroy your enemy. In that case, who really wins? 

Who have you been judging lately? 

Who is judging you?

For how long? 

Why?

Eternal punishment or eternal destruction?

Judge not lest thee be judged.

Did you judge before?

If so, are you reaping what you sowed?

Just some food for thought.

Lab Rodents and Tumors

I just heard a veterinarian (Dr Pol) on TV the other night say that rodents are prone to tumors and have a short lifespan. Hmmm... 

 

After hearing this, I had an epiphany which made me wonder if the tumors produced in a lab was just their genetic situation anyway and the labs (and others) were capitalizing on it for selfish gain and/or fear mongering. 

Not like that would ever happen. Hmmm ... 

http://ratfanclub.org/tumors.html
 

Excerpt from above website: Along with respiratory infections, tumors are one of the most common health problems and causes of death in rats, especially in females. 

Picture from rat fan club

Holocaust Past Life Sharing - Appreciation Email

------Email Received:

Hello atomarane,

I wanted to share something with you. I had an experience yesterday morning. I asked myself, and God, to give me insight into why I was the way I am in this life. I asked to be taken back to the past life that affected my current life so badly. 

You are not going to believe what I was showed mentally. I was not asleep or in deep meditation,  just relaxed and open. I had my eyes closed and I starting remembering these dreams I had about being in a hideous prison. I think I might have had a past life as a holocaust victim. 

That was the first thought that came to me. It was like a crystal clear message sent to me. I asked for information the memory of the dream I had of being in that hideous prison surfaced in my mind and then afterwards it felt like it was a Nazi concentration camp. It explains why I have a disdain for men in general. It also explains why I am so afraid of losing family members. 

I don't want to sound crazy but I think I have something here. I feel as though I owe you a thank you. The little time we spent communicating, you gave me the courage to do it myself. I even felt so much better after finding out that revelation about my past ... well potential revelation. 

Again thank you Ms Atomarane. Sorry for the long pm. I just felt you should know, since I can't really share things like this with anyone else; because people would think I am crazy. 

Past lives are real we just do not remember them consciously. I was skeptical but your soul does not lie and I am starting to understand dreams or so much more then scientist understand. 

Thank you for the guidance.

My Reply ---------

Everything you said resonated with me. Generally, I can feel doubt, if things aren't adding up, but with your story I felt you were truly being guided. 

Also, now that you understand "some" of your past, it will help you understand yourself more and know that feelings, which hold you back or create any hate or fear, can be released; it can set you free. 

That is one of the best parts about knowing your past, not to put yourself on a pedestal but to free yourself, as much as possible, from emotions that hinder you. 

Bless you, your guides and the universe for helping you. I say you, too, because you did allow it. 

More people are coming to terms with past lives and the emotions they can create in a current life. This awareness is coming out of the closet - so to speak. 

Thank you for the thank you ... and thank you for sharing your experience. May your journey bring you more awareness. 

Hugs....

 

I Am What I Am

No, I'm not quiet about my life. I lay my cards on the table. I'm an open book for anyone interested. No sugar coating because I am what I am - like it or not. 

The reason I don't hide my life's trials and tribulations, even though they may be distasteful to some, is because of something my dad told me when I was a teen discussing one of my brothers who was spitting and spewing about threatening suicide (he didn't). I asked him if he was worried and my dad said: "no, it's the quiet ones you have to watch out for."  

I'm not the quiet one you have to watch out for. Those that truly know me, knows my heart is in the right place. 

 

Hearing Voices ~ Mental Warfare?

I hear voices in my mind, been this way for over 25 years; not knowing I was doing it unconsciously since birth and discovered we all do this. Yes, everyone does! That is, everyone that has a mind.

However, not everyone who consciously hears voices in their mind are sane, based on the definition of sanity. Even though their experiences are very real to them, they are not grounded with their five other senses to help them not "lose their mind" ... so to speak. 

They are not trained metaphysicians but victims of their limited circumstances. This is due to their soul/mind age and awareness and why those of young soul or mind (or both) are easily attacked or set up for another's selfishness.

Though I hear and have been taught by other worldly beings, I'm also not inclined towards delusional or gullibility based on my age, mental growth, and training. Age and wisdom does have its merits on occasion.

There are many who can be "influenced" by Internet propaganda and hype. Why? Because we draw to us many things for many reasons and even when there is so much enlightenment going on in the world, there are also the naysayers, the liars, the blockers of truth and wisdom, or "unseen powers" that don't want to be exposed for their wickedness.

People will be set up to be insane in order to debunk or undermine those that are grounded in facts, actuality and truth. The "guides" around us may be the real deal or the undoing of morality and justice. I made a video about these so-called guides on my Atomarane YouTube channel. Take time to watch it.

Spirit Guides vs Familiar Spirits - A Shake Down!   

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EpwAyLEcDkU

To continue, how would anyone know what's fact or fiction if we keep, as some say, "killing the messengers"? However, what about those messengers? What "truths" are they sharing and where's the proof of what they speak? Have they validated themselves? Have you ever felt inclined to not have anything to do with someone with no logical reason of why that would be? Maybe someone is holding you back from the truth or promoting your mental demise.

Again - how would you know? You would know by what direction you are pulled in. You would sense it. You would sense something is not adding up to your well-being. 

Or not - because a drug induced or possessed mind cannot always reason logically.

This man (link below) was shot because he was deluded into thinking he had an implant in his brain and decided to take hostages because he was under possession and hearing voices. His act of violence got him killed along with a hostage. He was under psychic attack and desperate people do desperate things. 

Today's News: 

http://www.miamiherald.com/2013/08/14/3561456/2-hostages-at-la-bank-shot-police.html

Did he have an implant? Was he under a psychic attack? Why would that occur? Because there are people being taught to fight a new kind of war called mental warfare. They don't need implants to do it, other then their astral projected thoughts to distort and control. I repeat, you do not need an implant in your mind to be controlled, just someone that has nothing better to do but to sit around projecting images, emotions and thoughts ... astrally ... toward another.

Hmmm .... imagine who or what that can be.

Who will an "unseen enemy" use to victimize? You got it! The weak or drug minded soul of an unsuspected, unwilling being of unsound mind for purposeful gain. Not everyone will listen 100% of the time to the "voices in their heads" due to a social or inner conscience of right and wrong, however, not everyone has a built in meter of right and wrong or strong enough to ward off the physical pain of continuous telekinetic attacks.

Until modern day science and doctors realize this is a fact and not some mind fantasy, victims will continually be set up and used, along with being doomed due to their continuous ignorance that undermines these people. I know because, as they say, been there - done that! It's my true story and why I tell mine and other's stories, to break through that thick wall of ignorance, or ... we can continue to bury our head in the proverbial hole.

I don't call myself a whistleblower because these stories have been told throughout history by many others. When will people listen?

Who's in control of your mind, body and soul and why do you keep allowing it?

ASK ATOMARANE - Psychic Possession or Attacks - True Stories

http://www.lulu.com/shop/charlene-lerch/ask-atomarane-psychic-possession-or-attacks-true-stories/ebook/product-17389842.html

**Edited August 14, 2016. The news link seems to be missing on the internet but you can read the story here: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tensas_State_Bank_hostage_crisis

Burdens: Put The Glass Down

I read this story today, which is all over the internet, and wanted to share it on my blog, only because I just told my husband something similar yesterday about carrying children in your arms. 

It doesn't matter how much they weigh initially, after awhile ten pounds may feel like twenty and your arms start feeling tired from the strain ... you have to put the child down or shift the weight to continue carrying it. 

Life is a wonderful teacher with these examples. It tells us that it will only carry our burden so far and then it will have to put us down in order for us to either stand on our own or it will have to shift the weight until it can regain the strength to continue. 

Stress is the same: when things become a burden, put it down, or away, for awhile. 

Here's the story for those who haven't seen it:

A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience.

As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the “half empty or half full” question.

Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired

“How heavy is this glass of water?”

Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.

She replied, “The absolute weight doesn’t matter.

It depends on how long I hold it.

If I hold it for a minute, it’s not a problem.

If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm.

If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed.

In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.”

She continued, “The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water.

Think about them for a while and nothing happens.

Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt.

And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything.”

It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses, upsets and anything that doesn’t feel good to you as early as you can.

Put all your burdens down.

Don’t carry them throughout your day or even an hour or more than the few moments it takes to notice that you are feeling in a way you don’t want.

Remember to put the glass down!

Meditation Tips

A friend asked me today about suggestions when it comes to meditating. I thought I'd share the wisdom that I received to tell him. 

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Meditate like your daydreaming and just let the thoughts flow. Some say to clear your mind but I find no satisfaction in that. I want answers to my questions. That takes a flow of energy to help get those questions answered. 

Maybe what they really mean is to get your thoughts out of the way so others can tell you theirs ... as in suggestions. We can get suggestions from the people in our lives as well. 

Hmmm ... just like I did. See? :-)

This is one of the simple ways to meditate and less invasive. Less possibilities of drawing unwanted entities into your energy field. 

Another suggestion that I just received is: be careful where you are receiving your flow.

Garbage in - garbage out. 

You want to direct your thoughts to the one(s) in the know of your question(s). It would be no different then someone asking a medical question to a physicist. A physicist may have the answer but why take a chance. 

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Be patient too. Rome wasn't built in a day.

Answers can flow from physical or non-physical minds ... go with the flow of those in the know. 

 

Mind Games

Are you aware that the thoughts of those in the writing and/or movie industry, while writing and/or making movies, among other scenarios, can have an affect on your waking or dream state? 

This is another example of all of our thoughts being universally connected and one reason why we think or dream the things we do. 

Is it reality creating fantasy, fantasy creating reality or all mind games? 

Just something to think about. :)

A Dream With Trayvon Martin's Mother Sybrina Fulton

I had a dream with Trayvon Martin's mother, Sabrina Fulton, in it this morning. I was standing on the other side of a counter from her, and a young lady standing next to me said: go ahead tell her who you are. She knows, she knows what you can do to. Tell her. 

I said: you know of me? You know what I can do? 

She had a look like a kid with her hand stuck in a candy jar and walked away as if she didn't want to face me. 

Then she came back when I told her that I don't want the stand your ground law abused either. I just looked at her with that that look that said, I know what you're thinking. 

Then I turned away and walked out of the building. 

Afterwards, I felt she was carrying the burden of truth within her, that her mouth did not speak what her heart knew. 

I woke up and later and I heard: We do harm to "all our children" when we cannot face the truth about them and cover things over with deceit and prejudice.