Sore Loser

This morning I was awakened very early and in my semi-awake state kept hearing these projected words into the universe: sore loser. A sore loser is someone who loses in a fair competition but whines about it on a constant basis, blaming everyone around them for their loss except themselves.

Eventually, the repeated phrase stopped and I fell back to sleep, but not before I realized that it wasn't being done in hate. It was as if someone was pointing out an obvious fact; to make them look within. The few feelings I received told me that there were some who wanted to be hateful and unscrupulous but weren't succeeding in their endeavors. They couldn't accept that they hadn't won. Because of it, they were misbehaving as a sore loser.

When I was younger, and involved in anything competitive, it was considered immature to be this way. We were taught to accept that we were bested. Win some - lose some. Better luck next time. Live and learn. We were also taught to be fair. Anyone who didn't play fair were cheaters. Cheating wasn't honorable or respectable much less appreciated. Being bested, in that regards, was only more proof they were a loser in the worse way; they had to cheat to win. Besides, do cheaters truly win?

Anyway, I'm not quite sure why I was awakened to hear it, other than I needed to know what was going on, and to be reminded that there are "those" who are watching and helping whenever and however possible. It seems most people tend to listen to wisdom when they believe it's coming from themselves and not another.  

Hopefully their endeavor was successful. I'm sure many of us know how it feels to deal with the unpleasantness of a sore loser ... from any dimension.

Slenderman: Myths and Cover-Ups

This morning, a friend shared a video documentary about Slenderman. She felt it was a fake documentary and wanted me to look at it. Slenderman had been a recent discussion with other friends on Facebook due to two 12 year old girls' attempt to murder another 12 year old in mid-2014. Apparently, it was due this fictitious Slenderman; a character which has morphed into more then it's original creation.

This character morphing made me think of Santa. Another fictitious character and how it's developed into what we know today. Sure, there are various tales of real people that have become part of the Santa fantasy and maybe this could apply to the  Slenderman character. Many eons of fables trying to be perpetuated into one or more beings.

Anyway, after watching only a few of the "documentary" videos, and getting a lot of feelings while doing so, I decided to write about what I was sensing, which vaguely pointed to cover-ups that people allow due to fear and imaginative minds. I became disinterested from further watching, because all my intuitive training was telling me that they were piecing past myths together to hopefully make it a fact. It's the same feeling I get, at times, with watching certain alien/UFO/ghost television shows. Anyone knowing my true story would know that I'm not denying these "realities" but only some things I've seen on television or certain internet documentaries that aren't adding up.

The expression that comes to mind is: grasping at straws.

However, these ideas can still manipulate people, because uneducated or young minds may fantasized or fear more. People may yell in court that Slenderman made me do it, but it's important to understand that Slenderman won't be going to jail. This is why there are people, past and current, who wish to keep us uneducated. Not to say those that are educated can't be duped. I sure learned that the hard way, over 25 years ago, by trusting in a multidimensional world of divine teachers and forgetting about the other end of that spectrum; those with evil minds, or selfish intent, who enjoy using fearful programming of ghosts, devils, demons, aliens or even Slenderman characters, against people. Using myths to explain away the unexplainable. 

For instance, a child is kidnapped and murdered by a physical person. It suddenly vanishes never to be seen again. Is it easier for some to believe it was a mythological being called Slenderman or any other mythological creature, past or present? Isn't it more logical to believe these myths may have been created to pull people away from actual facts? Truths we may want to deliberately ignore, because the myths may be easier to believe than a dastardly deed done by a friend or relative?

Is it possible that the criminal minds are the ones that also perpetuate the fairy tales to take the thoughts off of them? Using a subjective thought, one that is projected into an artist's mind to draw a "troublesome spirit" (Slenderman?), in order to help in their endeavors? After all, Slenderman originated in 2009 but before that we had Jack Skellington, of the 1993 animated movie, "Nightmare Before Christmas." He was also a very skinny and tall character ... a slender man. Could one character morph into another; mentally channeled and produced by an artist's semi-tranced mind while drawing? Used by those who wish to keep their fearful or painful fantasies alive, just so they can continue with their criminal activities, while blaming a new character ... Slenderman perhaps?

Isn't that similar to blaming a sibling for a crime it didn't commit and who cannot defend itself?

Past myths? Collusive cover-ups? To me, it's eons of the same game but different names. Things that can be placed in our minds (souls) which can be, and have been, used against us.

Reptilian Alien Origins

Many times I've wonder what came first: a reality which created fantasy books and movies, or fantasy books and movies that created a current reality? I know you may scan down this page and feel it's too long to read it all, but I hope you'll continue. I will explain my feelings and hopefully make it worth the effort. 

Based on psychological case studies, it's not difficult to believe that there are those who may be living in a fantasy or be mentally unstable enough to believe they are something they're not (I've even met a few). They're not play acting, they're serious. They look in a mirror and convince themselves they are not human, call themselves other creatures, yet everyone else sees them as human. When these people leave their physical life, would they still feel the same in the spirit world? How would they know without some basis of what's collective truth ... facts we base our foundations upon ... information that keeps us grounded in "reality"?

What about those younger souls that are in the spirit world. They too could easily be seduced into believing they are something they're not; given a hypnotic programming to be so. Even animal spirits could be programmed by a false subjective thought used to deceive. Anything is possible when it comes to those who enjoy deceiving and enjoy using others to continue their deceptive game.

Yes, truth can be manipulated. Mass hysteria or mass hypnosis can also distort facts and even the images we create. Why the deception? Why a need to deliberately distort truth? So many seem to be jumping on this bandwagon lately. Is this a lesson for mankind? Are we feeding into another's fantasy?

When I had my Reptilian experience, I was in sound mind. An extreme skeptic due to my younger gullibility days which warned me early in life about tricksters. Things needed to add up for me to believe anything. I questioned everything. I was never into mind altering substances. I wanted to keep my wits about me. I only had my feelings to use, in order to test other's feelings, to see if I was being lied to. I used them often.

Eventually, I taught and use my students to do the testing. Could so many be wrong or, by this time, were we all part of a mass hypnosis program? It's easy to understand why some question which came first: a Reptilian reality made into fantasies or a fantasy that made our current realty? Can the facts add up? If so, you be the judge. Yet, as I mentioned above, do be very careful of your "reliable" sources, because I was told recently by a spirit, via his channel, he could easily deceive me. Really? Makes me wonder why anyone would want to? Makes me wonder who is being deceived and why?

Many times I've sensed the energy around people that there's deception at play. I tell them and they suddenly become angry, distant or disconnect from me. There's my clue I was right. After all, why would anyone feel this way unless something was being hidden?

My blog picture (yes, I was a redhead back then) is in my true story book: "Reptilian Teachers From The Pleiades." If interested, here's the download link: 

http://www.lulu.com/shop/charlene-lerch/reptilian-teachers-from-the-pleiades/ebook/product-17390665.html

It was my first encounter with a "physical" other-worldly being over 25 years ago. However, after an Internet search, I've discovered what may be a Reptilian origin from a story of a long time ago, along with some other's stories. Were these people drawing on the truth in the universe, when they wrote, or had their experiences, or was it all a fantasy of their minds?

Here is the Wikipedia excerpt that I mentioned, and thought I'd share, regarding Reptilian origin: "Michael Barkun, Professor of political science at Syracuse University, posits that the idea of a reptilian conspiracy originated in the fiction of Conan the Barbarian creator Robert E. Howard. The first appearance of "serpent men" in literature was in Howard's story, "The Shadow Kingdom", published in Weird Tales in August 1929. This story drew on Theosophical ideas of the "lost worlds" of Atlantis and Lemuria, particularly Helena Blavatsky's The Secret Doctrine, with its reference to "'dragon-men' who once had a mighty civilization on a Lemurian continent". Howard's "serpent men" were described as humanoid with human bodies but snake heads, able to imitate real humans at will, who lived in hiding in underground passages, using their shape changing and mind control abilities to infiltrate humanity. Clark Ashton Smith used Howard's "serpent men" in his stories, as well as themes from H. P. Lovecraft, and he, Howard and Lovecraft together laid the basis for the Cthulhu Mythos. In the 1940s, a non-fiction writer, Maurice Doreal, wrote a pamphlet entitled "Mysteries Of The Gobi" which described a "serpent race" that had "bodies like man but heads like a great snake" and an ability to take true human form. These creatures also appeared in Doreal's poem, "The Emerald Tablets", in which he claimed the titular tablets were written by "Thoth, an Atlantean Priest king". Barkun asserts that "in all likelihood", Doreal's ideas came from "The Shadow Kingdom", and that in turn, "The Emerald Tablets" formed the basis for David Icke's book, Children of the Matrix."

So, there you have it. Possible sources for a mass hypnosis? A thought that built up steam of mass proportion? A dust storm of emotions affecting mankind's mind? Maybe trying to prove the unprovable? Many deceptive egos involved? A possible motive? A possible made up scenario like Slenderman that morphed out of control, becoming more than it is. Look at all the various images of Slenderman. Look at all the various images of Reptilians, etc. See what I mean? It's something to think about. 

As I mentioned above, if this angers anyone, that too would be something to think about. 

All I know is that my experience was very real to me and I'm sure it was very real for others. I can't physically prove my experience anymore than another has been able to. Sure, I physically saw a UFO as others have, but we're no further in understanding things than we were years ago. Why the hit and run scenario? Do they have something to hide? Could they be actually fearing us? Why the cat and mouse games?

Anyway, after all I've been through, I've decided to be happy and respect the physical life I've manifested this time. A very flesh and blood, human female existence, which is based on planet earth's collective reality of what I am. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel differently about my decision. Who knows? I'll keep my options opened. As Scarlett said in "Gone with the Wind," after all ... tomorrow is another day.

God Helps Those Who Help Themselves

"God helps those who help themselves" is an often thought Bible phrase, but it's not in the Bible.

This exact wording has been attributed to Benjamin Franklin, from Poor Richard's Almanac, yet it's among other similar sentiments from beyond his time, including from the Quran.

In chapter 13:11 it is written: "Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves."

This makes me wonder about a sentiment that's been around for so long, spoken or written in various ways, if we are being asked to greatly participate in our life. After all, we still have to knock on the door for it to be open.

Being one who has experienced a lot of change in my life, I can attest that change isn't always welcomed or fun. Yet, it may still be necessary. For without certain changes, we may stagnate in our personal  growth. We can become so deeply rooted in our beliefs that we refuse to change or even fear change.

If this has been an ongoing Universal message, dictated in numerous ways for eons, it's must be a valuable one. Maybe one that's being repeated until we understand it. 

No matter who said it or who said it first. 

The Needs Of The Many

It's unreasonable to believe everyone will be educated or sane in all matters. Just as its unreasonable to believe people will be morally responsible and not hurt others.

That's why necessary laws are made, even if any of them may go against someone's personal beliefs, because as Spock said, in the movie The Wrath of Khan: "Logic clearly dictates that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few.” Captain Kirk responded: "Or the one."

Growing up in a big family taught me that not everything will be or should be my way. I learned to deal with many disappointments but I also learned to get over it. Maturity taught me that I may not have been privy to information that my parents had in order for them to make their decisions.

It's something I try to keep in mind when things happen that cause discord within me. Am I privy to all vital data or will newly revealed information change my opinion?

Will I take the time to fully educate myself or will I react unreasonably or illogically?

Will I be able to understand, and accept, that the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few ... or the one (me)?

Soul Groups

A friend asked me about soul groups. I felt she was thinking once you associated with one that it meant you stayed with them forever. Below is what I shared, based on what I've been taught, as well as seen, over the years.

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As they say, a family that plays together stays together but it’s not for all eternity. As in anything in life, we may see things that interest us and move onto other areas that may give us other people to hang around with and learn from. It’s all part of life and learning. If not we may become stagnate. This learning is what helps us make better choices in life.

For instance, maybe in a past life you were curious about drug abuse. Maybe you felt you needed to understand it more, so you wouldn't judge it and be more understanding in their plight. However, in doing so, you got yourself in a destructive mess. Yet, you turned that lesson around to help you learn to be considerate and not harshly judge another’s path. You won’t want to take the path again, but you are now empathetic, and not just sympathetic, to their path. This decision could have been made by your soul alone or a guide/teacher helping you see that you were stagnate and needed to understand life more. 

There are many things to consider why we leave one field (soul group) of understanding and onto another one. You may have decided that you’ve learned all you can from one metaphysical group, for instance, and wanted to learn more from another. This may be the reason you were drawn to certain people in this lifetime. Once you feel you’ve learned all you think you can from one person, you may start looking for another. Think of it as going up the educational ladder of primary to higher learning, and eventually seeking out various teachers when it comes to honing a particular skill. Eventually, with all you've acquired, you become the teacher.

You couldn’t possibly do that with staying in one soul group because it may hold you back. It would be like always being an apprentice and never a master ... in any field of awareness.

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There are so many different scenarios of life's various paths. Some soul groups could have been created out of hate, via attachments, yet love changed them and they moved on. Some may have started out of love, out of curiosity, and maybe hate created the need to move on. Some may have move on too fast and had regrets. Some clung too long and couldn't move on without help. I believe that many of us have experienced at least one of those feelings.

As Heraclitus said: The only thing that is constant is change. 

Telepathy

Telepathy: the supposed communication of thoughts or ideas by means other than the known senses.

Recently, a friend asked me to help her understand what I knew about these "flashes of insight" that many people receive. How do we determine what is us ... as opposed to another's thoughts? I shared a brief explanation in what I've learned throughout my life.

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Think of your mind as a programmed computer and you are going about doing all the things you're programmed to do ... reacting to things consciously or sub-consciously.

If you see a light on, your memory says  turn it off because you see it. If you walk by your dog, you may think: I need to take it outside.

However, say you’re walking out of the house, and you’re not thinking about the light being left on in a room that you no longer see, and you get this "flash of insight" reminding you to turn off the light. That’s guidance (telepathy - distant emotions) telling you to remember something you forgot.

It’s similar to your computer operating on all its programs but suddenly it gets this message: you have an update, do it now or later? The update message is like  receiving a telepathic message and you have the option of doing it now, later, or not at all.

And yes, sometimes everyone may forget the light is still on (including guidance) and it doesn’t get turned off.

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The above explanation was only for those instant mental messages we can receive. There are other examples too. For instance, one example is finishing someone's sentences. I had a friend once that we were so attuned to each other's emotions that we did this quite often. Laughed about it too. Thought it was amusing.

Yet, when I did this to a student once, he didn't find it as amusing. He said: let me finish what I was going to say. I patiently waited to hear him tell me what I had already felt but he had to painstakingly put to words.

Such is life. ;-)

Persecution

I remember reading this story a long time ago about a prophet who was burned at a stake. He was accused of being a heretic. From what I remember, he tried to share the current words of God and stepped on the church's toes by going against religious dogma of his time period. 

Based on my personal experiences, going against any collective thought can be detrimental.

Anyway, I wish I could remember his name but it was his proported words that had an impact. Words that resonated with me because of what I was experiencing with my "awakening" as well as the condemnation I was receiving. This is what I remember that he was quoted as saying as the flames came towards him. "God, if you had only shown them what you did me, I wouldn't be here." He became quiet but once again he spoke out as the flames crept higher. He said, "And God, if you hadn't shown me what you did, I wouldn't be here."

I completely agree with these words whether it was said or not. Many people are crucified for being awakened ... seeing beyond the veil. As in the words of the song Amazing Grace: "Was blind, but now I see."

I've also learned that truth is varied. There can be your truth, my truth, but there can be ultimate truth ... aka ... God's truth. I discovered that God's truth can be filtered by our truth. Hence, if this prophet didn't want to be burned at a stake for being a heretic, he may have tempered God's truth to save his skin.

That's what I decided to do, in spite of physical attacks to my body and mind, because I also learned that some people can't handle ultimate truth. Including those out there who attacked me to preserve their truth when in their hearts they knew were lies.

Please remember that there are some who are persecuted without one seeing the damage being done. There have been "flames" I've walked through that the physical eye can't see. Those words, of this persecuted prophet, deeply resonated. Maybe they will with you too. Only some may completely understand them.

Enemy Mine

Matthew 10:36 - man's enemies will be the members of his own household.

Cartoonist Walt Kelly, whose woodland philosopher Pogo Possum said in his 1971 cartoon, "We have met the enemy and he is us." 

Maybe it should be narrowed down to: I have met the enemy and it is me.

Yes, sometimes that enemy may be ourselves. We can become our worse nemisis; our own self undoing. Blanketed in a brain fog of our phobias, our fears, our programming, our uncertainties, or our ignorance; all which control our thinking or keeps us from thinking.

I've learned that if one needs to defend their truth with frustration, hate or anger, it's time to ask yourself if you're your enemy and why.

Think about it. 

Dream Lesson: What You Can't See...

This morning, I had a strange dream involving a close friend. We were sitting on bleachers and she yelled over to a woman eating something and told her it's going to make her fat. Something I felt she would never do in real life. Besides, this woman would have made three of my friend; she was already very overweight. Surprised, I looked over at my friend and told her that she's probably going to say she and I are fat too.

She said, "you're not fat."

I smiled and replied, "it's a matter of opinion."

Then there were all these strange scenarios afterwards where I was being led to believe it was my friend but I knew it wasn't. This person was teasing people, pulling tricks on them and doing things a child would do, not an adult. I kept sensing someone wanted me to believe it was my friend doing all this but knowing what she looks like, and how she behaves, my mind kept disputing it.

When I woke up, I asked guidance: what was the meaning of this dream? I was told that this was something similar to what my friend had experienced with a dream she had that included my husband and I. She also was feeling, in the dream, that it was supposed to be us, but she knows us and this confused her because she knew it wasn't.

They also stated that these dreams were not representing our core energy (I heard "core energy" but felt they were referring to our mind programming), but represented the energy (minds) of those around us. This energy may affect us when our guard is down. It's that stronger mind programming, possibly enhanced from our past lives soul programming, that may save us, at times, from putting our foot in our mouth, or worse .... harming someone.

I also felt there will be those that may not have a stronger programming (a social consciousness of right and wrong) and are more easily susceptible to outer influences including any influences from unseen entities around us.

I told them thanks for the information. I can see where this can help or hinder and why people who become intoxicated on alcohol or hindered due to mind altering drugs can become easily targeted. Especially if those "energy cells" around us want to create trouble, or any scenario, that afterwards might have us saying things like: The devil made me do it. Where did that that come from? Why did I say/do that? What possesed me?

It was a very interesting lesson, presented in a very interesting way.