Divine Healing Messengers: Why We Still Don't Get It!

I was asked, and finally decided, to write this blog after I told a friend's daughter, someone I've known for over 25 years, that I kept feeling something was going on around her and that she was under attack. I kept blowing these feelings off, for years, until Saturday night when it came to a head with me. I was having attacks of being breathless but I knew it was being projected to me. I sat down and decided to have it out with whoever was doing it and that's when I got a very strong message that it would continue until I told her what I knew was going on. She had miner training as a child but walked away from it as she got older, yet I figured she might remember, as well as understand, and I truly didn't want my attacks to continue. She, apparently, read it to her husband who sent me a very hateful message in reply. Of course, she apologize to me as she didn't know he did this, after I messaged her about it. The message was delivered, my attacks discontinued, (except for a serious attack last night verifying that I had stepped on someone's toes), however it's in her court now. I did all I was asked to do and even talked to her mother about it, because we are both concerned for her well-being. Afterwards, I got to thinking, why would her husband be so hateful when truly the message was to help his wife? The attack last night confirmed that it's someone that is close to him and using him to help his cause. No surprise to me at all. They are quite capable, sad to say, of using those that are near and even dear to us.

No surprise to me either, that when people pray to God for help, and He sends a messenger, they are ignored, ridiculed or persecuted ... and we wonder why our prayers aren't answered.

And so, the battle of wills continues and this blog will explain why.

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All Master Metaphysicians, Prophets, Psychics, throughout history, knows this fact: every thought/emotion (good or bad) is in the universe, book of knowledge, Akashic Records (etc.), from every part of life that emits these.

Think about it: if our mind can think back upon a past thought in our current life, whether it be good or bad (depending on our feelings of good and bad), our emotions will react to that moment in time due to the feelings we have placed on that thought. Whether that be a birthday gift, giving birth to a child, an illness that we recovered from or any number of things ... it's in our cellular memory.

However, there is the "God" (universal) mind that can tap into any thought/emotion from anyone, anywhere at anytime.

Throughout history, a person who has paid their dues, by walking through the fires of an intense universal training, will develop this universal mind and can utilize the records of current and past information to guide, counsel, or heal. They can see the path one is on and advise of the pitfalls or benefits. They can see forks in the road and advise what's on each path.

Hopefully, it will still be our free will choice to take whichever one we wish, based on the information shared and based on each person's awareness.

This is the training that historical or religious people had to learn in order to become who they were, including Buddha, Abraham, Jesus and Muhammad, among many ... as well as the numerous men and women who came before and after them. They could see and communicate with the unseen and remove any entities due to their negative influences over the "living's" life.

Due to this awareness, it also caused them to be severely attacked, maligned and persecuted in their messenger/healing capacity.

They were sent here to do these great deeds for humanity, not because of unconditional love, but because of their desire (conditions) to create a better world ... to teach how to continually change out our dark age thinking and prevent evil thoughts from attacking us ... to move us forward with a more loving and compassionate nature ... a nature that is self-healing in itself.

However, those that got into the dark side of said power fought back for all the opposite reasons. They wanted control and power. They did not want humanity to be self-aware and self-healing. They wanted sickness: mentally and physically. They wanted people to fear, so that control over them would be easier.

They devised ways to subject and project our, or another's, thoughts/emotions to our body and mind, to create negativity, sickness and, yes, even death.

They place, or use, "puppets" around people to have them be naysayers when anything of positive or a helpful nature was presented to the one needing a message from God ... because the receiver's mind was either being blocked or they didn't know how to hear it themselves.

They can use these thoughts in the universe to create disease and sickness whenever it suits their purpose, through astral projection or subjection and held thoughts into another's energy.

That's what these past messengers/prophets dealt with and why they were crucified. That's why the current messengers/prophets get crucified still today ... mankind's diligence in maintaining ignorance from what they are here to teach; not necessarily for our welfare but for their welfare as well, because they know the energy of all souls are eternal ... and diseased souls are destroying our planet.

They come back over and over again to teach and one can tell the difference in the good or bad messengers based on what they may demand from another. Is their ego self-serving or for the good of all?

Most wouldn't know, based on my current awareness, if Jesus did return and was standing in front of them today. Most wouldn't know if he decided to send many instead of returning himself, in order to prevent limited thinkers crucifying him again. Most wouldn't know who he sent either. Would he send anyone to do a job that he wouldn't do himself?

Would God do that either? Would God send many to earth to enlighten mankind without taking on his own tasks? What do you think? How would anyone know if He is walking this earth right now or ever has? How would anyone know if he (or she, if incarnated in a female body) is being crucified by us because of it? Could we get our ego out of the way long enough to know the truth?

So, when a current, experienced, universal messenger comes to you with a message that relates to something they are asked to share with you, for whatever reason, will you crucify them too? Will you allow the naysayers around you to think for you or will your thoughts be blocked from thinking for yourself? Will you go the distance by seeking counsel from others, even if that's outside your "circle," who could be unbiased and have your best interest at heart instead of only what they can do to line their pockets?

That's not saying that metaphysicians don't need resources to survive, if you choose to seek their counsel, but are they living in ivory castles, trying to serve two gods?

To continue, will you hush the naysayer's negativity and seek with all your heart until you "feel" the truth vividly and strongly? That's the true power of God and His guidance ... seek and you shall find.

Why is it that we can get a comment from a doctor who says we're going to die, here's the lab report, and yet, we constantly give our power away to that comment so easily, yet refuse to believe the messengers truth of the power of healing is within us all? That we can believe we are dying - seeing is believing - but we cannot believe that even lab reports can be tampered with based on projected thoughts in the universe?

Is this thought that our lab results can be tampered, or maligned, too science fiction for us? Since all thoughts/emotions are in the universe, wouldn't those thoughts/emotions be in the universe too? Wouldn't a metaphysician be able to interpret that based on their training?

After all, there are those who believe in mythological and invisible fairies, dragons, mermaids and unicorns, however cannot believe thoughts can destroy, as well as create, and there are "invisible" beings (to our physical eyes) who know how to do this? That all these historical stories of things of this nature were written by senseless, ill-minded people on earth? Really? Every single one of them?Or ... are our thoughts being blocked from believing and we still do not feel worthy of this ability or awareness?

Do we fear it because it is unknown? Why is it still unknown?

How many more divine messengers, teachers, wayshowers is it going to take for us to understand ... for us believe ... for us to know ... or will they finally turn away and say: figure it out for yourselves?

Think before reacting ... do so only after considering everything possible. Someone might just be trying to help and you could be aiding and abetting someone who doesn't want you to be helped. This is why we still don't get it.

Just something to think about.

 

Sharing Memories

There are times I wonder about sharing my memories and pictures due to the circumstances of others and how they might receive it. I share because I remember the times I couldn't do things because of health and finances, but seeing travel shows and hearing of others' experiences gave me inspiration and made me dream of the day I could do something similar. It also helped me focus on working and saving so I could make my dreams a reality. 

This morning I got a private message from a friend, that I've known since high school days, that convinced me I was doing the right thing by sharing. This was her message (without her name for privacy). 

-----Message that was address to my husband and I (below) and modified because of my choice of keeping names private ... since I didn't have their permission to use them.-----

I would like to thank you so very much for sharing your vacation and sightseeing trips with your Facebook friends. I know that (name) loved it. I really enjoyed your pictures and comments and I was at home reading it, so I know that all of you really enjoyed it too! You are such a wonderful person Charlene, you share your life with others and are so giving in that respect. You and your husband (name) are definitely making wonderful, awesome, beautiful memories together and will long remember them through the years to come. Thank you for sharing your life experiences with those of us that would love to visit the places you two go to but are not able to for various reasons.  You have always been a good friend to me and I don't think you actually realize how very grateful I am for having you as my friend. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I do hope you will be able to rest up before Thanksgiving Day!  Your friend (name).
 

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I remember something my first guide told me a long time ago: Do what makes you happy but be considerate. Don't judge what others may think of you and what you do for your happiness. If they judge you, that is their karma. 

JFK - Remembering 50 Years Ago

I remember my mom taking me with her when she voted for Kennedy on November 8, 1960. She talked so highly of him; maybe because he was Catholic, as we were, but she just had to vote for him. The strangest thing was that, I found out later, he was the only President she had ever voted for; his assassination obviously hit her hard.  

  

I was a little over 12 years young that day she voted, but not too young that I couldn't sit on the steps outside eagerly asking people if they were going to vote for Kennedy. I remember one man chastising me about asking people to vote for him, telling me that it was a private matter. Later, he stopped by me, as he came back outside, to tell me he voted for him. I just smiled and said thanks. I didn't know this was called campaigning; I just thought I was doing something for my mom. 

Later, mom told me Kennedy had won (and carried North Carolina), but, being a pre-teen, I was only happy that she was happy, as I didn't understand this election thing. I just thought Kennedy was a handsome man that talked nice, his wife was beautiful, and mom wanted him to win. 

I watched his inaugural address on January 20, 1961. It was a school day but I was home watching it. I'm not sure if school was closed but I believe, if memory serves me well, I was home due to being ill. I sat mesmerized by the pageantry and I will always remember his words: "Ask not what your country can do for you - ask what you can do for your country." I wonder how he would feel about this country today?

Anyway, we were living in Winston Salem, during that time, but shortly afterwards the Navy stationed my dad to Tampa, Florida. This would make our second time living in Tampa, a place my dad had been born and raised (eventually died and buried), so we were all excited about the move and sad at leaving friends behind at the same time. 

I finished up my seventh grade in Tampa and, as time passed, in September 1963 I entered my 10th grade at King High School ... the school I was attending that day Kennedy was assassinated. 

I think his assassination made an impact on me due to several events that took place in my life leading up to that day ... the first being involved with my mom voting ... another was his visit to Tampa just before going to Dallas. 

It was a huge deal, to all of us in Tampa, when Air Force One landed at MacDill Air Force base on November 18, 1963. I think mom would have gone to see him if it wasn't for the fact that dad had been sent to Bainbridge, Maryland for training and she, not knowing how to drive, had no one else to take her. Besides, she still had young children at home to consider and the TV news did cover it. I'm sure that helped.

Dad was a yeoman with the Navy and was sent to Bainbridge to learn shorthand. I was taking it at the same time in high school and we would write in shorthand to practice on each other, but we teased mom about it being secret messages. She laughed and said she didn't mind as long as they weren't about her ... actually it was really him correcting my shorthand. 

My dad's temporary transfer, his being sent to Bainbridge, created an event in his life, as he told me later, that he could have done without ... more on that later. 

It was now the day of President Kennedy's visit to Dallas. We were still talking at school about his visit to Tampa. I was in my last class of the day, which was physical education, and our class was outside. The driver's education car pulled up and they yelled to my teacher. She couldn't hear them and instead of going herself, she called over to me to find out what was going on. I walked toward the parking lot, maybe around 40 feet from the court, and as I got closer to the car I was told that President Kennedy had been shot but they didn't know if he was dead. My face went white and I turned to look at my teacher to tell her but I could hardly speak. She saw me and started heading my way, along with some of the other girls. As she approached, I told her the sad news about the President.

Well, from that point onward, all I can say is that I was in a fog for a little while. I barely remember getting changed out of my gym clothes and taking the bus home. I believe it was my mom that actually told me that he didn't make it or maybe I heard it in school before leaving. I was still stunned. 

I could see the impact it had on my mom, too, and I was more concerned for her at this point. That is when I found out that he was the only President she had voted for and vowed that she would never vote again ... as far as I know, she never did. 

I still cannot believe he was shot on a Friday and all the funeral preparations were completely and precisely executed before Monday. It's amazing what can be accomplish with that many people involved and helping towards a common goal .... including my dad's help. He was one of the many military men that was chosen to guard his closed casket while people filed by to see it. His being stationed in Bainbridge allowed him to be there and serve his President, a former Navy man too, but in a way, as I previously mentioned, he wished it had been under different circumstances. I think he even had a newspaper clipping with him standing guard in the picture, but heaven only knows where it is now. It looked somewhat similar to the below picture. 

To continue, I didn't go to school the day of the funeral, as it was closed out of respect, but I was asked to babysit and decided to do so. I used to babysit to help mom out with extra money for the family, and I remember watching the funeral over there while the kids played on the floor in front of me. I sat mesmerized; watching all the pageantry and feeling the sorrow from the people. I was doing well with my sadness until the First Lady made her appearance with her family and had John, Jr. step forward to salute. The tears filled my eyes and I wondered if he even knew what was going on, being so young. I was thankful that I was occupied with babysitting, after the funeral was over, as it helped to absorb my time and take my 15 year old mind off the sad event. 

Finally, I will end this blog with one of the main reasons I wanted to write it. It is about a message I received after my awakening and during my severe, telekinetic attacks that occurred about twenty-five years ago. I knew I had many kind beings around to help me but the horrendous attacks continued and I was hopelessly lamenting about why that could be. How could I have so many spirits involved helping, so much love being shown, but no reprieve? Something wasn't adding up. 

One evening, I was walking down my hallway, towards my bedroom, and I got a message from John F. Kennedy. I felt his presence behind me and heard his words and then he was gone. I will repeat exactly what he said because I will remember it forever. 

He said, "look at all the love I had around me that day in Dallas, but it only took one bullet to end my life."

The feelings I also got from him was: you can be surrounded by love (protection) but the hate (attacks) may still get through. We are all doing our best. 

That's when I knew that physical beings were involved and not all from our planet. That's when I knew a battle was going on and I needed to do all I could to protect myself. This is why I decided to share my knowledge so others can understand what I do ... know what I know ... for protection. Even though I still get attacked for helping ... I will still share. 

Thank you JFK, wherever you are today, for helping me have peace of mind through your words ... when none was there before ... may your soul rest in peace. Even though the attacks continued, it helped me realize that I alone, as an adult, was responsible for my safety and blaming another was fruitless. I will be forever indebted to those that were obviously going the extra mile for me ... including him ... out there somewhere. 

Also, in this month of Thanksgiving, here in our country, whether I say it or not, my emotions are always of gratitude for those that show loyalty to me ... knowing the slings of pain and suffering could befall them ... but also knowing it is for a common good. I'm giving back, every day, in the best way I know how and with permission from the universe. 

Junk or Mystery DNA?

I just heard on TV that over 98% of the human genome is noncoding DNA, called junk DNA. Apparently, it's just there with no known reason or considered unnecessary DNA. I won't go into the explanation because anyone can Google it to read all the controversy. 

After hearing this on TV, I got this emotion that made me feel as if someone was telling me something about it but vaguely disclosing information. After my vague emotion, I started trying to put the pieces of it together and decided to write my feelings down in order to share and/or raise questions with others ... as it did with me. 

The feeling I got made me wonder if it's all part of a universal (God) DNA that serves no purpose until a situation is needed for whatever reason. 

Maybe it's a reason why a family member can have a disease that has never been in the family before. It sits dormant and then, when needed, for whatever reason, it is activated to present a problem or a miracle, whatever the case may be. 

I thought about this because over the years I have heard and seen cases where no family member (recently three come to my mind), has ever had an illness that someone now has in their immediate family. 

Could it be an environment influence creating an immune deficiency that no one had in the family before? 

Is it a flip of the switch and you've been chosen type of scenario? 

Or ... could it be both?

How is it that there are some who develop a disease and no one in the family has ever had it? Why do babies or children get cancer yet some humans live to be over 100 years old? What triggers what? 

How would we know unless every infant's DNA is mapped and followed throughout their lives. 

Is the answer hidden in this junk DNA?

If we are all from the Creator Source, then we must have every possible part of that source ... good or bad ... chosen or skipped over ... life or death. Maybe it's only hidden to us because we're not privy to the knowledge at this time. 

I wonder if science will ever figure out this mystery? 

Is it really a mystery if someone knows the answer ... just because we don't? 

As a child my favorite line was: God only knows but He's not talking.

Or ... is He ... and we're not listening?

Dragons - Promoting Mindfulness or Mindlessness?

This blog is lengthy, but hold onto your hats!

I really don't understand the youth of today (along with some adults too) in their inability to read, yet believe anything thrown at them. I am not one to take away another's happiness, or piss on someone's parade, but sometimes you just have to say - what the hell - especially when God keeps sending them to me. He must want them to have a wake up call ... that's all I can think it must be.

This video (link) is where I have this long and educational note. Don't know how to make it any plainer. Maybe people just want to be duped, misinformed and misled. I realize that not everyone can be leaders.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvxFH0biBdc

Are Dragons Real?

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WARNING - PLEASE READ THIS MESSAGE: THIS VIDEO IS LISTED AS EDUCATION - NOT FANTASY. IT IS ON MY CHANNEL - MY CHANNEL IS LIKE MY HOME. BECAUSE OF THAT, I WILL NOT APPROVE VULGAR OR UNEDUCATED, I.E. IMMATURE, COMMENTS. I HAVE NO PROBLEM HITTING DELETE AND BLOCK BECAUSE I HAVE NO TIME TO APPEASE THAT MINDSET MUCH LESS TO ALLOW OTHERS TO SUFFER THROUGH READING THEM, WHICH AGAIN IS MY CHOICE. THOSE THAT WISH TO LEARN WILL DO RESEARCH AND WILL NOT BELIEVE EVERYTHING THEY READ OR HEAR - WITHOUT PROOF - INCLUDING FROM ME. TO BECOME MORE EDUCATED ON THIS SUBJECT PLEASE READ BELOW NOTES. THANKS.

The flying, "fire breathing" reptile that has been manifested by mankind is NOT REAL BUT A FANTASY CREATED BY MANKIND. Just like all the fantasy that is being created today but we know those are fantasies, why should there be an issue with this fantasy just because of games, videos or movies? There is no difference. Unless you believe that all the digitally enhance movies today are "real" too.

How could this been manifested in our minds? Possibly though dreams or visions which can be subjective.

For instance, Pterosaur or Pterodactyl could have manifested in dreams or visions in the days of old and created a lot of these beliefs or superstitions as well.

In his 1982 book, The Encyclopedia of Monsters, Daniel Cohen traced the word draco to ancient Latin. To the Romans this word referred to any giant snake, such as a python from India or Africa. This usage was enshrined by the naturalist Pliny the Elder in his Natural History, wherein he based his description upon travelers' tales and thus exaggerated the size of these snakes. Pliny's work became a standard reference for centuries to follow.

The dragon myth was further established by the King James Bible, which uses the words "serpent", "dragon" and "Devil" in a fairly interchangeable manner. Including dragons in the Holy Bible cemented their existence as widely-accepted fact, but it also laid the groundwork for the dragon as a "supernatural" monster rather than merely an oversized snake. Cohen suggests that the dragon's other distinguishing attributes, ". . . the legs, the wings, the ability to breath fire . . . seem to have been added bit by bit over the centuries by people who thought that a simple snake, no matter how large, was not a sufficient symbol of pure evil."

Cohen takes care to note that the western dragon myth and the oriental lung or lóng have quite different characteristics and origins, and these did not become conflated together under the "dragon" name until relatively recent times. Likewise, he dismissed any connection between dinosaurs and dragons as a modern contrivance, although acknowledging that fossilized bones of various extinct animals may have helped foster the oriental dragon myth.

Carl Sagan hypothesized in his 1977 book The Dragons of Eden that the myth of dragons arose from the innate fear of reptiles that we share with other mammals, a remnant of the time when mammals lived with dinosaurs.

Dinosaur and mammalian fossils were occasionally mistaken for the bones of dragons and other mythological creature; for example, a discovery in 300 B.C. in Wucheng, Sichuan, China, was labeled as such by Chang Qu. Adrienne Mayor has written on the subject of fossils as the inspiration for myths in her book The First Fossil Hunters, and in an entry in the Encyclopedia of Geology she wrote: "Fossil remains generated a variety of geomyths speculating on the creatures identity and cause of their destruction. Many ancient cultures, from China and India to Greece, America, and Australia, told tales of dragons, monsters, and giant heroes to account for fossils of animals they had never seen alive."

Mythological, flying, fire-breathing dragons have manifested over the years .

Now we have manifested mythological, flying, ice-breathing dragons too.

Picture location: http://dark.pozadia.org/wallpaper/Fire-and-Ice-Dragons/

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Recent Video Comments ... Reason for Blog

Yet, even saying all this (notes), I will still get comments on my video similar to this, yet not all will have a somewhat happy ending at this seemed to have (you can go to the video and read it there too, if you want). I was sensing throughout the conversation below that something was up ... as in a set-up. I started feeling that eventually things were changing out with him and that made me believe he could have been sent to me to help him. The final comment gave me proof of that and which is why I decided to post this here so others may learn. I thank "John"  for helping in this endeavor, and if there are any updates, I will be sure to add them here.

John - íf  dragons are real i would at least do my best to be friend with them i have a inner dragon i disgusse with her sometimes

Atomarane -  Inner dragon, or a spirit that is in disguise?

John - no no she's not in disguise she's just scared of to come out.

Atomarane - If she says so. I'll have my guides go talk to her. Please watch my teaching videos and if "she" tells you no then she's afraid of you finding out the truth ... because they teach people how to know who is really around them. Understand? Thanks.

John - I understand about dragons aren't real they're just in the unreal world.

Atomarane - They are a figment of mankind's imagination. Manifested over eons by over active imaginations. Ask anyone around you to stand in a truth of their soul. If they can't or won't then they deceive. It would be no different if a grandparent crossed over and told you they were a dragon. If it's not a truth in their soul then it's deceptive information meant to control someone with lies.

John - for me dragons live in my heart. if just if dragons live today i just would be glad there is "dragons" living among us

Atomarane - this video is about flying, fire-breathing dragons that are not real. If you had read the notes, you may have seen that. I never will want a manifestation of that type of being in our reality due to the terror and rampage that they would do to mankind. Understand? You many wish to live in a fantasy world but I choose to live in a real world. I enjoy fantasy but I know the difference; based on emotional truth in the universe ... as an empathy.

John - then you don't understand me atomarane if you know ad understand as much with draogns as i do then you'll understand me. besides i know what is real and what isn't real i may sound stupid to the real world i'm not i'm most concern what i see what is in front of me. as i'm telling you my biggest wish is dragons are real but i know they're not real no matter how hard i outmatch myself they exist

Atomarane  -  thanks for stating that dragons aren't real, however you did say, at the very beginning comment you made, that you talked to one (inner dragon that you discuss things with her). This was my concern, because if they are not real, who or what are you really talking to? See my point? I wrote a book about Soul Searching For Truth, it's one of my videos and it, along with my teaching videos, teaches how to discern truth from anyone. Just thought I'd share this with you so you know who I am, and with what I know I can understand a lot.

John - i like to give it a try by the way my inner dragon is a inner animal by i mean by inner animal is what kind of animal you like most like i said a dragon is a inner animal for me

Atomarane - that's another thing that can bring issues with people and their minds. Animals can have a lot going for them but they are not perfect either ... and they are not able to communicate verbally as we do. If someone is communicating to you in your language, I would question it's ability to be what it says it is. Question and learn everything. Please read these video notes because it has a lot of information from other people (not just me). Good luck. I hope all goes well for you.

John - i know many things there's not real but i know much more there's real also my knowledge of the world all it might not be right in some things

Atomarane - At least, I feel, that you are questioning and thinking things through now. Maybe the reason you felt compelled to come to my channel was to open your awareness more. Someone wanting to protect you, hopefully. Always look at both sides of the coin when investigating things and let that be your conclusion, your deciding factor, of right and wrong.

John - ok but i still like to see your videos

Atomarane - I would be pleased if you do. Thanks. :)


______________The Book I Mentioned (e-book version)

http://www.lulu.com/shop/charlene-lerch/soul-searching-for-truth/ebook/product-20847968.html

 

Update: "John" made a video for me and I still feel he has a family member who had crossed over and reaching out for help for him. I posted the below to friends in order to get help. I've learned, in the past, that a one on one never works in situations like this. I was getting a strange feeling yesterday that "gamers" were under a strange possession not unlike what some say draws evil to them like the Ouija Board I mentioned in a previous blog. To this I also say BS!  Games do not have that capability ... entities do! Even if that entity is one's own obsessive compulsive behavior creating a lost soul; living in the fantasy of the mind and forgetting the other five senses we developed to keep us grounded. Grounding is not only important but vital. 

----- Note to Friends

This is the young man that I had the dragon discussion with yesterday. In his barely audible video he's asking about inner animals. Below is what I shared with him. I hope he listens and is guided by truth. 

There a very fine line between fantasy and insanity. I see minds being corrupted often by not understanding the difference or how one can find out what's really going on around them and why.  They fall prey to another's fantasy in order to enable their own or a group of like minded people, but without tangibility, justification or truth in the universe. 

I'm putting this out, not for hate, ridicule or condemnation, but as as "all call" for help, because he did say he had an inner animal (she) talking to him. This sounds like a set up to spirit possession or succubus attack. I have seen this many times with vulnerable young men (and women). I can talk until I'm blue in the face with him, one on one, with no positive results, because "she" will convince him, in his vulnerability, that she loves him and is the truth and I'm not to be listened to. 

I'm putting this out to the universe so this young man can hopefully have a sound mind in a decent life. If anyone senses anything, please share. Thanks. <3

-----My Video Comment 

Thanks for sharing. The sound was really making it difficult to hear or understand you. As far as inner animal, those are theories from archaic past history. It was no real animal inside anyone, but a representation of an animal one could relate too. Sometimes we could relate to more then one animal, mammal or even fish. That doesn't mean any of them are in your soul (past life) or even around you much less communicating to you. It's what you connect with in what each animal represents. If you have someone around you communicating in your mind that says it's an animal, I would call them out on it. 

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http://youtu.be/bHwxs4gMPpA

Realistically, God Isn't at Our Beck and Call

With the recent news of the super typhoon, Haiyan, hitting the Philippines, the largest in recorded history, it reminded me of something I told my mother-in-law (r.i.p.) many years ago when I was going through some of my most serious telekinetic attacks.

I was still married to my ex at the time and we were over visiting at his sister's house. I had been discussing some of the things I was experiencing but the only one who seemed to care was his mom. This is understandable when one is under attack, you will either have people avoid you or they will ridicule you. It seems only the most saintly of people sense the trouble one is in and that's how I considered her. However, even "angels on earth" aren't always totally aware on how to handle life's problems, which is why we had the following conversation that took place after a tragedy similar to the aforementioned typhoon.

Mettie: Do you think it's because of all the things you got involved in Charlene? (Meaning spirit communication.)

Me: No mom, because I have discovered this has been going on around me my entire life. You don't have to entice spirits to you, they are everywhere all the time. ( By this time I had several vision showing me this had happened and why.)

Mettie: Then I suppose all you can do is place yourself in God's hands.

Me: (feeling the frustration of dealing with inept religious programming) Mom, two hundred thousand people just died in Bangladesh, do you really think God has time for me right now?

She couldn't answer, who really can? These are things that can be as frustrating as dealing with a family that has a loved one dying of cancer and we do not know how to combat it.

We are all aware of things like telekinetic attacks happening throughout history ... it's all over every religious text everywhere. However, we always place our power in a prophet, a god or goddess, or whomever ... including our Creator, without thinking about the workload that any of them have ... or that they could be incarnated themselves and unavailable to our cries for help.

Maybe those that are guiding anyone who has returned are also into overload with their responsibilities guiding them as well as keeping the peace wherever they can.

My original soul's solution was to return to earth, teach people the love of their souls, teach people to protect themselves and to teach people to protect others. To also unify everyone into a council on earth in order to maintain law and order.  Everything was on line and many spirits were on board, and then the body densities took over and all hell broke loose.

Was this not seen? Absolutely!

Jealousy and hate are emotions that have created issues throughout history, however we felt with the mass amount of media coverage and being able to reach out to many to educate, it might not be as bad. However, there seems to be those that will go to the weakest, go to the ones that still don't understand the misuse of power, and use them to go after others. Hence, all hell broke lose again with the intent of denying us our birthrights ... to continue on with their glory-seeking, puppet-master desires.

I started seeing the mass amount of insanity, being deliberately established to divide and conquer, going on in the metaphysical kingdom. The divisions of beliefs being established once again due to ignorance, jealousy or greed. It's the "my way or the highway" attitude among supposedly like-minded people. All prior awareness, before arriving back to earth, was apparently tossed out and all their earth density was being programmed again and again. It's no wonder we can't get it together because of it.

It's also why I told the universe ... I quit! It's a smart person to know when to do so. Why keep knocking my head into the wall?

So, when we yell out to the heavens ... God help me ... just remember that He may be very involved elsewhere or He may have decided to quit too. Could you blame Him? That's why we are supposed to create family and friends in our lives to help us ... which in turn helps God ... which is turn may help God want to help us. Karma.

After all, let's be realistic. Do we actually think God will be the one that saves us, or the one He sends? That doesn't always mean angelic, it could be the neighbor next door, your family, your friends. What message are you getting in your mind?

I wasn't angry with Mettie, just frustrated in knowing that she didn't know what to do. It wasn't her fault, yet it was her fault, because she, as in many, keep giving their power away no matter how many times God keep giving it back to us. Instead of lamenting that God is terrible because he's not kissing our butts, we should be saying thank you for helping us learn to stand on our own two feet.

Isn't it time to understand that we have more capabilities with our mind other then a head to hold our ears apart? Isn't time that we realize that as long as we keep living in old beliefs, we will make it difficult for ourselves to allow room for new ones?

Isn't it time to help one another instead of asking God for everything? I don't mean just the physical realm, I mean the astral realm where all these astral projections of hate keep attacking people ... because the unseen can hurt you and it's there to see this unseen, once you are trained to do so.

Lastly, before someone suggests God could be a female, I used "he" throughout my blog for simplicity because I feel God could be anything He wants. Also, for those who wish to say that God doesn't exist: He has to exist in order to be able to deny Him. Think about it! As well as think about this too: Maybe it was His plan to have us deny Him so He could get a break from our demands of the seven billion (plus) people on this planet ... not counting the universe. Seriously!

Isn't it time to stop living in this fantasy we've developed over eons and start being realistic!

It's All About BS!

I posted a comment (below), about religious beliefs, on a friend's Facebook status update and thought I would share it here in my blog. Yes, I know I may be stepping on toes, but as I also said (agreeing with another one of her friends): bring on the vultures, I'm ready.

I'm just so disgusted with the hate, violence, indecency and disrespect of other's feelings that is created by people's BS (belief systems). What next, are people going to get violent and hate us for the clothes we have in our closets, just because we don't conform with another's style of clothing? Be respectful of one another's feelings and if you can't "do as the Roman's do," you have three choices: change the law legally, move on or conform. 

Hate just shows me someone is out of control. Why should I listen to someone like that? I don't believe in public nudity but I don't go around hating or hurting someone if they choose to and aren't breaking any laws. Personally, I think public nudity should be outlawed because there are those that should keep their clothes on ... the view hurts my eyes. ;)

Yes, that may sound like BS but it is my belief system.

--------My Comment on Facebook

I believe that everything that has been created in history - whether that be bad or good (based on individual opinion) - has had a place in it for a reason.  Understanding the reason, and determining if the reason is no longer needed (in order to stop keeping something that no longer serves), is the real issue. 

It's not so much that we have things we argue over but why we argue over them. We hang onto old ideas as if our very foundation (life) depends on it. We refuse to change because we fear change. Wouldn't it be so much nicer if we could appreciate what served us and move on when it no longer does, without retaliation or condemnation from another ... because they haven't gotten what we did and still need their comfort area? I don't want to remove someone from what makes them happy anymore then I want them to do the same to me. 

In other words, stop bopping me in the head with your BS (belief system), lay out your cards on the table and if I find credibility in what you offer, I will accept it. If not, I will reject and move on as anyone should be allowed to do. 

Personally, I'm disgusted with the quote of "more wars have been fought over religion then anything else." Isn't it time to grow up and put the historical, and not always valid, beliefs behind us? 

One cannot advance into the future if they keep living in the past. 

We cry out for the gods and goddesses, saints and angels from the past to save us, without realizing that they too could be incarnated in the body of a friend or family member just trying to make ends meet. They could be a soul that shared the life of Mohammed (or whoever) and now incarnated and getting his ass kicked in because of who he was and not for who he (or she) is today. We stir up their energy with our demands and they retaliate with anger because we won't let their souls "rest in peace" and think we are the only ones allowed a life. 

To think they are only out there for our beck and call is incredibly ludicrous as well as seriously selfish on any human being who feels this way. 

That's why I said it's time for us to grow up. 

Why We Judge Ourselves Imperfect

When I was younger I stated, "no one's perfect." A teacher corrected me and said that "everyone is perfect in God's eyes."

Yes, I rolled my eyes. 

She said that God sees each individual as perfect because in each moment we have reach perfection from the moment before and it is all we can be. It is we that see the imperfection, in ourselves and others, because we are striving for the next moment and cannot appreciate the current moment we or others have become. We feel we all have room for improvement, or judge another by our standards, and He feels as if we have accomplished much and will continue to do so ... no judgment ... unconditional love. 

Okay, no more eye rolling. 

It made me think that if we could see people through the eyes of God, we would be more understanding and less condemning ... more helpful and less hateful ... more content and less miserable. 

After all, we are what we are. I cannot be more then I am, no more then any other, in each moment. As a friend of mine, Janelle, says: it is what it is. 

This makes me wonder if we could ever change our programming and the next time we see what we think is imperfection, we might consider sympathy or compassion for one who hasn't made it to our standards, who hasn't been raised up to our awareness, and be willing to lend a hand instead of pointing a finger ... because, after all, there could be someone looking down at us the same way. 

Yes, I understand that we don't see ourselves as perfect. We're only human to feel this way, especially when another commits atrocities towards society and we feel the hate inside towards them for not keeping up with our standards, falling down and possibly refusing to get up, as well as pushing our internal buttons by creating these negative feelings within us. How could they do this to us?! However, I wondered how I would feel if societies' hate were directed at me instead, because I fell off some proverbial pedestal. 

How could I possibly continue to love myself much less feel perfect? 

To err is human, to forgive is divine. 

This is where my teacher's idea about God made me understand salvation that so many talk about in religions. Even when we feel the lowest of lows, during our life, this concept made me realize that there is someone who really knows us ... someone who understands ... someone who cares ... someone who sees us perfect and loves us. 

Hmmm ... I just had an epiphany. I believe I know why we judge ourselves and others imperfect; subconsciously we are all continually striving to be like our Heavenly Father. 

To emanate what we see as perfect. 

To see things with His eyes. 

I wondered ... and then I saw this picture with the words: I'm an imperfect person, loved by a perfect God. 

I no longer wonder ... I know. 

 

Gratitude

Yep! Maybe it's my tough spirit, yet I'm a questioner and I'm curious about life. That must be the reason I'm still around after all I've been through. 

Many things have happened to me but I'm not much of a complainer. I've been lied to, beaten up and beaten down, disrespected and treated inhumanly, so the only reason I'm still here must be to see what happens next. 

Curiosity may have killed the cat but maybe it's keeping me going. 

Well, that and seeing life in the positive, along with the kindness of beautiful family and friends (here and there) who have seen me through those tough times ... and still do. 

Expressing gratitude.