Warning: What you are about to read, or hear, is true ... some parts may be horrific and astonishing.
I was sensing that I needed to share my attacks here on my blog, so I sat down this evening to write what I was inspired to share and what I had already shared on videos and my true story book.
I wanted to share my story to, hopefully, inspire others, based on my experiences, to combat the things they are painfully suffering. I know you are not me ... you may not know what I know ... and even with what I know there is no guarantees ... but everything has a starting point. Maybe I will inspire your starting point just as others have been inspired to think beyond their original programming ... their beliefs.
If nothing else, it will make you think ... hmmm....
Furthermore, I will also swear on any holy book, or take any lie detector test, that everything I say in this blog is the truth of my experiences. It is not meant to frighten but to educate. I only pray your thoughts aren't block, so you will be able to read the blog and watch the videos without interference. I do know this is possible to block or distract someone as it's happened to me and others many times.
Back in 2008, I decided to share my telekinetic attacks, done through projected and held thoughts, which were many, painful frightening and horrific. I made two You Tube videos and talked about it. At the end of the second video, I listed what I had experienced ... the same list that you will see below ... which started back in late 1987 and continues, occasionally, today. The worse was back then, but I did have some intense moments before making my videos.
Many things have abated but they have never completely ended. Since making my videos, others have come forward to share their mental and/or physical attacks. It is with mixed emotions to say that I was glad I wasn't the only one being treated in this horrific manner. I still do have attacks but these have only been discussed in some of my videos I made, along with family and friends.
I'm just fighting fire with fire ... if I'm attacked, I will make vlogs and blogs to inform and educate. It's how I retaliate ... not with violence but peacefully informing.
Video One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtPJHVE5tec
Video Two
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nScw9TmUbT4
To continue, even though I was documenting them all along, it took time to teach others to help become the proof I needed back then ... to train others to see what happened to me, even while things were still coming my way.
Sadly, the reason I had to call my students back and train them into mind power, was due to the fact that I had written many people for guidance with little to no response. In a fearful quandary, I decided that I had to possibly open a gateway of hurt and pain to them because I had no other choice. To me, it was no different then getting someone to combat in a battle that they elected to do for whatever reason. I will be forever grateful for their support.
In addition, not knowing how long my You Tubes videos would be available, due to trollers and spammers, I decided to self publish my true story, with Lulu, which I had written a very long time ago. This was accomplished after many years of not being able to publish my story due to upfront costs, etc. that I could not afford ... along with help from several friends to proof read for me.
With self-publishing finally being available, it made me realize that timing was everything and I decide to go this way ... after a few nudges from guidance. After that, I began to self publish many more books to tell my story and to educate people which can be found at this link on Lulu: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/Atomarane
The below listed documented attacks is included in my true story towards the end of the book from pages 236 to 240. It also has a list of people (not included in this blog) that I contacted over the years, among other things I did, and what responses I received, if any.
Link to my true story: Great Flame Within ... Story of a Forgotten Master
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DOCUMENTED & VERIFIED PHYSICAL & MENTAL ABUSE THROUGH TELEKINETIC ATTACKS
None of what I am sharing is meant to put fear
in anyone but to help understand our bodies, minds and souls with a greater
awareness. The major attacks are gone but even though I have gathered more
spiritual beings around me for protection, now and then some barbs still get
through … I have no problem taking any lie detector test either.After losing the protection of my spirit guide, due to his walk-ins for me, it opened a doorway of hateful telekinetic attacks. Anyone who communicates to the spirit world can also verify this abuse as it will never leave the Universe/Akashic Records … the truth will always be there.
The protection knowledge was used in order to save my life ... under some of the most barbaric, inhumane and extreme hardships and hurts imaginable to me. I shudder to think that even with all that I had gone through, I cannot imagine the torment and torture given to a prisoner of war by those of any sadistic nature.
Though the list will provide you with the areas of attacks, they cannot begin to tell you of the emotional stress suffered by me. For clarity in understanding this list, please remember, all of the incidents listed were done while I heard and saw things, even their various reasons for doing it, at the same time they were being inflicted.
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HEAD, FACE AND THROAT
01. Popping on head (top & back).
02. Intense pain in left side of face.
03.
Energy, with pressure in mind, to
put asleep.
04.
Burning and pressure on head.
05.
Energy in front of eyes to blur
vision.
06. Stinging in eyes, creating tears.
07. Smothering feeling.
08. Interference with voice while singing.
09.
Sinus being drained.
10. Pain in left ear.
11. Pain in right side of temple.
12. Tickling on face (hearing "tears in
her soul").
13. Nose bleeds.
14. Seeing projections in front of face to
close down mind sight.
15. Pain in throat, sore throat, hoarseness
… to keep from talking.
16. Created cold...flu.
17. Smells placed under nose.
TORSO...OTHER
01. Rib (on right side) being pushed out on
numerous occasions.
02. Lungs heavy, unable to breathe (normally
during bathing only).
03. Popping in chest area (hearing
"soul's going away").
04. Burning and vibrations in heart area,
feelings of heart not beating (hearing "stop her heart").
05. Pain in breast (mostly left).
06. Burning and hunger feeling in stomach.
07. Burning in right shoulder.
08. Vibrations through body as a nervous
attack.
09. Numbness in arms and hands.
10. Burning pain in left area of intestines
(old pain being shown how it was done again.)
11. Pinching and pulling up feeling in
rectum while trying to have bowel movement (hearing "close her
down").
12. Intense cramping in full area of
intestines.
13. Energy in rectum to simulate gas
(hearing "fart").
14. Burning and popping on buttocks.
15.
Vibrations in bladder, creating
urgency to urinate.
16. Three times (April '88 only) urine
showed dark (blood) with no pain, as would be the case with an infection.
17.
Popping in thigh area.
18. Sunburn was affected with intensity and
then let up, as if one moment it burned and then no burning at all.
19. Pins and needles in legs and feet.
20. Intense pain in heels.
21. Cramping in right shoulder and back.
22. Toes being moved back and forth while in
bed trying to sleep.
23. Cold chills, shivers and heat flashes
... hearing things like … this is necessary.
24. Tickling feelings (like a bug crawling)
in various areas of the body.
25. Nausea (several minor and several major
occasions).
26. Passing out (nearly) in shower, March
'89 after soul interchange, with intense pressure in my brain.
27. Major area of attack ... loins ...
major and minor degrees of burning, pinching, pain, pressure and vibrations ...
changing location of attack constantly ... while hearing different statements
regarding the location of attack. Never diseased ... just to stress; heard many
reasons for these attack.
MIND (PSYCHING OUT)
01. Hearing someone (?) yelling words like
"fart", "Charlene," and a lot of profanity.
02. Projecting profanity while in a state of
anger to entice repeating of the words (power thoughts).
03. Blocking "thoughts" to and
from mind in order to prevent finding out who was doing the attacking and why.
04. Projecting words not intended to say ...
confusing sentence structure (making me say things like shit instead of shoot
or blocking me from talking correctly).
05. Projecting emotions of humor (especially
when in tears), anger, sorrow (to make me cry) and hate.
06. Putting vulgar visuals in front of my
mind.
07. Hearing things like ..."I don't
want you to work" (meaning keep me broke), "allow the love of the loins"
(meaning pain me in my loin area) "we have a soul connection" (areas
of attack to the body then were head, chest and loin area).
08. Hearing nonsense/craziness daily as if
these "people" were lunatics.
09. Using codes to allow sadistic thought to
the body: White circle ... we've gone
full circle (in their little group). Baton ... relay to the next person. Glass,
syringe, etc ... all meaning something; a dream of a well-known channeler
showed me a charm bracelet with all the code symbols on it ... given to this
woman from her husband.
10. "Power Dreams" - the feeling of
being picked up and bodily thrown around and pained on numerous
occasions ... to instill fear ... stopped counting after twenty or so
incidents.
*****
This is a list of names from a few people who have willingly agreed to
testify to the validity of my statements and to my character. Signatures of
each are documented and on file for anyone's perusal.
__Date____________________________Name_________
July
26, 1989 C.
O. Jones
July
26, 1989 D.
C. Jones
July
26, 1989 C.
A. Darras
August
1, 1989 K.D.
Evans
August
14, 1989 S.
Arbogast
August
15, 1989 L.
Rambo
September
1989 A. Garcia
*****
Over twenty years later and after making a few videos on You
Tube, about my story, I began to get emails from all over the world of other’s
experiences on psychic attacks; vicious and even sexual … some even children …
some are now my friends and some are still going through attacks. There didn’t
seem to be any rhythm or reason to any of it … it was just plain insanity. To say I was relieved that this wasn’t just happening to me would be an understatement, but I was still appalled over it happening to others, and it didn’t solve my problem as well as theirs.
Everything that is written in this book … and I affirm that it is the truth of my experiences even though I don’t require anyone to believe them … it is what I saw, heard and felt; supported by a few people that know how to do this or can attest to my character. There is just too much adding up from then and even now to not find truth in what I and others have gone through.
Were we all being set up or still being set up; if so, by whom and why? I am not pointing fingers of blame or accusing anyone of anything. I cannot even dislike my enemy, whoever that is/was, as I don’t want to give back what I learned from it all … it would be like going back to grade school after getting a university degree.
I just want peace for me and these people … peace on earth and elsewhere … maybe that’s too much to ask.
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I'm not referring to any everyday illness or any long term illness culminating in death, I refer to the ones who are aware there is something extraordinary going on around their minds and bodies. Their minds and bodies being tormented with what most cannot see; taunting them to commit crimes against society.
Yes, we may say that all life moves on and who cares, we are not here to save the world (something I have heard many times), however I constantly see things on the Internet about abolishing cruelty to animals, or anyone, and if we choose to turn our minds away from this form of cruelty, we are just as guilty of allowing it as those that do it.
Education in this awareness must be done in order to help those understand what goes on around us all ... not a select few ... but everyone. Yet, I also am well aware of the collective thought many are up against with closed mindedness of this awareness. Is this deliberate ... with all this information out there?
If we keep ignoring it, allowing people to think it's only in their minds and that they are crazy ... then they will be programmed to be this way and some will continue to be puppets of destruction to those who pull their strings. Sure it's a mental illness ... it's a mind (body) involve and it's under attack ... but who's really creating it and why?
In fact, are people really having any illness based on themselves and their environment or is something more involved? Look at my psychic attacks again ... it's no joke ... this really happened to me ... painful memories of it happening.
Becoming more aware will benefit, most of all, our health and longevity. We pull the strings and no one else. I don't mean forever, but to know we allow what we do and no one elects themselves to be our hidden or invisible tormentor ... at least without recourse to stop it ... to defend our lives that we manifest without another trying to take over it.
If we can be more aware of the invisible ... the visible situations will take care of themselves.
We have to start somewhere ... or not ... we can continue on with this same insanity of allowing telekinetic attacks because we keep shutting down to it be a reality. We can continue onwards with the puppeteers who enjoy their puppets ... just as before ... playing games out of boredom while our bodies and minds suffer sickness after sickness. Sickness that is not from our doing (undoing) ... but just because they have nothing better to do.
That happens when one becomes apathetic or bored with life. I think today's terminology states it better ... zombies ... unfeeling, uncaring souls of mass destruction.
It's your call ... it's your life. I'm still here after my entire life has been psychically attacked but only being more aware of it since I was awakened ... being more aware since my training on what to do.
Most importantly, even with my training, an attack of such a huge proportion will take me out of my life here ... and these are the threats I've been hearing for over a year ... from someone out there who just doesn't like me ... still.
Can't understand why ... I like me ... others like me. ;-)
Maybe it's because I stopped allowing my strings to be pulled ... I am a challenge.
Even after all this, I can still smile at my jokes and joke with others.
Maybe it was my sense of humor that saved me.
Nah ... it was my stubbornness.
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