Mind Deception: Seeing Isn't Always Believing

Over many years I began to learn how easy it is to be deceived for numerous reasons. It's something I've even made videos about as well as a book called Soul Searching for Truth. I thought I'd share my recent feelings on this especially when it comes to mind stuff. It's not everything I've been observing because I'm trying to keep this a blog not a book.

Anyway, over the years of listening to stories about people seeing numerous things like monsters, shadow people, etc., it made me wonder if we are part of some bored "god/goddess" game in the universe. As in: what can we do to mess around with their minds? 

Our minds are a wonderful creation but can be easily deceived by an individual or collective thought meant to do just that ... deceive. Innocently or purposefully deceived due to those tricks of the eye, or that thought in the mind, including through dreams. For example, being made to feel a dream was actual when it wasn't, due to the state of mind, or lack of awareness, of each individual. Due to a mind projection into another's dream; a dream filled with only pure fantasy but being led to believe it was a reality. 

For instance, as in my Reptilian experience. I had only seen one movie with a Reptilian alien (Enemy Mine) but I didn't know that in Ghostbusters 2 something was mentioned about lizard aliens. I have seen this movie numerous times but it was only yesterday that I caught those words in it. This tells me that something was already going on "out there" and within the movie industry before I saw a Reptilian in my mind.

Could this too have been a set up?

Yet, no one was making videos about "good" Reptilians when I decided to make mine, on Janurary 4, 2009, on my Atomarane You Tube Channel. It was about my experiences called Beauty and the Beast. That's how I met a few people because of it. A few people started writing me telling me thanks for sharing my experience as well as sharing their experiences with benevolent beings. Then I started seeing that more and more were having "good" reptilian experiences. Was the flow changing?

However, over the years, with more gained awareness, I started questioning more. Were there really good and bad "other wordly beings" or just a fanciful, manipulated, collective influence of what we experience here on our planet via various venues? Caught up in the fantasy of another's creative mind during dreaming or meditating? Because, over the years I've seen a various amount of stories, as well as artwork, which has my sixth sense buzzing that something is out of control. Is it a form of mass hypnosis, a mass perpetuated crime to deceive, or both? Are they really seeing things with their physical eyes or is their mind's eye being manipulated?

Could the physical eyes be tricked too, as a magician does with magic tricks?

I do sense, that a long time ago, there was something "real" going on, but in order to protect this reality there were lies established to distort it. Some may have jumped on this bandwagon to take the heat off the facts by setting up deception; so people will tire of it and move on. However some jumped on the distortion bandwagon just out of meanness. Some may have joined in due to personal reasons or a "government" influence; hating someone (or lots of someones) and cursing them with insane thoughts to make them unbelievable; to dimish their reality in the eyes of others.

When I started feeling this whirlwind of madness, I was guided to back away from things and just observe. I started seeing how some egos were easily deceived. Those who hadn't developed a touch of cynicism, skepticism or common sense. Those who were less educated or using mind altering drugs. I also noticed how some jumped into the insanity flow of consciousness due to low self esteem and needing to feel popular or part of something, even if that something wasn't tangible. And ... worse ... those using these ideas as a ploy to take advantage of people financially, becoming part of the mind manipulation.

I've finally came to terms with this. My mind has been under attack, along with my body. I know what it feels like. I feel I've walked out of the fire with only some damage due to my ability of self-preservation. I also know that there are those who have to see (feel) to believe (understand). I also know that there are those who will honor this truth of having people walk the walk of others. They will come at someone full force. Some to the point of institutionalizing them because of the intensity of the "lessons" people will receive. They will not make it through the fire without damage ... or make it out at all.

So, before you believe everything you see, make sure you're seeing (knowing) the real facts and and not some subjective fact to placate another's ego. From the art images I'm seeing of other worldly beings, my heighten senses, due to my walk through fire, tells me that a good 80% or more are falsified by another's ego and enhanced by one's imagination and creativity. This includes channeled material too.

My doubt meter is on full alert lately. As I tell people: when in doubt, check it out. Do this with those who have survived their lessons/training. Beware of the feelings you may receive to not listen to other's suggestions of what's going on around your mind. Those are feelings that should be investigated too.

After all, once deceivers have you locked into their deception, they don't easily let go. The good advice, someone mentally receives, may go unheeded. Remember, it's not only what's going on within one's mind but also what's going on around one's mind.

It's difficult to let your conscience be your guide if someone's walking all over it.

Clipart from my book Soul Searching for Truth

Universal Mind Connection

I remind people all the time that I'm not "on" the "psychic" clock 24/7. I say I'm not connected or I'll connect later.

I read a long time ago that psychics died early due to demands on their minds (brain power). I developed a system to be on or off because, as I said when I read that, oh ... hell no ... not me!!

Conserving metaphysical brain power should be like conserving, and not abusing, any power.

Light off: not connected.

Light on: connected.

1957 Tampa Children's Gasparilla Parade

Today was the annual Children's Gasparilla parade in Tampa. It brought back memories of me being in one.

In 1957, while I was attending 3rd grade at Christ the King Catholic School, my sister and I were chosen to be in it. We were both thrilled and got to wear colorful pirate girl costumes. I wish I had a picture to share with me in the costume. I know my dad took pictures that day, but they may have been lost in all our military moving. However, I do have this picture of me with my school uniform on during that same year.

My memories of that day are sparse but I do have one parade moment I think of often. When I was walking the parade route, we had to cross over what us kids called a singing/humming bridge ... due to the noise it made when you drove over it. It's a section of a drawbridge that's grated and you can see the water through the grating. I remember looking down and seeing the water. I looked up wide-eyed and told my dad (who was walking along with us - off to the side), "Daddy!! I see water!!" He was concerned that I was afraid and told me to just look up and keep walking. I wasn't afraid and promptly looked back down again, but kept walking too. That's why I wanted to include a picture of me. I wasn't a tiny child to be afraid. At least, in my mind I wasn't. In fact, I felt very big that day. :-)

Anyway, I found some information on the history about it and thought I'd share it; along with my little memory. I felt so important that day. I'm so glad they're still doing it for the children. Back then, the Tampa State Fair was already opened and that's where we headed after the parade. That was such a big deal too. The fair was by the University of Tampa then, so the parade route was different than today. I believe the drawbridge we walked across is the street that was later changed to Kennedy Blvd.

http://archive.wtsp.com/news/article/233584/0/Many-of-you-spent-the-day-at-the-Childrens-Parade-but-do-you-know-how-the-celebrations-began

Thank you for walking down memory lane with me.

Lions and Tigers and Bears, Oh My!

Yes, and anything else that can be in our energy field too. After all, we are connected to all energy. Any beings, including lower life beings, like animals, can get in our soul/mind/body energy at anytime without our awareness.

Maybe they were drawn to us for some reason, or sent to us in order to learn. However, our energy can be easily affected by their programming too. That may not be good, especially if our anger is being amplified by their "beastly" anger or a plethora of any emotions we may receive from the unseen ... any unseen.

There's good and bad in everything, because they can maintain what we've learned through our studies. This may help with our memory but it can also innocently interfere with our thoughts in what else is presented to us. We may feel their confusion and think it's our feelings.

We may be blocked as well. It can be those little emotions that can hold us back from another's point of view. The silent whispers in our ears saying: that's not what we know. As mentioned before, they might help us remember something, because of those little whispers, but are those whispers correct or really helping us? I believe it's why we're reminded to keep an open mind.

Another downside is their minds being used against us, as in mind power. Their energy, asleep in our energy, subjecting trauma to our bodies and minds. In their innocence, they're being used to hurt someone that they've become attached to. They can cause afflictions due to what they have in their energy, which may overwhelm our body and mind, especially if we're unaware we've picked up on anything.

Maybe one deceased being, that's nearby, isn't too bad but consider having more than one of any variety of species. Maybe it's five or ten or fifty different species in our energy. Are they showing up on their own free will or being sent to us? If they're being sent to us, why are they being sent and by whom?

When a metaphysician does a spiritual healing, it's not just the soul of the being that's important, but also what's within and around the person too. It's also very prudent to know the source of where they're coming from and why. We surely  don't want to clean up someone's energy just to have more returned.

When you see "visions" of any being, ask yourself: what's in my energy field? Are these souls or thought forms? Are they images from my past lives or another's? Do you know the difference?

For a little more understanding of this, you may wish to review a previous blog I wrote about holding court with our souls. It also has a picture that may visually help.

http://atomaraneadvice.blogspot.com/2013/04/what-is-holding-court-with-our-souls.html?m=1

Lastly, to each their own, personally I am not in accord to having anything in my energy field ... including lions, tigers or bears.

Not Owning Illnesses

I shared this comment today on a Facebook group page due to some comments about feeling ill or having mysterious illnesses. I felt compelled to share it here too.

What I wrote wasn't just a pep talk. It's based on my life's awareness and personal experiences: been there done that.

Hopefully it will help others.

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No illness is unknown in the universe. We may not know but someone does. We can listen to the emotions around us to understand and use those emotions to help us formulate a plan of recovery. Not always will it occur fast or at all but I've learned that as long as people "own" these illnesses, it will be allowed by the universe as well. The reason being is mostly due to others who need to support themselves with our illnesses or death. It's up to us to tell them ... not today.

Now, as soon as I typed these words someone told me: they will not be allowed to believe you.

Yes, true, you will get emotions to be weak or not fight. After all, what does she know? Well, I know a lot because I've been through a lot and still go through a lot. It's up to the mind to overcome the body's weaknesses. Sometimes the mind isn't strong enough to do it. That's when we reach out for support ... but first and foremost you have to do for you too. You have to do everything to raise your energy out of the darkness. Rest and watch lots of funny movies or animation. Treat your body and mind well. Garbage in - garbage out. Eventually you'll need to make the decision to move or stay down. There's no sin in getting a medical opinion but use your intuition too.

In the meantime, as Dory says: just keep swimming.

Finding Nemo "Just Keep Swimming" Clip: https://youtu.be/BQCphegEyIM

Schizophrenia

Most people avoid this subject until it comes knocking at their door via family, friend or news media. I know, because I felt the same way until something similar happened to me and I started making videos about it years later. I have one video, in particular, that gets more comments then most of my other videos (link). 

Jani Schofield - Schizophrenic or Possession?: http://youtu.be/FZnooLRAbuM

However, what I find as interesting as the video subject is the various comments I've received on this video, which tells me about the commenters.

For instance:

1. Refusal to read previous comments and replies before commenting, so they repeat previous comments that have already been answered. After all, reading a lot of comments may be too difficult or time consuming; they have other fun things to do.

2. Age of commenter and their lack of awareness, much less scientific awareness, but puffing up their own self importance. Those who actually prefer video games or trolling over actually educating themselves on this subject.

3. Those that suffer with any myriad of what's listed as mental conditions and desparate for answers outside of the medical community. Willing to listen to someone willing to listen to them. Sometimes still falling victim to their minds because changes take time and time isn't always on their or another's agenda.

4. Those who are enlightened and share their experiences (which are part of the comments not being read), who completely understand and agree. Thankful to those who've been there themselves and are met with understanding and compassion. Those who know the game being played and stand strong against the negative forces coming at them.

Generally, the typical hostile comments I receive are from young males who are part of our world's problems today. Those that think they know everything and refuse to listen to anything. Most of these I delete because they're generally filled with anger and profanity. Ocassionally, I'll respond if it isn't, as I did with a comment I received today from a young male.

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Comment: This video is irrelevant to the mental illness of Schizophrenia, and makes no forward progress regarding anything.

Response:  And please explain your scientific point of view or rather lack of it. There's a lot of people walking the streets with mental illnesses and what particularly has science done to cure them? Not a thing. Maybe because some are refusing to see the obvious - the unseen. What's in your soul that makes you who you are today? That energy that makes you different from others? That energy that can make you a mental case? That energy that drugs can make you more delusional or psychotic? That energy that tells you not to go there or do that because you could be stepping into trouble. Like coming here to my channel talking like you know something when you don't.

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If inclined, you can read this and other comments on the above video link. I've even uncovered more information about Jani, since making that video, that I've only discussed with others privately and for collaboration.

Also, just for the record, I never profess to know everything, but I know a lot about this due to my own personal journey and the journeys others have shared with me. These were shared with videos on my channel, for anyone to watch, as well as private comments that I eventually made into a book (link).

http://www.lulu.com/us/en/shop/charlene-lerch/ask-atomarane-psychic-possession-or-attacks-true-stories/ebook/product-17389842.html

Furthermore, for every argument I receive about brain x-ray proof, I'll give a return argument about how anything can be influenced, or tampered with, by any energy source. Sources that can cause a myriad of mental or physical conditions which can create a spectrum of issues within us all ... including, as in my case, an unseen nemisis. 

Of course, the medical community may be so overwhelmed that it's easier to say: take a pill. All I know is that when I read things like this medical description (link), what I feel from it is a lot of holes that need filling. Where's the consistency to make their argument more viable? It's seems to be a puzzle with a missing piece. Could what I and others know be the missing piece that will tie it all together? To help understand another possible source of addictions, obsessions or paranoias. That it's not just in their heads. 

http://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/schizophrenia/index.shtml

After many years of sharing my knowledge with the public, the only reason, I can surmise, that people are kept in the dark, regarding the facts that I and others know on this subject (and why I still get uneducated comments), is that people are puppeted easier by being kept in a fear based mode. Like anything we see around our planet where people aren't allowed pertinent information to help them make better choices.

Maybe one day the light will chip away at their ignorance or the puppeteers will suffer their consequences. Until then, I can only pray that people like me will keep knocking on these closed minds until they open.

The Darker Side of Curses

I feel like I'm talking in the wind but here we go again. Why do we forget these things? People throw curses around, due to hate of a person, without realizing there may be someone willing to carry it out, for some justifiable cause, or forget that it may come back at them. As you sow...

However, we also keep forgetting that it may be the innocent people around them that may suffer more because of being beaten or murdered by the accursed; due to their's or another's dark side ... or both. This is the darker side of curses. Think about it.

Yes, we have spirits (angels/family) around us, but don't forget, so will they. The attacked accursed may have those around that are carrying out someone's wishes but they may also have those around deflecting them to another. Possibly back at the curser or someone the curser may love.

I remember one of my first guides explaining this to me once. A friend's little sister would have ocassional unexplained temper fits and when my guide looked into it, he advised me she was a Mary (mother of Jesus) soul. He explained that many times, with lifetimes such as Mary's, they will have many souls share a lifetime for numerous reasons, including reflecting future trouble. This way, if the main mind/soul is being inundated by too many spirits around it, they will send them to another person that shared that lifetime. Deflecting it away from the main spirit from becoming attacked. I was upset because I said that this child's mind did not know what was going on and she's being attacked too. How long before this indiscriminately sending spirits to her will cause her to become accursed herself, because of any hate or anger around her?

Honestly, I could understand this logic but in that moment it also seemed very unreasonable.

So you see, we don't always understand what's going on "out there" in order to protect ourselves from those who may be protecting another or cursing us ... sending things our way or removing them. These reflecting/redirecting curses/causes may become too intense. Eventually, the accursed may seek medical help, which may make it worse, leaving them feeling disappointed or a failure and resorting to anything that will rid them of their hurt. The angry and frustrated accursed, now being of unsound mind and body, may eventually cross the line of decency and strike out at a completely-unaware, innocent one that may not be able to defend itself. This could be an animal, family member, friend, co-worker or stranger.

The dad that threw his five year old daughter, Phoebe, off of a Florida bridge a couple of days ago is an example of what deflecting a curse can mean. She was an innocent  bystander of someone accursed and she took the blunt of it. How many stories have been told over the years of this same type of scenario? Where someone went off the deep end and struck out in murder or mayhem due to suffering from some form of mental condition? Do you think that anyone who redirects a curse to another cares? Did the father care with his own flesh and blood child?

Deflecting or redirecting curses isn't anything new, even in India families are known to keep goldfish in their homes to ward off evil. If the goldfish dies, their belief is that it deflected a curse from the family. However no goldfish was involved with the recent murder of this child. She became the deflection.

If someone is mentally imbalanced, or on mind altering substances, they would be easier to manpulate and easier to convince to deflect an attack on themselves ... to kill or be killed. So before you curse the wicked, be sure you see who are the innocent ones on their path. They may be the ones to take the heat of your curse by those out there throwing their weight around or using another to do it.

This video is another example: Human Sacrifice - Then and Now?: http://youtu.be/GGfheGb2-6o

I never ask anyone to believe me. Please do your own research. There's plenty of information in books or on the internet. All I know is that we need to be more aware and be able to read those destructive signs; to stop enabling it by continually being in denial or naysaying.

We've been given enough proof, but before demanding more, please remember there are also some who may carry out those thoughts too. Be careful what you wish for.

Coveting and Karma: What's In Your Soul?

This morning, I "heard" someone being told: "thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's goods." It made me think of a friend's recent dream about me.

She told me that she had a dream where a woman was telling her that she was upset over what I had (possessions). My friend told me she was trying to explain to this woman that I had earned it and she was being jealous, but she felt as if someone was trying to put an invisible hand over her mouth to keep her from telling this woman anything.

When my friend was telling me about her dream, I agreed this was jealousy. I told her that it's possibly thoughts in the universe that she received while dreaming.

Later, while reflecting about it, I thought it was tragic that people only see what they want and don't want to understand the struggles I've gone through to earn what little I have or what I need to do to maintain it. Much less that I should work as hard as I have, just to hand it over to another.

Not that I haven't done that many times with family and friends.

Later guidance reminded me of the  commandment about coveting as well as karmic law. They said that it was disheartening to see people, but especially metaphysically aware people, not abiding by it. To see how fast they forget their teachings about not coveting, or karma, whenever it suits their purpose.

They told me that jealousy is a sickness of the soul. To covet what another has, especially without understanding their path, is a darkness within them. They are more than likely still karmically reaping something from their past and acting like a petulant child because they either don't want to pay their dues or wait their turn. They particularly don't want to understand a soul's path.

For instance, my original soul did many good deeds in the spirit world to be rewarded with a peaceful existence, yet I don't live in this world alone and my destiny was dealt many blows by fate or other's paths. My life was a struggle but I don't have any sense of entitlement due to past life situations. I constantly kept my head high and kept looking forward. For someone to be jealous of my life, only shows they have no idea about it. I feel it's shameful behavior on their part, because many people around the world understands coveting and karma.

Another example: my husband's soul was in many struggles and poor in many past lifetimes. He learn to bypass his struggles and walk with the universe in helping people, including being a spirit guide many times. He came into this life to prove his worth. This was done with working more than one job at a time for most of his adult life to have comfort later on. This comfort was to include me, and the protection and care of me, so I could do what I was chosen to do.

Are you starting to see how God/Universe works? How karma flows? I've spent many years studying and analyzing past emotions to uncover this information. It even opened my eyes wider because of it.

So, when someone wants to be upset with what another has, or what another is doing in life, they may want to take the time to study these people's soul path. Maybe it's their turn to be up and another's to be down. Maybe it's their turn to have and another's to have not. Who are we to judge without knowing the full story?

I know, I can hear it now: but, but, but!

This is not saying that we shouldn't be vocal about what we feel is someone's misuse or abuse of power. Maybe it's their karma to be this way. It may be another's to call them out. It's a very different emotion than coveting ... displaying one's own greed while pointing out another's.

In conclusion, this article (below) was another reason for my blog. It's well written and worth the time to read for anyone wanting to broaden their awareness about these subjects of coveting and karma.

Do Not Covet Your Neighbors Goods

http://www.bible-knowledge.com/do-not-covet-your-neighbors-goods/

I also wanted to share what I wrote over a year ago, in case anyone missed it.

Coveting: Poor In Spirit

http://atomaraneadvice.blogspot.com/2013/12/coveting-poor-in-spirit.html?m=1

In the meantime, what's in your soul?

Dream: Don't Worry Dad, I Got This!

This morning, I had another dream with my dad in it. The parts I remember were me inside a house helping someone interpret some pain she was experiencing. Then I asked some people if they wanted me to teach them. As they were gathering in a room, I went outside due to a noise I heard. I stopped along the way to temporarily fix something that was broke. I walked out onto a porch, without rails, and saw a little girl playing in the yard. She was heading toward a yard barrier that had separated. I didn't want her to get hurt, so I scooped her up and put her on the porch. I suddenly noticed my dad (his older self) sitting there on a chair, just watching me closely, not saying a word. I thought he was going to stand up, hesitated but decided against it. I went back and started working on putting the barrier back in place, while thinking that I needed to get back to teaching the people in the house. That's when I woke up.

I laid there for awhile thinking about the dream. I didn't recognize the house, inside or out, or the people, other than my dad. I felt dad was watching and listening to things around me (us).

After contemplating some more, I realized that his not rising to help me was actually a compliment. I felt he was telling me: don't worry, I'll just sit here and keep an eye out and let you know if I see or hear anything you need to know. It was his way of acknowledging that I had things covered, even with being as busy as I was, yet he's there to back me up, if necessary.

Yep, no worries dad, I've got things covered. So far ... so good. But feel free to jump off that chair and join me anytime.

Once Upon A Dream

I'm curious if anyone has had anything similar happen to them. When you think about it, it's pretty amazing. 

Numerous times, I've felt soul/mind (emotional/mental) connections (before I knew what that meant) when first meeting some people. It kind of makes me think of the Sleeping Beauty song, Once Upon A Dream. Feelings that we may have known each other before in a past life, we've met in a dream, or both. 

This feeling I've had, of thinking I know someone, was with any gender or age. I think it must be why I love that particular song so much ... meeting people in my dreams and then meeting them later in 3D. In our connecting with each other, we had loving feelings, in the various forms of what love means. Occasionally, it's been a past life, or past dream, that gave a stronger love connection, which is what I felt when I met my current husband. 

However, it's not that we're supposed to react the same way, as our past memories, or the dream memory. That's not always possible because of the actual dream situation or because life moves on. It may only be a feeling to let us know we have had a connection. It's up to us to investigate it further if we want; I decided to allow only nagging or strong feelings to guide me in doing so.

We can have bad feelings too. I felt that with a few people as well. Were they doing something wrong, in that moment, or did I connect with them in a dream that gave me bad feelings? Anything's possible. I don't always remember all my dreams, yet my soul/mind memories may still be reminding me.

My most recent experience was at Disney a few months ago. I decided to wear a pair of earrings that I haven't worn in forever. I felt it was important to wear them that day, so I went with my feelings. Standing in line, this little girl about five-ish, being carried by her dad, kept looking at me and smiling. Suddenly she said, "I like your earrings, they're so pretty." It took me by surprise, but I only smiled and thanked her for saying so. I felt this humorous emotion as if I had been set up. Did I see her in a dream or did she see me? Maybe both or neither. 

Because I've had many dreams with people in them that I knew, or didn't know, and I've been told by people they've had me in a dream that I had no recollection, I decided not to investigate the little girl further. After all, I was used to these feelings ... a familiar feeling of knowing something occured ... maybe a past life ... maybe an angel that had helped me ... or maybe it was once upon a dream.