Nature: Taking The Good With The Bad

I used to live in California and after experiencing one earthquake tremor, I decided to move back to Florida where I felt I could run faster from a hurricane. I lived through one already and even with the streets flooding it was okay.

Within a couple of years of moving back in 1968, I soon discovered that Florida had tornados ... not as bad as some areas but still destructive when they touched down. Jeez! Tornadoes too?

Then, on October 27, 1973 while watching TV, I felt a tremor that I was later to discover was an earthquake ... not as bad as some areas of the world ... quite miner compared to those ... but still ... an earthquake in Florida. Jeez! Yep! Been recorded since the 1700's. (see link)

All I can say is: I'm thankful we don't have mountains or we could be dealing with landslides. I'm thankful for no ice storms. I'm thankful we don't have volcanoes because ... well you understand. ;)

http://earthquake.usgs.gov/earthquakes/states/florida/florida_eq_history.php

Using Disease to Manipulate?

What I'm about to share with you will blow your mind ... or maybe not. 

I was listening to Super Soul Sunday this afternoon. The discussion got around to addictions, like sex, food and drugs, and how addictions can even be used to gain power over another. 

I thought: hmmm ... addictions are destructive to the person addictive but, yes, I guess it makes sense it would be destructive to anyone around them too.

To clarify this, guidance suggested that there are those who can become addicted to their disease (pain/suffering) using it to control others to gain sympathy or support. By doing this, they are able to manipulate another's emotions.

The emotions I received, from some examples I was given, were eye opening, because I remember seeing people, throughout my life, that did manipulate people by using their disease.

However, it made me wonder if the disease was brought about because of some need to manipulate or punish someone, but without the awareness of the diseased, per se. Could this disease have a deeper meaning? Would the need to manipulate another or others also have a deeper meaning?

The reason I decided to write this blog was to share something that happened to me ... to teach a lesson to another. Guidance just reminded me of this a moment ago and asked me to share.

I had many issues with my health throughout my life and did my best to suck it up ... not let it control me. Just another day in the life of me. However, after "awakening," I was shown that many of my experiences were inflicted to help me in ways I was not aware of ... to help me help others in the future ... including this particular incident.

Out of the blue, one night, I felt as if I was getting a UTI (urinary tract infection). I've had them before, so I called my doctor's answering service. The doctor called back and after I explained what was going on, he prescribed medication but not the normal prescription, which could have created what happened later.

At this point, I was feeling uncomfortable enough to ask my husband (my husband at the time, he's my ex now) to run to the drug store for me. He declined because he didn't feel up to it. Being the person I am, I grumbled but felt ok enough to go and pick it up myself ... no other choice. Even though the symptoms were still minor, I was obviously concerned. I returned home and took the prescribed dosage, got our preteen daughters in bed and went to bed myself. Still not feeling my best but nothing bad ... until I woke up at 3 am with blood in my urine.

By this time, I was hurting and woke up my husband to take me to the hospital. I made arrangements with my neighbor to watch our girls and took off.

Within an hour it had gone from bad to worse. Never in my life before or after had I ever had this happen with such severity. I was finally given medicine and stabilized enough to go home. I was quite shaken from the experience.

Now, here's what blew my mind and why I felt compelled to share my story. I was told by my original guide, after awakening and years later from this event, that anger, in those around me ... out there ... from what they felt was my husband's constant neglect of my welfare ... created this as a punishment to him.

I said ... what? I was being diseased to create empathy in another? Are you crazy?!

Very seriously stated ... no, we  (meaning those like him) are not crazy and it worked. You were an instrument in another's learning. You were protected even if you think you weren't. Many times things were done to you to keep you on your path.

I just shook my head in disbelief.

Now, back to disease addictions to manipulate. This gave an entirely different point of view on disease and manipulations. This gave me an entirely different outlook on why things happen and purposes behind them.

Of course, my question was: did my soul approve of this before coming here?

No. You may have suspected but if we told you, would you have  allowed it?

No ... I wouldn't.

That's why you didn't know.

Hmmm ...

Now I understand that disease, addictions, control, or manipulations may be utilized for many reasons ... in answering another's prayers ... in getting a point made. I understand their reasons (I think) but I'm still not happy about it, which is probably why I feel I've been a guinea pig to the universe in many life's lessons to me or another. 

I don't question the validity of this, after all I've been through, and the things I've heard from others, I'm only hoping they leave me out of their equations. I feel I've paid my dues ... to whomever ... more than paid my dues.

And we thought strange things only occurred in the movies.

Right!

Hauntings

Apparently, someone, a very long time ago, decided to send spirits to people to take the heat off of them or another. This is only one reason why hauntings occur ... with people ... not necessarily places. It may release one person from being haunted but then another can go under attack. That's when we may start having strange things happen and not know why.

Haunted people can go anywhere and the hauntings don't stop as it would if a place was haunted, per se. One can pick up a haunting from visiting a haunted place but spirits normally like their familiar spaces. Anything is possible which is the reason for this blog. 

We may even ask: what did I do to deserve this? Maybe nothing but here's some scenarios. 

Sometimes it's just being in the wrong place at the wrong time ... as they say ... or being around another who could be haunted.

Sometimes it's just because someone out there just doesn't like you ... due to their twisted mind.

Sometimes it's to make the haunted dance to the tune of one doing the haunting. The less you dance the meaner they can get.

Sometimes it could be a past life situation ... a grudge or hate that they don't want to relinquish ... because of who you were and not who you are. 

Sometimes it's just to prove it can be done.

I've heard many things but never have I heard it was something deliberately planned before incarnating. Mostly it's because they know it may happen but they venture forward regardless ... not because they're masochistic. 

Normally, people who are being haunted have someone around that has been around for some time ... maybe one's entire life ... without even knowing it. Making us feel something is going on without really knowing what or why. The things that make us shrug our shoulders and say: stuff happens!

Futhermore, this being, or beings, will use you're thoughts, or another's, to go after you. Subjecting things to you. If you hear that a person died, for instance, the beings around you may decide to play on it. Using the images of the deceased as if it is them doing the haunting. Things aren't always as they seem. Tricks of the mind can be done by those in the know.

These "tricksters" are generally interdimensional and know how to get around and manipulate. Some have called them Greys or Reptilians but anyone knowing the "haunting game" can play it ... even misguided human spirits ... ones who could care less about human life because they care little about their life.

To help remove yourself from the fear of a haunting, first realize that, normally, one being may be overseeing or doing this and everything else is thought projections. Thought projections can be from anything or anywhere. They can be words heard or visions seen ... but the haunted isn't doing it ... nor controlling it ... it's being done to them. The one who is doing the haunting can project to the haunted and hold these thoughts around their minds .... similar to a movie projector ... normally to torment or to set them up.

The haunted's mind becomes the screen for the thought projections. The haunted's body will become the vehicle for pain and illness from painful thought projections.

I learned about thought projections while  watching an ET do that to someone. I've also had it done to me ...  numerous times. I've developed a technique of scanning the universe to listen to the thoughts of truth. Generally, I will sense, or hear, to move away from something coming at me as it's an invasion. Basically, to not believe what is being protected to me ... even if it's painful projections. You develop a heightened sixth sense because of it.

You learn to do a universal all call to help but not always are guardians available all the time. There are plenty things to keep them busy. They are all doing what they can ... when they can ... even the physical ones. We have to rely on ourselves too. 

To continue about thought projections and what I saw. I discovered that these entities (sometimes physical beings ... sometimes spirits) will sit back away from you pulling thoughts of words or images out of the universe and project them to people's minds ... sometimes holding these thoughts there ... any thought ... any image.

The intent is in their emotions ... that's what one needs to discover ... THEIR intent through THEIR emotions and not listening to the projections which can sidetrack one from the real truth of what's going on.

This is only one means to harass. They do this to confuse people. They do this to pretend to be who they are not. They use lessor spirits to hold the thoughts through trancing out their minds ... these minds that are placed in the haunted's body or mind to destroy them for whatever purpose the attacker feels in justifying their hate towards the haunted.

They may use them to make someone ill, to pain them in order to have them commit a crime against themselves, their family or friends, or society.

Any thought or image in the universe can be used in this manner. This is only one way of helping or hurting someone. Yes, it can work both ways. Those flashes of insight may be helping. Those projections of fear, doubt or pain may be self-serving to another.

Using your fear, to go against you, can be utilized too. You don't like spiders? You don't like snakes? This can be used in thought projections. I learned that anything can have a nemesis. A spider and snake's nemesis can be a bird. I may use this to project back to whoever is holding the thought form ... to break the connection. The next step is to go to the one sending them and ask why. I communicate this way to show them the err of their ways. That they too could have a haunting. They should know better! We're eternal! Wise up!

The problem in all this is that there are beings who have been doing this for far too long and think it's their right to do so.

Exposing them like this takes the fear out of it because they know they've been caught ... even if attacked ... you're still onto them. 

Also, keep in mind, a major haunting will have you disbelieve anyone trying to help you. It is their intent to make you feel you (they) know better, in order to remove you from anyone that can interfere in their intent. Be suspicious of any emotions of this persuasion.

Questioning everything and everyone is allowed. It's important to know not guess ... to get things resolved.

However the mess that's been created may still take time to clean up ... and if a war ensues ... which can happen ... it could take longer.

Guard your mind ... think smart ... protect yourself ... don't ever think you can go it alone or that you're alone in what you're experiencing. Many people are being haunted for many reasons ... insane reasons ... all around this planet.

Fear less ... become fearless.

The Other Side of "Soul Mates."

I had an interesting dream this morning.

I was telling an angry, young man that his desire to have a soul mate "just like him" but then not wanting to have anything to do with her, after having her in his life, meant that they were possibly too similar and butting heads because of it. He needed to look at himself to find the reasons of his discontent.

This made me think of the expression: be careful what you ask for.

Maybe we should be more impeccable in asking the universe for a love life that is compatible and leave out the words ... soul mate.

Soul mates are past relationships that have crossed our paths a few times. Not all are lovers. They could have been only family or friends. Yet, being past lovers doesn't make it perfect either.

An ultimate soul mates (aka twin flame) could be a lot like us and been with us often as lovers, but they too could have moved on and may have changed out their feelings. They could have all that internal programming as we do, yet they could be as "determined" as we may be in everyday decision making.

That "internal fire" is only part of a relationship ... not all of it.

Some soul mates could be learning and haven't learned to balance their emotions. So asking for a soul mate "just like you" doesn't mean it will bring peace and harmony in one's life.

My dad's soul is an ancient soul, he wasn't one to be pushed. He didn't need to be angry ... his persona didn't permit reproach when be felt strongly about something, yet, being military, he understood authority outside of his ... he wasn't one sided and would listen to reason. A quality everyone should consider going into any relationship.

Being an old soul like that, I'm sure he had many, many soul mates ... some like him in personality. Under those circumstance, many differences of opinions could arise. Generally, it is the older souls, who have learned to reason and be in balance that may have more control, or understanding, of theirs or another's emotions.

However, we are all still human and can make mistakes and have disappointments. Just because someone's a soul mate doesn't mean it will be perfect or harmonious all the time.

Some may have moved on to a new or different experience out of necessity ... out of boredom ... not wanting the same soul mate over, and over, and over again. 

Soul mate or not, a relationship is like a job, you have to work to keep it.

Reflection

This morning, I was reminded, while listening to a local Mayor's speech, that, at my age, I may have more yesterdays than tomorrows.

Going through my yesterday memories has made me wonder how I've survived it to have so many of them ... other than an inherit quality of being a stubborn fighter.

It's nice to think of the good memories I've made and the good memories still to be made ... God willing ... as they have help chase away the unpleasant ones. It's definitely been a roller coaster of a ride.

Or as my mom once said to me: You're the only one in the family that I know who can fall into a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose. (Her exact words.)

Always made me wonder why that bucket was there to begin with. ;)

After reflecting upon this, I decided to show my appreciation by saying thanks to all those "roses" who helped take away the unpleasantness.  <3

Reaping What One Sows

When life gets you down, your suffering seems overwhelming, to help put it into perspective just  look around and you might see others worse off then you.

It's how one can prevent sinking into an overwhelming pity party that can steal your soul.

Eventually, the universe works with you and you will see these examples before you even think to ask for them.

Before long your thoughts will be ... thank goodness instead of woe is me. 

Before long appreciation and gratitude may reduce the pain and suffering.

Mind over matter.

Try it! 

Is Your Illness Due to Telekinetic Attacks?

Warning: What you are about to read, or hear, is true ... some parts may be horrific and astonishing.

I was sensing that I needed to share my attacks here on my blog, so I sat down this evening to write what I was inspired to share and what I had already shared on videos and my true story book.

I wanted to share my story to, hopefully, inspire others, based on my experiences, to combat the things they are painfully suffering. I know you are not me ... you may not know what I know ... and even with what I know there is no guarantees ... but everything has a starting point. Maybe I will inspire your starting point just as others have been inspired to think beyond their original programming ... their beliefs.

If nothing else, it will make you think ... hmmm....
 
Furthermore, I will also swear on any holy book, or take any lie detector test, that everything I say in this blog is the truth of my experiences. It is not meant to frighten but to educate. I only pray your thoughts aren't block, so you will be able to read the blog and watch the videos without interference. I do know this is possible to block or distract someone as it's happened to me and others many times.
 
Back in 2008, I decided to share my telekinetic attacks, done through projected and held thoughts, which were many, painful  frightening and horrific. I made two You Tube videos and talked about it. At the end of the second video, I listed what I had experienced ... the same list that you will see below ... which started back in late 1987 and continues, occasionally, today. The worse was back then, but I did have some intense moments before making my videos.

Many things have abated but they have never completely ended. Since making my videos, others have come forward to share their mental and/or physical attacks. It is with mixed emotions to say that I was glad I wasn't the only one being treated in this horrific manner. I still do have attacks but these have only been discussed in some of my videos I made, along with family and friends.

I'm just fighting fire with fire ...  if I'm attacked, I will make vlogs and blogs to inform and educate. It's how I retaliate ... not with violence but peacefully informing.
 
Video One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtPJHVE5tec
 
Video Two
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nScw9TmUbT4

To continue, even though I was documenting them all along, it took time to teach others to help become the proof I needed back then ... to train others to see what happened to me, even while things were still coming my way.
 
Sadly, the reason I had to call my students back and train them into mind power, was due to the fact that I had written many people for guidance with little to no response. In a fearful quandary, I decided that I had to possibly open a gateway of hurt and pain to them because I had no other choice. To me, it was no different then getting someone to combat in a battle that they elected to do for whatever reason. I will be forever grateful for their support.
 
In addition, not knowing how long my You Tubes videos would be available, due to trollers and spammers, I decided to self publish my true story, with Lulu, which I had written a very long time ago. This was accomplished after many years of not being able to publish my story due to upfront costs, etc. that I could not afford ... along with help from several friends to proof read for me.
 
With self-publishing finally being available, it made me realize that timing was everything and I decide to go this way ... after a few nudges from guidance. After that, I began to self publish many more books to tell my story and to educate people which can be found at this link on Lulu: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/Atomarane
 

The below listed documented attacks is included in my true story towards the end of the book from pages 236 to 240. It also has a list of people (not included in this blog) that I contacted over the years, among other things I did, and what responses I received, if any.

 

Link to my true story: Great Flame Within ... Story of a Forgotten Master

http://www.lulu.com/shop/charlene-lerch/great-flame-within-the-story-of-a-forgotten-master/paperback/product-13579429.html

 

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DOCUMENTED & VERIFIED PHYSICAL & MENTAL ABUSE THROUGH TELEKINETIC ATTACKS

None of what I am sharing is meant to put fear in anyone but to help understand our bodies, minds and souls with a greater awareness. The major attacks are gone but even though I have gathered more spiritual beings around me for protection, now and then some barbs still get through … I have no problem taking any lie detector test either.
 
After losing the protection of my spirit guide, due to his walk-ins for me, it opened a doorway of hateful telekinetic attacks. Anyone who communicates to the spirit world can also verify this abuse as it will never leave the Universe/Akashic Records … the truth will always be there.
 
The protection knowledge was used in order to save my life ... under some of the most barbaric, inhumane and extreme hardships and hurts imaginable to me. I shudder to think that even with all that I had gone through, I cannot imagine the torment and torture given to a prisoner of war by those of any sadistic nature.
 
Though the list will provide you with the areas of attacks, they cannot begin to tell you of the emotional stress suffered by me.  For clarity in understanding this list, please remember, all of the incidents listed were done while I heard and saw things, even their various reasons for doing it, at the same time they were being inflicted.

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HEAD, FACE AND THROAT

01.        Popping on head (top & back).

02.        Intense pain in left side of face.

03.        Energy, with pressure in mind, to put asleep.

04.        Burning and pressure on head.

05.        Energy in front of eyes to blur vision.

06.        Stinging in eyes, creating tears.

07.        Smothering feeling.

08.        Interference with voice while singing.

09.        Sinus being drained.

10.        Pain in left ear.

11.        Pain in right side of temple.

12.        Tickling on face (hearing "tears in her soul").

13.        Nose bleeds.

14.        Seeing projections in front of face to close down mind sight.

15.        Pain in throat, sore throat, hoarseness … to keep from talking.

16.        Created cold...flu.

17.        Smells placed under nose.

TORSO...OTHER

01.        Rib (on right side) being pushed out on numerous occasions.

02.        Lungs heavy, unable to breathe (normally during bathing only).

03.        Popping in chest area (hearing "soul's going away").

04.        Burning and vibrations in heart area, feelings of heart not beating (hearing "stop her heart").

05.        Pain in breast (mostly left).

06.        Burning and hunger feeling in stomach.

07.        Burning in right shoulder.

08.        Vibrations through body as a nervous attack.

09.        Numbness in arms and hands.

10.        Burning pain in left area of intestines (old pain being shown how it was done again.)

11.        Pinching and pulling up feeling in rectum while trying to have bowel movement (hearing "close her down").

12.        Intense cramping in full area of intestines.

13.        Energy in rectum to simulate gas (hearing "fart").

14.        Burning and popping on buttocks.

15.        Vibrations in bladder, creating urgency to urinate.

16.        Three times (April '88 only) urine showed dark (blood) with no pain, as would be the case with an infection.

17.        Popping in thigh area.

18.        Sunburn was affected with intensity and then let up, as if one moment it burned and then no burning at all.

19.        Pins and needles in legs and feet.

20.        Intense pain in heels.

21.        Cramping in right shoulder and back.

22.        Toes being moved back and forth while in bed trying to sleep.

23.        Cold chills, shivers and heat flashes ... hearing things like … this is necessary.

24.        Tickling feelings (like a bug crawling) in various areas of the body.

25.        Nausea (several minor and several major occasions).

26.        Passing out (nearly) in shower, March '89 after soul interchange, with intense pressure in my brain.

27.        Major area of attack ... loins ... major and minor degrees of burning, pinching, pain, pressure and vibrations ... changing location of attack constantly ... while hearing different statements regarding the location of attack. Never diseased ... just to stress; heard many reasons for these attack.

MIND (PSYCHING OUT)

01.        Hearing someone (?) yelling words like "fart", "Charlene," and a lot of profanity.

02.        Projecting profanity while in a state of anger to entice repeating of the words (power thoughts).

03.        Blocking "thoughts" to and from mind in order to prevent finding out who was doing the attacking and why.

04.        Projecting words not intended to say ... confusing sentence structure (making me say things like shit instead of shoot or blocking me from talking correctly).

05.        Projecting emotions of humor (especially when in tears), anger, sorrow (to make me cry) and hate.

06.        Putting vulgar visuals in front of my mind.

07.        Hearing things like ..."I don't want you to work" (meaning keep me broke), "allow the love of the loins" (meaning pain me in my loin area) "we have a soul connection" (areas of attack to the body then were head, chest and loin area).

08.        Hearing nonsense/craziness daily as if these "people" were lunatics.

09.        Using codes to allow sadistic thought to the body:  White circle ... we've gone full circle (in their little group). Baton ... relay to the next person. Glass, syringe, etc ... all meaning something; a dream of a well-known channeler showed me a charm bracelet with all the code symbols on it ... given to this woman from her husband.

10.        "Power Dreams" - the feeling of being picked up and bodily thrown around and pained on  numerous   occasions ... to instill fear ... stopped counting after twenty or so incidents.

*****

 

This is a list of names from a few people who have willingly agreed to testify to the validity of my statements and to my character. Signatures of each are documented and on file for anyone's perusal.

                                                                                                          

__Date____________________________Name_________

 

July 26, 1989                                          C. O. Jones

July 26, 1989                                          D. C. Jones

July 26, 1989                                          C. A. Darras

August 1, 1989                                       K.D. Evans

August 14, 1989                                     S. Arbogast

August 15, 1989                                     L. Rambo

September 1989                                     A. Garcia

 

*****

Over twenty years later and after making a few videos on You Tube, about my story, I began to get emails from all over the world of other’s experiences on psychic attacks; vicious and even sexual … some even children … some are now my friends and some are still going through attacks. There didn’t seem to be any rhythm or reason to any of it … it was just plain insanity.

To say I was relieved that this wasn’t just happening to me would be an understatement, but I was still appalled over it happening to others, and it didn’t solve my problem as well as theirs.

Everything that is written in this book … and I affirm that it is the truth of my experiences even though I don’t require anyone to believe them … it is what I saw, heard and felt; supported by a few people that know how to do this or can attest to my character. There is just too much adding up from then and even now to not find truth in what I and others have gone through.

Were we all being set up or still being set up; if so, by whom and why? I am not pointing fingers of blame or accusing anyone of anything. I cannot even dislike my enemy, whoever that is/was, as I don’t want to give back what I learned from it all … it would be like going back to grade school after getting a university degree.

I just want peace for me and these people … peace on earth and elsewhere … maybe that’s too much to ask.

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Now, to end this with why I decided to write this blog. Many times, I have met people who are under attack and carry their attacks well, even while suffering ... trying to remain positive in overwhelming conditions. Others, not so good. However, they are all still suffering and I will never undermined that. I have also discovered that there are those who are not as well trained, or well aware, and are the frightened ones who may wind up committing horrendous crimes because of it.

I'm not referring to any everyday illness or any long term illness culminating in death, I refer to the ones who are aware there is something extraordinary going on around their minds and bodies. Their minds and bodies being tormented with what most cannot see; taunting them to commit crimes against society.

Yes, we may say that all life moves on and who cares, we are not here to save the world (something I have heard many times), however I constantly see things on the Internet about abolishing cruelty to animals, or anyone, and if we choose to turn our minds away from this form of cruelty, we are just as guilty of allowing it as those that do it.

Education in this awareness must be done in order to help those understand what goes on around us all ... not a select few ... but everyone. Yet, I also am well aware of the collective thought many are up against with closed mindedness of this awareness. Is this deliberate ... with all this information out there?

If we keep ignoring it, allowing people to think it's only in their minds and that they are crazy ... then they will be programmed to be this way and some will continue to be puppets of destruction to those who pull their strings. Sure it's a mental illness ... it's a mind (body) involve and it's under attack ... but who's really creating it and why?

In fact, are people really having any illness based on themselves and their environment or is something more involved? Look at my psychic attacks again ... it's no joke ... this really happened to me ... painful memories of it happening.

Becoming more aware will benefit, most of all, our health and longevity. We pull the strings and no one else. I don't mean forever, but to know we allow what we do and no one elects themselves to be our hidden or invisible tormentor ... at least without recourse to stop it ... to defend our lives that we manifest without another trying to take over it.

If we can be more aware of the invisible ... the  visible situations will take care of themselves.

We have to start somewhere ... or not ... we can continue on with this same insanity of allowing telekinetic attacks because we keep shutting down to it be a reality. We can continue onwards with the puppeteers who enjoy their puppets ... just as before ... playing games out of boredom while our bodies and minds suffer sickness after sickness. Sickness that is not from our doing (undoing) ... but just because they have nothing better to do.

That happens when one becomes apathetic or bored with life. I think today's terminology states it better ... zombies ... unfeeling, uncaring souls of mass destruction.

It's your call ... it's your life. I'm still here after my entire life has been psychically attacked but only being more aware of it since I was awakened ... being more aware since my training on what to do.

Most importantly, even with my training, an attack of such a huge proportion will take me out of my life here ... and these are the threats I've been hearing for over a year ... from someone out there who just doesn't like me ... still.

Can't understand why ... I like me ... others like me. ;-)

Maybe it's because I stopped allowing my strings to be pulled ... I am a challenge.

Even after all this, I can still smile at my jokes and joke with others.

Maybe it was my sense of humor that saved me.

Nah ... it was my stubbornness.

Unexplained Odors

I don't think many people realize how we can smell something that no one else can. We may just assume it's our mind playing tricks on us.

However, there are many reports that can be investigated on the Internet of people's experiences of smelling unexplained odors ... good or bad.

Not everyone knows to question this, or may not even believe it, for whatever reason, but there are way too many stories to have it discounted without further investigation. 

The below conversation is from page 142 of my book, "The Great Flame Within." I had been under a painful and horrific psychic attack a very long time ago. Utilizing my current students and their guides, I called on Jesus to save me ... as was my religious belief. Of course, there's more to it in the story. 

The part that I'm sharing was when I had been explaining to Jesus what was going on and musing over something I had just heard him say to me, when I started smelling something.

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My mind jolted back from my musings; I began smelling Obsession cologne under my nose.  "This is your fragrance?" He asked. 

"Yes." I answered. "How did you do that?" 

"I placed the odor of this cologne in my soul to bring to Abraham. It was his wish to smell it. I have also shown him a picture of you in a dress he admired.

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So, this is no mystery to anyone who understands this ability. Not only can imagery be projected into our mind but also odors can be sent to us too.

For instance, these odors can be a sweet smell of something a grandmother loved who had crossed over. It's her way of letting you know she's still around. It can also be something not so pleasant, if someone is messing with another. I've had both.

I have had people write me about their experiences which were either good or bad ... depending on the situation ... and discovered not all are from spirits. Some were deliberately or innocently done through a physical being using astral projections.

Before one assumes it's coming from the spirit realm, it's always best to investigate all sources first. When nothing can be resolved that way, then your questions should lean in the other direction. Because ... someone just may be trying to tell you something.

Over twenty-five years ago I wouldn't have known a thing about this subject. Funny how life can change that.

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Suicide: Human Sacrifice?

Suicide rates are being reported on the rise. There's information and charts about it all over the internet which one can investigate and confirm this statement. 

A lot of talk is regarding military battle weary minds. However what about the minds of the young or old that do so, or the ones that never faught in a war? Are they involved in neighborhood battles creating these types of weary, suicidal minds?

Maybe it's due to the conspiracies of depleting the population which wars, famine, disease or natural disasters aren't creating fast enough. Right!

We keep forgetting one thing we consider too dark age to discuss ... and continually sweep it under the carpet ... spirit possession or mind attacks.

It's in their minds ... we are told ... but who's in their minds with them and why? Where are these intrusive, negative thoughts coming from and who?

I may be repeating myself with this blog because I said a lot of this in my 2010 video below ... plus much more ... please watch it. It helped me understand a lot.

Human Sacrifice - Then and Now?

http://youtu.be/GGfheGb2-6o

It's an age old awareness that we keep wanting to forget. We have wars and people think they kill their enemies during these battles. We believe we kill our enemies when we put them to death in any form of execution.

That's what we want to believe ... but is it true?

It boils down to one thing: people think they kill their enemies in wars, a fight, or an execution, when all they've done is released their souls back into the universe to be possessed by them or anyone they choose to utilize to help them seek retribution or revenge.

In the ancient days, human sacrifices were offered to the gods to protect them from curses. This feared curse could  possibly be from an enemy or tribe that they could have been warring with or have done a transgression against ... give up a life to "appease the gods" (spirits) ... and most of the time it was a child's life ... eventually becoming an animal's life to make them more humane in their sacrifice.

However, did it ever really work? Did the tormenting of minds continue even after the dutiful sacrifice?

Today, our deliberate ignorance of possession is allowing suicides because we cover it with medication that has been known to make it worse. Instead of dealing with this as a viable subject, because it's something from our past that's considered dark age thinking, we cover it with mind altering substances or medication to no avail. 

Or, maybe our ignorance is due to those who don't want us to know they (spirits) exist, so they can continue seeking their vengeance upon the minds of the unsuspecting until they get them to perform their desired sacrifice ... suicide ... even utilizing their loved ones to assist in the dirty deed. 

The ancient Chinese had a philosophical point of view that makes a lot of sense regarding this subject: "keep your enemies alive, they will suffer longer."

Hmmm...

Maybe they felt that a soul incarnated will suffer in their physical responsibilities and learn from their suffering ... possibly making them better people in the long run.

Maybe those who wish to possess should consider that enticing someone to commit suicide could backfire on them ... when they release their souls back into the universe they may have just created a monster onto themselves ... seeking vengeance .... going after their loved ones to commit suicide in retaliation.

And ... we the smart ... the intelligent ... the oh so scientifically aware .... keep allowing these suicides.

Why? Because we, in our superior egos, know better then our ancestors? Right!

One may wonder ... when will it ever end? Sadly, it hasn't ended in thousands of years due to hate and ignorance. Which is only saying that hate and ignorance is still how we react ... and that we, apparently, haven't learned a thing in thousands of years. 

Sacrifice? Suicide? Stupidity? Science?

We Are Not One

I've always had a problem with the phrase "we are all one," only due to the fact that my common sense tells me we are all unique individual souls based on our soul journeys.

We are not unified and we are not in harmony. No matter how much we profess it, we cannot make something that isn’t for numerous reasons.

Even guidance has given me doubt about this phrase many, many times, but I kept quiet because I believe timing is everything ... no accidents in the universe ... if it's meant to be it will be ... be patient.

Besides, no one likes their euphoric bubble popped. However, I don’t like living in make-believe either.

It has to add up, it has to feel right. This has never been either to me. A puzzle piece has to fit and not forced into place. I felt this was being forced, so I rejected it.

Then, this morning, I saw this Bible quote and knew guidance was saying it was time.

Isaiah 55:8: For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.

Pretty much indicates we are not all one ... just as I’ve been guided to believe for years.

We are a multi-cultured and multi-faith planet that’s diverse in our daily practices and belief systems.

We are all grains of sands on the shores of life trying to make ends meet while we live and learn.

We can try to get along but we choose not to, at times, because each of us are still expressing our individuality. We are all still learning ... still experiencing ... still exploring life ... still exerting our will.

We walk in our shoes, not another's shoes. We are asked to, metaphorically, walk in another's, only to understand their life ... if we choose to.

Like stars in the night sky, we are all part of the universe, yet I am not you and you are not me.

We are all individuals belonging to the whole but still individuals.

The Subconscious Golden Rule?

I believe, I've finally figured out this Golden Rule thing (do to others as you would have them to do to you).

Maybe it's a subconscious past programming we keep repeating, or not wanting to repeat, because we forgot about it or we're not being allowed to move on.

When someone feels the need to knock me upside my head over something, maybe it's because they want me to do something I don't want to do or stop doing something I'm doing ... because they do or don't do it. Furthermore, they expect me to do the same to them ... if they ever forget their programming.

Tit for tat! Watching each other's backs. Subconsciously, without conscious awareness of the whys or wherefores. 

Also, it may be just stubbornness in wanting to reprogram and others are trying to keep us on our original path and we're fighting them ... and we're doing what we can to reprogram them. These confusing thoughts lead to anger, while everyone is doing unto others, because they are subconsciously expecting the same in return and haven't figured that part out, yet.

Hmmm ... sounds like karma thing too ... cause and effect. We're just helping one another remember ... over and over and over again ... to "find" ourselves or to "remain" ourselves.

Maybe "doing unto others" because we fear change ... even within ourselves? A psychological battle of wills? Who will win?

It's kind of like telling someone: Look, I'm on this pedestal and if I ever fall off of it, you come along and make sure I get back on it ... no matter what. You know I can be stubborn. Okay? Do whatever it takes, even if it takes me a few lifetimes to figure it out that you're just helping me remember something I've forgotten. I'll do the same for you. Deal?

Only time has moved on and maybe the pedestal doesn't work anymore, yet people won't let you forget it.

Who's this dude that wants to keep knocking me upside my head?

But ... you said!!

But ... I changed my mind.

But ... you said not to let you.

But ... that was then this is now!

No wonder we keep battling with one another ... maybe even subconsciously justifying the "do unto others!" 

You see? We've fallen off our pedestals and can't (or won't) get back up!

Shapeshifting Through Reality?

Someone asked me a question this morning about "is it possible to shapeshift through reality?"

I thought I'd share guidance's response because, it seems to me, there's so much "reality" bordering on ... well, you can imagine.

However, I always think it may be one other person who really needs this message ... so I share for that reason.

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You're question is vague.

No human can shape-shift as we're not genetically designed of this ability and reality depends on who's reality.

Some live with their head in the clouds and fantasized a lot of things. Doesn't make it real ... just their reality or perception of real based on awareness that can be limited.

Is it a tangible 3d (based on our five senses) reality or an imagination reality (based on our sixth sense)?

Because our minds can play tricks on us ... even in a 3d reality.

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Then I suggested this video be watched of what I learned on what things can happen to trick one's mind when unaware.

I may get comments about this being not someone's truth ... or reality ... and that's ok. Everyone's reality can be different based on different experience and awareness. 

Keeping it real, nowadays, can be a challenge.

To keep it real for me, I use the divine message I got a long time ago about honoring our five senses when using our sixth sense. It works for me. It keeps me grounded. It keeps me from having flights of fancy.

Shape Shifting or Transfiguration?

http://youtu.be/ZHZvTOVZYtk

Men ... Gird Your Loins

Last night, my husband told me he had read a news article about some area in northern Canada selling their children for money as sex slaves out of desperation. 

After reviewing many sites on the Web, that attested to this, I decided not to list any particular site because there were too many that anyone can investigate. 

Sadly, this is not an issue in that area only.  

However, the reason for this blog was what happened after my husband told me. I felt sad that they were so desperate to do such a deplorable thing. I sent a message out to the universe (God): "men, please, PLEASE take control of yourselves before you destroy this planet."

My feelings were: with your negative, self-serving, and destructive actions. 

My feelings were: because it's also creating the negativity within some women to cater to your needs out of feeling powerless to do otherwise and you take advantage of it instead of being men. 

My feelings were of unwanted or aborted children, due to thoughtless behavior, much less children extorted in this manner because of no control over their loins. 

Sometime later, I heard a very strange but divine message: "men, gird your loins."

The feeling I got from that message was: it's time for responsible and conscientious behavior. 

A divine request? Is there something in the works? Something to prepare for? Will they listen? After all, do they have to obey? Do they care? Can "animals" do more then genetically conditioned? 

Or ... are we just whistling in the wind once again?

Thankfully, not all men (or women), do such despicable, criminal things, but I hope the universe keeps playing this message over and over again ... men, gird your loins .... to program the minds of those who keep feeling they need to take advantage of the innocent, suffering, or weak minds as toys to their sexual desires.

It's shameful, it's abusive and it's sad, that this plays out in any gender. Yet, the finger of blame seems to point mainly at the male gender because of their time in history of having more rights over women and children ... until recently ... at least in my country. Some countries still treat them as property ... to do what they will with them. 

Don't be defensive, we know it's a fact.

Please get control of your loins. Stop misusing it! It's not a toy to play with, especially with children. Stop producing and abusing them.

I hope we will continue to have honorable men who will stand up to this atrocity? 

Because ....I'm only the messenger and the message did say: MEN ... gird your loins. 

Meditation

A long time ago I was trying to understand what meditation meant. A enlightened teacher told me this: "Prayer is asking and meditating is listening. People pray all the time but they don't sit still long enough to hear the answer."

I've since learned that hearing can be distorted and tricks can be played on one's mind ... especially young or unsuspecting minds. Developing our ability to feel, along with seeking those divine answers, can help ward off mischievous behavior.

All this can take time as in anything one wants to master within their profession.

Entitlement? Really?

It still amazes me that some people have this feeling of entitlement ... a belief that one is deserving of or entitled to certain privileges.

There's a fine line between equality of rights versus I want it even though I haven't worked for it, much less earned it, just because others have it.

I have a problem of the attitude: I'm asking, I deserve it, but you say no? What?! How dare you say no to me?!

That attitude.

My oldest daughter would get upset with me when she came to me for something and I had to say no. I told her, one day, to come to me with your request expecting a no and if you get a yes, you'll be happy.

Later, when I heard the saying, "God answers all prayers but sometimes the answer may be no," it made me think of what I told her.

Sure we can ask, we should ask, but we shouldn't always expect the answer will be yes, especially when the one asked may not be willing or able to respond that way. We don't always understand what's going on in their mind. We don't always want to know, either, because that may keep us from asking in the first place.

Right?

I think I would prefer to think it will be no, that way I'm not disappointed. It's what I expected, so I didn't allow myself to be set up to be upset. I learned this at a young age, being from a big family, and it kept me emotionally uninvolved with my wants ... learning that not all my wishes will be or should be fulfilled.

However, if the answer was yes ...  whoopee ... now, I'm happy!

Yes, one should ask but not expect or feel entitled. Keeping one's emotions in check promotes a healthier attitude. It keeps one from feeling angry which can lead to hate because they felt they were entitled to a yes but got a no and now wants revenge. Jeez!

Maybe it could be a yes but you haven't asked the right person yet. It doesn't pay to be angry with the one that says no, to me that's just a waste of time and energy that could be spent in finding the one that may say yes ... if it's important enough to do so.

Unless one prefers to be angry and hateful ... I sure don't. I see so many people today that are stressed to the max all due to their concept of entitlement ... with or without justification ... all because they have been told no ... over what they feel is unfair ... over what they feel is wrong.

Yet, they are being angry in their impotence in handling it and spend time complaining instead of pursuing the person or thing that can provide a yes ... not by blowing themselves or others up over it but by using intellect and legal recourse.

And ... if it's still a no than better luck next time ... because ... God answers all prayers but sometimes the answer is no. Remember?

Maybe the no is to teach us something.

Maybe the no means we're not ready for the yes ... yet.

Maybe the timing is off.

Why should I go and spend fifty dollars on a pair of designer jeans, just to fulfill someone's wants, not necessarily needs, when money was needed for groceries, etc.?

Now ... apply that reasoning on a business level .... or country level ... or a universal level.

Your feelings of entitlement may slowly wash away when you see the bigger picture.

Think about it.