Psychic Self-Defense: Psychokinesis Police

Recently, I had a friend write about her attacks which included a few feely/touchy "sexual" attacks. I wanted to share my reply (below) so it can help others understand what I and many, many others, who have communicated with me over the years, have or are experiencing. This isn't psychosomatic "feelings," it's very painful or irritating, and astrally projected from outside of the person receiving it. 

Because of my psychic attack experiences, I've learned that the more people develop mind power, there will be those who will use it for evil purposes. It's no different from those who wish to keep people in the dark for means of manipulation. Based on years of correspondence, these attacks are being done to any gender or age without discrimination and for any reason that suits the attacker(s) purposes. 

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They attack me the same way all the time. It's been going on for over twenty five years and nothing's stopped it completely. I've heard things like "f" her or "f" off as well as screw her (or the hell with her) ... all with references to paining or attacking me in that area. It's insane beings we're dealing with. You cannot reason  with insanity.

Anyway, these beings set us up to say things and then attack us for saying it. (Words or sayings that can be used against us in a vile or painful manner.) It's actually been going on most of our life. We're just consciously aware of it and now they think everyone should be experiencing similar things for proof.

I've learned to let it bounce off of me as much as possible. I try to be a calm within a huge storm of insanity. I think of it as lessons from an evil teacher but I take it as if I'm still learning from it. Kind of like ... in your face.

When we help anyone being attacked, we get attacked. Just like the police, we're peace keepers and that can stir up ill will with those who prefer to be terrorists. I don't choose to have this world run by terrorists.

I was taught to protect myself and others. I can incarnate spirits but I found out someone would go bring them back into the universe. They hang around as gangs out there as they do here.

I'm not trying to be a naysayer but I've gone the gamut and know that things like smudging, etc., may only work temporarily but not permanently. If it works at all. They have to believe in it too and many don't. In fact, many mock us for doing it. If you hold a cross up to scare them away, they would have to believe it will harm them. Many don't. But they do believe in our power. Collectively we can combat a lot. They know this. This is why they want to divide people.

Think of it this way. We have police for a reason. Some get hurt. Some are killed. All for the purpose of keeping the peace. Some lose control and attack, because of being attacked, because it becomes an overwhelming job, but someone has to do it or the wild animals will take over.

Until there's peace on earth, there won't be peace in the universe. We do have those out there who help but they are also protecting themselves and aren't always around us unless we ask. That's part of doing an all call.

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As I've mentioned often, what I know is based on my experiences, and I've been through many. I documented all of the severe ones, back when mine started and I was consciously aware of what was going on, but kept my mouth shut due to societies' stigma of people being crazy. Eventually, with times changing, I finally decided to share many of my experiences through videos, books and blogging to help others, including sharing a video of the extreme painful psychic attacks I went through many years ago due to a spirit nemisis. They've never stopped, only abated, but I know why ... I must still be a threat ... even after making videos about more attacks I have had since and others sharing their experiences ....they keep insanely attacking. 

Yes, I know I can't make people believe these experiences. You can lead a horse to water but you can't make it drink. You can't teach anyone not willing to learn. Some are still stuck in old fashion and fearful idealology too. For instance, many people say they call on Archangel Michael for help. I've seen this being stated from many people and from many countries. I began to feel, what if I was that one being fighting for everyone and everyone was calling my name? That has to be extremely overwhelming. After all, there's more people on this planet then ever before. It is illogical to think one being, even with an army, can keep protecting us. That would be similar to all countries just calling on America to help them every time they got into trouble. That's not only illogical but extremely unreasonable. I prefer to call on anyone available, when I do a Universal All Call, and not just assume one being is at my beck and call. Besides, why aren't we learning to protect ourselves? 

Then I got this epiphany. Maybe we are. Maybe we're all going through similar experiences for proof of what others have experienced due to abusive mind power. Maybe it's part of a rigorous training, teaching us to be a "psychokinesis police" (who combat those who abuse mind power). Maybe there are some who just get caught up in the crossfire. Maybe it's angering those who don't want it to happen; using all forms of fear and pain tactics, to prevent us from learning how to protect ourselves or others.

In reflection, if all of this is for some future universal benefit, I can only hope we survive the training.

Spirit Possession or Attack - A Shaman's Ethics: http://youtu.be/TilK0oTqXkA

New Year's Resolution: Healthy Attitude

Earlier today, I posted an article by James Minckler on my Facebook page about how emotions can cause illness. I was noticing how some of my family and friends were commenting about their holiday stress as well as also feeling ill in one way or another. I remembered how we can become ill from internalizing our emotions, especially when some are trying to be so politically correct nowadays, and found something to share about it.

You can read it here. http://www.energybalancing.com/health/emotions.html

Later today, I was putting away a book on my bookshelf and glanced over and saw a book I haven't read in a very long time. It's called: The Complete Guide to Your Emotions and Your Health by Emrika Padus. It was published in 1992. 

I thought: this is interesting, maybe I should look it over again. Was this a coincidence after posting about this subject earlier? Maybe not; the universe does work in mysterious ways.

The book and reviews are on the internet, here's one location: http://www.amazon.com/Complete-Guide-Your-Emotions-Health/dp/0875961444

Anyway, as I opened the book, a newspaper clipping fell out. It was an article by Dr Joyce Brothers; which was probably written back in the early nineties. It was also about health in the form of a quiz. I couldn't find it anywhere online, so I took a picture of it to share (hope it's readable), only because some of the answers surprised me.

Guess it's time to refresh my memory. I'm off to reread the book. Maybe my subconscious mind is telling me to take my own advice or that it's a good New Year's Resolution to make for my health.

Meditating: Seeing Stars

Many years ago, I was meditating and was in this peaceful dark void. However, I still felt emotions around me. Suddenly, these "stars" started showing up and I heard, "these are souls not stars."

I thought: amazing what we don't see, yet what's really there, especially if we know how to look.

Then I was told that "souls" are always there but protected; you have to ask permission to see and then you still might not see because protection and privacy are important. I began to feel that behind every "star" was a living form and these forms could be a spirit, a human or even ET's. I also felt that this was only one thought in the universe to show our connection to one another; connected but not connected ... hidden but not hidden.

Feeling that I was trusted enough to be shown this, I asked to see more. One star was pointed out and guidance pulled back the veil to reveal a female. What surprised me was that it was me; I was viewing myself by way of astral projection. What? Can anything be more astounding? I suddenly realize why this was being done. Emotions were explaining that it was proof of this ability. If I can see me, and the universal emotions were validating the truth of this, then it must work for another or others. In time, I discovered it did. 

I was then shown that many times we are protected by those around us in the spirit world. As I was viewing myself, I noticed other souls around me appeared, revealing their images. I felt, at this point, I was in an All Call with higher beings preparing to teach me. 

It's then that I heard, "Atomarane there's the dark side to this too. If you don't know how to look, you won't know how to see those that hurt people too. Those who don't ask permission. Those who sometimes hide within a body pretending to be their soul. Those that project pain and suffering. Those that use concealment to hide their deeds."

That's when my training began, all those years ago, which included incarnating spirits (video). Learning much more, even about having my mind and mind's eye blocked for protection as well as ill intent. Learning that my training would be a form of quiet "whistle blowing" based on a universal decision to expose more than some were willing to have exposed but doing it with careful consideration. 

Yet, I realized I was limited in helping people. I was still barely being able to help myself and still dealing with attacks because I wouldn't succumb to hateful demands. So when the opportunity presented itself to make videos, books and blogging, I decided to teach what I was taught, in order to help people help themselves. To help in their empowerment instead of doing things for them. It was logical, it made more sense, because I never liked pedestals. 

Anyway, the next time you're in a meditative dark void, mentally ask permission to see some "stars" and see what's allowed. I think of it as making a phone call before showing up at someone's house. So please be respectful and keep your distance. You never know who else is in the universe being trained. 

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Incarnating Spirits with the Hand of God: http://youtu.be/cqwQ4DO4oiA

Another Interesting Dad Dream

This morning, I had another dream with my dad in it. I shared one before from November 20th ... a month ago. This one was very different. 

In the dream, I woke early but went outside to sit for awhile ... so as to not wake anyone. As I was sitting outside (not at my house, by the way ... more like a cabin in the woods), my dad walked by looking like his younger self (somewhere in between of these pictures of him ... hair was more dark then grey).

I said hi, he smiled but walked towards this older model, teal color car (maybe from the sixties ... something like this picture) and started to get in it. I even wondered why he was driving this old car. I yelled over to him and asked, "where are you going?" He looked at me and smiled saying, "got things to do."

For some reason, I felt I needed to check the time that I saw him. I got up and looked inside the house from the window and saw a clock ... it was 7:45 am.

After that, things went in a myriad of dreaming and I finally woke up. That part about dad was the only thing I remembered.

What got me about this part of the dream is the amount of intensity of light and feelings that was going on. My feelings knew he had crossed over and I wanted to talk about what he had been doing. My feelings also knew I needed to know the time I saw him. The intensity of energy paled after he left.

Still haven't figure out the time part yet, but I believe that the younger self part was his way of saying he's in prime form and maybe the car part was saying he's has help in doing what he needs to do. Kind of like: got to roll (car) ... "things to do" (I can handle it).

What I find interesting is that I have had many family members cross over, but never had a dream about them, that I can remember, or at least with such vividness as this and my other dream with my dad in it a month ago. Neither dream felt negative but more like hidden messages. Maybe he's telling me I've got things to do and get my old body moving because it's still got life in it. ;-)

Writers: Baring One's Soul

Earnest Hemingway's quote about bleeding when you write gave me an ah-ha moment. As a writer, I believe I know why he felt that way. It's sharing one's heart and knowing it will be opened to the slings and arrows of public criticism. It's the same for any artist, crafter, dancer, actor, musician, singer, or entertainer, and realizing that what we do is allowing a double edge sword to our emotions: condemnation or commendation. 

Many writers bare their soul, sharing their truth within, sometimes with obsession and without any thought of glory. Yes, recognition may be important but unloading this burden off our chest is too. We have a story to tell and writing becomes our creative outlet. To stop doing what we love isn't an option. We know that criticism may cause suffering, but if we don't write what's profoundly felt, we may suffer (bleed) more than any opprobrium from another. 

Sexual Psychic Attacks: Email Response

As a foreword to the email question I received and my response, I would like to say that many already know our world has its dark side. This blog's topic is only one of the things that contributes to it. Hopefully, by sharing information, it will help others relinquish their fears of telling their personal stories, to help them come out of their psychic attack closet. 

Yes, it's an unpleasant topic, for some, but sweeping it under a rug, or burying our head in a hole, doesn't make it better ... especially to those who have experienced it ... especially if it's a loved one involved. Because, anyone not knowing about things of this nature may think a person is crazy, or whatever "psychological" label that may be tagged onto them. I may have felt the disbelief too if I hadn't faced it myself. That, and reading the many stories from people who wrote me with similar scenarios over the years, which inadvertently validated my story, helped me understand the seriousness of this subject. 

Understandably, you may say that there could be those writing me to pull the wool over my eyes, but my awareness is written in testimonials at my website for anyone interested. 

To continue, this person and I have corresponded for some time and is quite willing to learn by asking questions; knowing it could invoke ridicule by sharing personal information, but pushing beyond that fear to open a door of better understanding. Because, there are some (experiencing any form of psychic attack with improper guidance) who could be led into suicidal thoughts, including committing suicide, because of their pain and fears. Some may even be pushed to murder others due to their torment. Hopefully this blog may shed more light on this dark subject, along with creating more compassion to those who experience such things. 

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Email received:

Hello again :) I know I always come with questions but I'm under influence, as you know, and as you've been too. Maybe you could help me understand a bit better.

This thing spirit/negative being or whatever it is, is usually massaging my private area, as I've said, and touching me all over the arms, like giving a hug, or stroking my hair and legs and whatnot. Do you know why they do that? Is it to make a person accept them into their lives or just for the heck of it? Like they enjoy doing it or what's the point?

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My response (with the help of universal guidance/personal understanding):

It's a multitude of reasons. Some are saying it's for proof that this is done to people. The more people that it's done to, it validates others. To prove this dimension exists and people aren't crazy that's experiencing it. 

It's also due to the hate in the world and the people who have mental issues including psychopaths and sexual predators that may be sent to us to have them learn lessons in better behavior. They think they're around to only torment but forget that lessons can be both ways. They aren't always willing to behave. They don't realize they are being used and are only minions. They go along with the gangs they hang with out there. Feeding off of one another in their slow self-destruction. 

Some of it is to teach us how to protect ourselves and eventually others. As we listen to what's going on around us, they actually let us know what they're doing, why they're doing it, and how we can circumvent their attacks. 

Some of it is to antagonize, to make us want to commit suicide. The strong will survive scenario ... and ... yes ... there are those who are mentally imbalanced that feel it is their job to push people to their limits. These imbalanced souls can still be in physical form and not just spirits.  

It's also due to anyone around you who is holding court over you, sending lower life forms to you to be better aware or used to hurt. These lower life forms may be placed anywhere in our body and in their sleep state can have their minds used to pain us. Sometimes, it could be done unconsciously, because they could be acting out scenarios in a dream state. Sometimes, it could be another's mind that is astral projecting to us while asleep and dreaming; acting out in their dream without knowing they're being used to inflict pain, depending on how close they get to us. Many things to consider before reacting. That's why it's best to be patient.

As I said, so many scenarios that I've heard or witnessed over many years of being a listener to what goes on out there and what's been occurring to me or others. Again, be patient and don't react too fast. Ask permission from higher guidance when you do an all call for help. Let those of knowing guide you and to help those around you to move on. Keep busy with normal day to day activities. It keeps your mind grounded in 3d stuff while dealing with mind stuff. Keep your energies elevated with things that bring you joy ... movies, music or any such distractions. I find some don't want us to be happy, so they may attack more when we do. I talk to them and ask them to release me from their soul; behave and think about the karma they're creating for their future. Similar to a parent telling a child, is this how you wish to be treated?

Hope that helps. 

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There can be different things involved depending on each individual. This was only a general list of reasons that I've heard over many years. I also know that ignoring it doesn't always make darkness go away, but awareness can bring it into the light.

I'm not here to save the world; I make videos and write blogs and books because I, along with others, can at least teach people to hopefully save themselves. This blog's picture is from one of my books: Soul Searching For Truth. I wrote it to help people understand that  ignorance isn't bliss. I'm not saying one needs to take all the steps to be a metaphysician anymore than a physician, but we should be aware of everything that can effect one's health as much as possible. Education is part of life and being smarter. 

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Emotions: Love-Hate versus Like-Dislike

I consider myself an observer of people, something I've done all my life. It's helped me help others during their emotional turmoils. Even as a child, it seemed I was helping people resolve issues. As the years progressed, I learned that love and hate can be very controlling emotions, especially when we love or hate with intensity; we can forget reasoning or common sense. Also, like flipping a switch, if we love with intensity, we can hate with intensity. Because of that fine line, I came to a conclusion that I prefer the emotions behind the words of like or dislike instead.

They seem to hold less power over people.

I wouldn't even allow my children to say they hated someone in front of me. One day, one of my daughters was so angry at someone she slipped and said hate. I corrected her and said, you mean dislike. She was so upset that she turned around and asked if it was alright to intensely dislike? Knowing she was just venting, I smiled and told her, "yes, you can intensely dislike." Then we both saw the humor in what we were saying and started laughing, disfusing her anger.

Laughter really is good for healing.

Another time, I was talking to one of my stepsons, when he was a teen, about his frustration with his biological mom. He was asking me why should he love her? I sat down next to him and explained that God wants us to love everyone but that doesn't mean we have to like them over any particular opinion or like them all the time. There is a difference. There are times we love people but we don't always like everything they say or do. It's why we can be in love with someone and put up with the things we may not always like about them. However, if the dislikes start taking over the likes, the love will suffer and may lead to hate.

Love may be blind but it shouldn't be stupid.

I once asked a friend why she was with someone that she seemed to dislike more than like. I saw the disrespect they both had for each other, even calling each other vulgar names. She told me it was because she loved him. I was shocked and asked if she would allow a friend to treat her that way? Her reply was, "of course not!" I continued, "then why are you allowing it from him, someone you say you love? Why do you put up with that type of behavior if you wouldn't tolerate it from anyone else?"

Why do we?

Years went by and I developed my metaphysical awareness. I learned about attachments and karma. I learned why people do the things they do. I learned we were with people, at times, for lessons to be learned. Many times, the lessons were painful. The love and hate causing wounds so deep that healing was difficult. I watched people meet and separate over it because they forgot that like and dislike were important too. I helped a young man understand why his wife left him. Apparently, she was sent to help him but he wasn't learning a lesson he needed. The universe moved her on to be able to send another. Someone that would come along and be stronger for him. I helped him realize that in order to move on, he had to let her go with love ... with no hate in his heart. Only then would the door open to what he wanted.

Lessons and more lessons!

Many times, people cling to someone because their inner love and self worth are lacking. If you wouldn't put up with a friend treating you harshly, than why a lover? If you don't like what you see in others, don't become them. If you want someone special in your life, be it yourself. If you don't like you, how can you expect another to like you?

If we expect less, we may get less.

Based on all my life's lessons, I would rather live alone than allow someone's hate or dislike of me to abuse me. You may say, but your life's lessons taught you this, maybe we need to learn lessons the hard way too.

Seriously?

Than why do we bother sharing information? A smart person learns from their mistakes but a smarter person learns from another's. Love yourself or like yourself. Either way, take no less from another, but don't let it fester into extreme dislike or hate ... destructive emotions. No one should walk around with a chip on their shoulder because we all have our crosses to bear. Arrogance makes one think they're the only one suffering. In this day and age, with all the help that's available, with all the knowledge that's available, we should be better at controlling ourselves.

Or, are we still no more advanced than the emotional mentality of barbarians?

Psychics: Be Careful of Hasty Judging

Hasty judging is a decision made, or conclusion formed, which is quickly decided upon based on something heard or seen in a moment. There may be something within our programming that causes us to consciously or unconsciously forget other data may be available, which could be extremely necessary to form a better conclusion and hopefully prevent detrimental  effects.

I like to share a story that taught me about what can happen when one maintains a hasty judgment, which was made by me due to my personal programming and news media reporting at that time. It reminded me that "truths" can change often.

A few years ago, my daughter and I were discussing eating in bed and I told her I always thought about the singer Mama Cass dying because of eating in bed. Immediately my daughter replied: mom, she died of a heart attack.

I started to disagree with her (hastily judging her remark due to my programming) but felt something was amiss, as I had felt doubt when I said it. In all the years since she died, I never saw anything to contradict the original sensational news reporting. Of course, I hadn't asked either.

I've often told people: when in doubt, check it out. So, I asked her to hold on while I asked guidance. I promptly heard: your daughter is correct. I immediately told her what I heard, and yes, I did verify it later too.

This was a great lesson in not being hasty in saying something was a fact, especially when we first start hearing things with any media reporting and forget to check back for any changes to it. Apparently, as I've learned, they don't always have their facts correct when first reporting. Understandable.

Verifying facts is vital today, due to the many avenues of sharing information. We need to check for facts from more than one reliable source. This may prevent us from, as my daughter said that day, regurgitating non-truths.

It helped me understand why even psychics can have problems, especially if they're hastily pulling from their programming instead of searching their higher self or higher awareness. We are not on the clock 24/7, so to speak, and can also have confusion or mental blocks for numerous reasons. Generally, as we improve our abilities, we should be on alert and sense when this is occurring. Then it's best to keep council with ourselves, sense that a feeling of doubt is telling us something, or say we don't know ... to prevent foot in mouth disease.

In conclusion, yes our programing can cloud our perceptions ... our knowing ... however it may be universal truth clouding it, as in: stay out of it; it's not for you to know at this time. That's understandable too. Maybe they too ... the heavenly ones ... are waiting for the dust to settle (court is still in session or the jury is still out) before making a conclusion ... to prevent hasty judging.

Perpetuating Government Involvement

Wouldn't it be more logical to stop asking "the government" to do so many things for us, especially when we also ask them to stay out of our business?

I hear this so often: what's the government doing about it?

I think: what are we doing about it?

It only makes sense that if we don't want the government, any government, involved in our life, we need to stop asking them to be involved in it.

Observation, over the years of seeing this type of mentality, makes me think we're perpetuating a very lazy and selfish society. The type that says: I want you to give me everything, but I don't expect to do anything in return, or want you to have any say in it.

I can't see this being allowed within a family nucleus, why would any government be different? Can you imagine a child telling a parent that they are entitled to things bought by a parent, but the parent can't put restrictions on it or them? Right!

If we're always asking for help, then we need to remember that sometimes strings may be attached to that. Think not? Try borrowing money from another and reading the fine print on a contract.

Still think that asking the government for help doesn't cause that "fine print" with our demands?

Still think we're not perpetuating government involvement?

Not Everything is Black and White

If people take the time to look more closely at history, they will see there's been hardships and opportunities for many people many times. These pictures only represent two races but others races have had their history of good and bad too ... not everything is black and white.

I know these pictures are small but anyone can find the larger versions on the internet just as I did by just searching for them.

Racial Profiling: Seeing Beyond Color

I have a few friends who have what I consider an old mind in a young body. I like talking to them because of their ability to use reason and logic as well as empathy.

The other day, one of them shared a video of white authority abuse on black that someone had shared with her. She was saddened by it. I wrote back that it's actually both ways but we hardly see this in our media reporting. I then shared a video of black authority abuse on white.

She's was also appalled about the abuse on the video I shared and stated: "Like, really? And this is the stuff some people just choose not to see. It's funny that some people would rather argue that it's racial discrimination than it is a human issue. It's something either mentally unstable about these people, or they just don't quite see what they're doing wrong. Regardless something needs to be done. It's getting a little too out of hand."

I was glad to see she understood how one sided our media is about this and decided to reply with more information to help her understand what I knew; what I've seen over many years of being here. 

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I totally agree. It is out of hand and something should be done but it's a lot to consider to change anything and many won't, due to some misconceived notion that people or the government owe them anything, which keeps them from doing right for themselves ... legally. It's not like we live in the dark ages, we do have many means to help people today. I just finally figured that some don't really want that help because of arrogant mentality.

It's also due to too many thinking they're being wronged by others when the real wrong is within themselves. They're living in a self destruction mode of thinking. Is it racial profiling or are law enforcers working off their energy of being thugs? Then it would be thug profiling and rightfully so in my book. People should look at all the races that our police deal with everywhere ... there are thugs in every race but we only hear about white against black with our news media. Maybe law enforcers become thugs to fight back? It sure looks like what I've been seeing over the years. Bigger cities have the worse crime and the biggest issues with police. Think about it. Their hate and violence energy is bouncing off of each other. That can become a problem when they move out of the big city and take their attitudes into small towns too.

Another problem is that we employ police to protect us against wrong but when someone wrongs against the police it's just another cop killed; the heck with the fact they have family left behind from being murdered. Some use any retaliation against them, by the police, as a reason to use every excuse in the book to create mayhem instead of saying: where can we fix this problem?

As you know, hate only begets more hate. Apparently, they still haven't figured that out or they could care less. They're thriving on their hate and enjoying making others hate too. Let's just keep stirring up the hate pot instead of coming up with constructive solutions. Just shows you how much further in education some still need in order to be humane.

I do agree that there are people doing "bad" things on both sides but, like you said, it's not a racial thing it's a human thing. Humans using their programming to keep being self-centered with the thought of "you've done me wrong" instead of realizing they are maintaining their programming by doing that. Maybe it's based on their hate of themselves but looting only makes it worse. Disrespectful behavior on both sides makes it worse, too. Yet, I can understand how police can get an edge on their attitudes. Most have to deal with all kinds of insane behavior on a daily basis just doing their jobs. Sadly, it's a kill or be killed world they live in but its gotten worse over the years, which makes our law enforcers walk on thin ice. Many have PTSD because of it, there's suicides within the police force too, but no one wants to consider that because it would go against their agenda, which is mostly substance abuse or entitlement related. Anyone thinking they have a right to be arrogant or disrespectful towards the law, or other people's property, will pay the price. It would be easier to understand that, if they weren't intoxicated on mind altering substances or pumped up with their own self importance.

I grew up with the saying that ignorance of the law is no excuse. If I broke a law, that I didn't know was a law, I would still pay for it. Many think they're above the law. They think that if they constantly break it, that the law will change. Sometimes that's the case, but not in every case, or we will have more mayhem in the world, just like the looting in the city of Ferguson, Missouri recently. People will be out of control ... just like a zombie apocalypse. Not a pretty picture. Sadly, it also proves to me how more "animal" we are in our thinking then "human" if we can't change laws without rioting and looting.

That's why children need parents who will raise them with a strong foundation to build on. That's part of our world's problems today. We have parents not being attentive to their children or making too many excuses for bad behavior. They're being too allowing or permissive with their children because it's easier to do that so they don't have to overly participate in their upbringing. Some prefer to spend time with their friends on the computer or spend utility money on drugs, etc ... and then blame the government for everything.

I hope this wasn't too long and it helped you understand what our generations before you have left your generation to deal with. It's not a pretty picture but it's not for a lack of trying from many people like me wanting people to live and do better. This includes respect being given if they want to receive it. When you're talking with people about racial profiling, ask them if they're not doing the same thing. They normally are.

In the meantime, just keep being you and don't let this world turn you against all the good you have within you. That's what life can do to people sometimes.
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We chatted a little more about this and she felt people need to start seeing the bigger picture. I totally agree. By the way, not that it matters, but she is African American and I'm European Caucasian ... both born and raised in America. We are trying to see things beyond color ... seeing the real truth ... as many are. If we can only get the media and organizations to see the hate they subconsciously promote, we may finally help mankind move beyond profiling and discrimination so we can call it for what it really is: people doing wrongful or illegal things for selfish purposes regardless of skin color.

Sometimes I just wish God would wave a magic wand and make everyone one color. Then look at us and ask: now what's your excuse?

It's The Truth!

Truth: The true or actual state of a matter; conformity with fact or reality; verity.

My husband is always jokingly mimicking Jack Nicholson's, "you can't handle the truth."

What truth? Who's truth?

Truth, as a friend recently stated, is whatever one wants it to be. This made me think about what I was taught about truth and why I felt this word can cause controversy.

Yes, each person's truth is their truth but it doesn't always mean it coincides with another's or other's truth. It doesn't make it right or wrong, just their perception. It would be similar to a man telling me he was Oriental but had no genetic features as proof of his truth. This would cause my logical mind, based on what I know, to think ... huh? It would have to add up and this means I would have to question his logic. Maybe in doing so, his explanation would make sense ... maybe not.

This is why I like the words actual or factual. It's not so vague to me. Many times actual facts will overwrite another's fantasy, or previous "truth," especially if collective thought is utilized in fact finding. Maybe this Oriental man was raised in limited awareness. Showing another "truth," might be illuminating to him. 

Sadly, some hold so tightly to their truths, even against all odds, due to their need to be right. As my Navy dad would have said: to change an opinion may take the wind out of their sails. 

Oh, and that collective truth. Collectively, another's truth can be abusive or vague: like witch hunts or undetermined science hypothesis which changes like wind directions at times.

Nothing wrong with changing our truths either. Many believed in Santa and the Easter Bunny when we were children. It was our truth but now it's not. We grew up and discovered they weren't an actuality but a representation of a greater picture. Yet, these truths left imprints in our mind. Some choose to hold onto those imprints.

Maybe it makes them feel better because of it. It's their truth. It may not be everyone's truth because there's not enough facts to be real. Yet, they are happy in their fantasy. And, as long as it doesn't hurt me ... mentally or physically ... I allow them their fantasy ... their truth. Just as long as they allow me mine. After all, we obviously crossed "truth paths" for a reason. ;-)

I can go on and on with examples of truth but I'll keep this blog short and just add that all I can say about the truth of me is that I am what I am. Thank God part of that "I am" is being empathic, so I can feel truth too. I don't mean my truth, or your truth, but ultimate truth: God's truth.

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Wikipedia: http://wikipedia.org/wiki/Truth

Purpose: Conquering Suicide

Listening to the recent news regarding escalating military suicides prompted me to share a news article (below) and my feelings about this topic.

Over the years, of making my You Tube videos, I've dealt with numerous situations of people contacting me at their lowest and needing comfort and support. This is not about people in serious pain. That would be a totally different topic. These people were only needing someone to reason with them or talk them out of fear or suicidal thoughts.

Since I'm not a licensed medical practitioner, I could only offer suggestions, based on my life's experiences, and teach them to help themselves. When I look back over my life, it seems I've been doing pretty much the same, even before knowing what I do today.

Anyway, I discovered that they had lost some purpose in their life ... no matter what the story ... including in themselves. Having a shoulder to cry on and helping them realign with a purpose and self worth gave them strength to carry on. The more accursed took more time to re-purpose and to see their worth. Some people moved on afterwards but a few have stayed in touch and even became close friends.

Additionally, I noticed that the most often asked question, due to their circumstances, was life after death. This took a lot of explaining about their mental torment being "hell" and not some place they have been brought up to believe they would go. Hence, heaven was the same: a state of mind and not somewhere to go.

This helped them realize that suicide only meant they would leave the physical world, into the spirit world, having the same state of mind. Wouldn't it be better to change that? They're not ending it ... just taking it with them ... including into another incarnation ... many times picking up where they left off. Children with mental issues eventually becoming adults with mental issues because we're still caught up in mankind's ignorance of multidimensional effects.

Furthermore, I began to see that the awareness of the "mind world" opened their minds to understanding where much of their angst was being perpetrated; including their soul's path. This helped put the responsibility back on them ... giving them back their power. This also contributed to their healing because they had a cause ... a purpose ... to learn how to defeat those thoughts, whether it was coming from within (soul/mind) or another source. It helped them combat these sources which fed their minds with more sorrow, frustrations or anger to create their suicidal depression.

I know how that feels because when I was at a low point in my life, many years ago, I actually "heard" those "thoughts," from an invisible source telling me to end my life. Telling me I would be tormented until I did. This gave me a purpose because it helped me dig my heels in and fight back. How dare anyone suggest such a terrible thing!? What right do they have doing that!? Who are they?

I used my "purpose" to help others too, but, eventually, I discovered I was being helped as well. I began to realize, in helping people, that many of us have "hidden" enemies. Many were telling me that they too "heard" someone tell them to end their life. Of course, not everyone may hear negative thoughts, coming from an invisible someone, but everyone can feel negative emotions. Many feel it's their emotions, and not subjective from another, because they're not aware of the invisible world around them or educated in combating it ... to become stronger.

You see, as I mentioned in another recent blog about suicide called "Suicide: Possessed Pawns," when it comes to attacking another, most "animals" seek out the weak of body and mind to make their conquest. This includes attackers from any place or dimension. We live in a world of fear and hateful turmoil. Jealousy of the haves by the have nots. Local, country and world battles for a plethora of reasons. All these negative emotions can create troubled minds ... mental warfare ... deliberately playing on any emotion that may be already troubling us ... using us against ourselves. By sharing my awareness, it helped show how they didn't have to succumb to those destructive thoughts. It gave them a backbone ... strength ... knowledge ... purpose.

Eventually, I understood that I cannot run after people. I learned that I don't save anyone, people allow their saving and they need to make that decision. Sadly, I feel their decision making is limited due to the current science of our minds. We still have a limited awareness in our medical community when it comes to this awareness. Too many jump to conclusions of dark-age religious programming instead of the mental potential we have through education. Many medical practioners choose to use people as guinea pigs with abusive use of medical drugs that have been proven to create serious side effects ... including suicide ... while building a wall around other viable help because it's not their truth.

Until we can break that wall down, more suicides will continue.

Until we can understand the mind is subjective to outside invisible sources,  more suicides will continue.

Until we can teach this awareness, without current negative connotations, more suicides will continue.

One would have to wonder: Is it more important to have grandiose egos with limited thinking or conquering suicides?

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Veterans Suicides:

http://www.militarytimes.com/story/military/benefits/health-care/2014/11/19/veterans-suicides-mental-health-va/19285801/

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Dreams: Interpretations, Messages and Blocks

I had a dream yesterday morning but got busy and put it out of my mind. I was just thinking about it again, so I thought I'd share.

I felt I was on a cruise ship or a place that had a huge dining area. I saw my dad by himself. (Note: my dad is in the spirit world.) He was sitting at a small booth with the table fully loaded with a variety of food. I joked about the amount of food he had and asked him if he wanted me to join him. He replied: well, you know what happened when Tina did.

I felt he meant my sister, but still can't figure out what he meant. It made no sense. Also, I kept being blocked, even during my dream, as if I'm not to know or the answer needs to come from another. Before anyone asks: yes, I've repeatedly asked and been repeatedly told "another has the answer" or "later." The block is strong.

Anyway, I told him I was going to get some food and would be right back. From that point on there was so many obstacles keeping me from returning; I never did return. What was strange was, in my looking for food and returning, I was telling people things that did not make sense to me. Finally, during my dreaming, I realized I was being mentally projected to, to give these people messages. The reason it made no sense to me was the words were for them only.

Then I woke up.

This delivering messages made me realize, after I woke up and had time to think about it, that maybe my dad was doing the same: giving me a message. However, I know dreams aren't always as they seem.

One thing I picked up was that I never made it back to dad because it's not my time to leave earth. I got that feeling very strongly. Another thing is my sister is still here and her joining him (his statement to me about her), made me think she's still here but her soul may have joined him. Either her soul has ascended or she's had an interchange of souls. However, I get mild doubt over this part. I don't think it represents her physical death because he used past tense in his message.

Who knows, maybe it's nothing or I'll find out when the time is right. The universe works in mysterious ways. At least he was being fed well there. ;-)

This is a picture of him. In my dream he was facing this way, sitting in a booth with a wall behind him, no hat and a lot of food on the table.

Imagination and Deception

Imaginations and creativity have run rampant throughout history. You can see that in historical artwork. Nothing wrong with that unless it's used mischievously.

In today's world, there seems to be more outlets for our creative imagination, including the ones using it to deliberately manipulate and deceive and not for fanciful story telling. They're apparently getting better at it which means we have to get smarter and more intuitive to see through it.

It's refreshing to see some social media comments calling people out on deliberate deception. For awhile there I thought we might succumb to outrageous misfortune of not being able to climb out of the rabbit hole.

When Hands Are Tied

When it comes to psychic attacks, I am not a medical doctor. I cannot treat anyone medically or mentally without being fined or jailed by laws. I've been advised to tread carefully due to this. 

I have a minister's licence and can use that for "spiritual" counseling. However, I can still be held liable when helping another in certain circumstances. This ties my hands in many areas.

Yet, I have a school and I can teach. So far. That's why I make videos, write books and blog in order to help people help themselves. I don't want to "play God" for anyone. I won't wave a magic wand. I won't do the work for you. I want people to be self-sufficient, to stand on their own two feet, and to be more aware ... so they can help others as they were helped. Paying it forward.

I'm also a firm believer in karma and do unto others as you would have them do unto you. That's why I share my knowledge.

You Tube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/atomarane

Books Website: http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/atomarane

Here's a recent reply to a video comment asking for help (attached photo). 

Many times my hands have been tied in helping people via the universe. I believe it's due to pushing people to help themselves. 

Thanks for understanding.

What I've Learned About Inner Peace

Developing and maintaining inner peace isn't always easy but I'll list a few things that I've learn that's helped me.

I've learned to accept a sort of que sera, sera philosophy: whatever will be will be. However, I will still drop a pebble into a pond to make a little ripple now and then.

I've learned that we cannot control others but we can control ourselves. It's important to treat people as we would want to be treated, even if that's walking away.

I've learned that I owe the person in the mirror to be a reflection I admire. If not, it's up to me to change it. 

I've learned to do whatever I can, whenever I can. I cannot care for another without caring about myself too.

I've learned that bad things can still happen to good people yet good is rewarded when we least expect it. 

I've learned that not everything will always go my way, as I don't live in this world alone. Life is too short to be miserable. Better luck next time. 

I've learned, for my peace of mind, to let go of any negativity and move on as fast as possible. This is a choice we all can allow, by ourselves or with help, because we are worth it.

I've learned that my mind/soul will be the only thing of value that leaves with me when I cross over. It is the main thing I choose to nourish. It's eternal.

I've learned that nature shows us that storms will come and go but the sun will shine again and the seas will be calm. Be patient. 

I've learned that I'm still learning and I've had many teachers along the way. One of those teachers was my original soul which I call Atomarane; a highly evolved metaphysical teacher that showed me how to be the calm within a storm. 

Mother Nature (Earth): Serial Killer

Sometimes, I see, read or hear things and go along with the flow for lack of a better reason not to. Eventually, I feel there are times when it's not making sense. This is one of those moments.

Earlier today, I read we have to protect mother earth from mankind's destruction and I heard: who protects mother earth from herself? I received a very strong emotion that the negative forces of "mother nature" are more destructive then mankind has ever been.

Of course, this had my logic kicking in and it made sense. Serious sense. Like any persona, we can have our good or bad side. Parents aren't always coddling and nurturing, they can and have utilize tough love too.

Mother nature is a serial killer? Sounds about right when you think about it. I remember hearing that in a movie sometime ago and it made sense to me then. The H2 Channel had a documentary called Serial Killer Earth, a couple of years ago, that I also remembered watching. I must have just filed it away in the back of my mind and forgot about it. Until I heard that message today.

It made me wonder why we berate mankind for being so destructive when the biggest destruction on earth is the one thing we say we're trying to protect. It has destroyed more things that mankind has used for its comforts and its needs, than mankind ever has.

For instance, we are motivated to protect forests, animals and insects, just to watch fires (among other destructive acts of nature) destroy them. From where I stand, she has no conscience compared to mankind. We make a mistake, we clean it up. Who cleans up her messes? We do!

This made me think: why are we so hard on ourselves for doing so much but with little respect returned for it? It's like she's telling us who cares what you protect, watch me destroy it.

Are we being taught a lesson? What's the lesson? Who does protect mother earth from herself? Why are we worshipping a serial killer? Does this sound logical to anyone else? This mother earth persona sounds pretty disgusting to me. She traps us with her beauty and uses it against us. Destroying what we love and try so hard to preserve.

This doesn't mean we shouldn't still protect and preserve but we certainly shouldn't be worshipping an imaginary persona that doesn't deserve it.

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Wikipedia about Mother Nature/Earth: http://wikipedia.org/wiki/Mother_Nature

Quote: World War Z (2013) - Andrew Fassbach: Mother Nature is a serial killer. No one's better. Or more creative. Like all serial killers, she can't help the urge to want to get caught. What good are all those brilliant crimes if no one takes the credit? So she leaves crumbs. Now the hard part, why you spend a decade in school, is seeing the crumbs. But the clue's there. Sometimes the thing you thought was the most brutal aspect of the virus, turns out to be the chink in its armor. And she loves disguising her weaknesses as strengths. She's a bitch."

Positive Reacting to Bullying

Teach your children how to react better to bullies and bullying. There's a better way to stop being a victim so they won't feel compelled to bring guns to school.

I raised my daughters to laugh back when people laugh at them. To return a mean tease with a humorous tease or agree with them by laughing and/or pointing out another flaw of theirs the aggressor may have missed. Not to add to the hate but to stop hate by being humorous. Not to fear it but to respond with a positive attitude, especially if you can't ignore it.

One: it diffuses any chance of inciting more bullying or a fight.

Two: it keeps you from taking yourself so seriously or being too sensitive.

Three: you may make a friend and not an enemy.

You're their parent and their teacher; help them learn what to say by having practice sessions. Include the entire family ... siblings, aunts, uncles and grandparents. Besides you might learn something in the process too. Also, they won't believe you if you don't show by example and they will be watching.

It can be difficult to learn better ways, to change something within us, but it needs to start somewhere. Teach them young and they'll grow up to teach the same to their peers or when they're adults teaching their children. Hopefully, it won't be necessary because it will have stopped. Yes, it may not stop everything, or work for everyone, but it's better than doing nothing at all. 

They say a picture is worth a thousand words. Do you want your children reacting like the top picture or the bottom?

Timing: A Necessary Importance

Regardless of age, we have to understand that some minds cannot always comprehend what's being taught, no matter how much one explains.

They're either not willing, able, or ready.

It would be similar to describing color to a blind person or the facts of life to a toddler.

During the conversation, one should realize it's best to stop explaining and move on. Not with an attitude of being superior or arrogant but that you're being sympathetic and understanding.

They will understand when their mind allows more ... even if that's another or many other lifetimes. Why get frustrated or angry? Is it really worth it?

I understand about timing because I couldn't grasp algebra in high school; barely passing. Was my mind being blocked from learning? However, in my twenties, I helped someone study algebra, as well as geometry and calculus. I couldn't understand why I had so much difficulty in school; it seemed to flow much better in my mind afterwards.

This taught me a valuable life lesson. Timing is important and necessary.

A.D.D. ~ Yesterday and Today

When I was younger, we said that we got sidetracked when something distracted us from a task. It happens. We were told to get our head out of the clouds, if we were caught daydreaming instead of completing a task. If it happened often, we were reprimanded and ask to change our behavior.

Today science has deemed this a serious psychological problem ... a stigma to society. They decided to give it a diagnostic name along with creating medication to hopefully correct it. Sometimes, making someone mildly comatose in their behavior.

In my youth, I was pushed, with positive reinforcement, to change or modify my programming.

Today, it seems that people readily accept it. Many times using it as an excuse (as oppose to a reason) to maintain the programming.

In my youth, I was asked to strengthen my character by working on changing my behavior.

Today, we are led to believe we have a weaker character. We have a disorder which gives many permission to remain in a negative behavior.

I am by no means a doctor but I have been an observer of people all my life. I know there's exceptions to every rule ... a reason for everything. However, my feelings, after thinking about all this, is that I would prefer yesterday's concepts, that I had, than what I observe today. I'm thankful I grew up then. With firm parental and society guidance, I learned to grow out of my programming, without acceptance, excuses, stigma or medication.

Yes, those were the good old days.

It Isn't Race, Religion or Country!

I've said it before, I'll keep saying it over and over and over again. It isn't race, religion or country!

When it comes to the troubles in this world, try removing the idea of race, religion and country from our vocabulary and what will be left is the real truth; those who give these subjects a bad name. They would be the instigators, the trouble makers, lower-lifes, punks and thugs who are egotistical, self-serving war-mongers ... including any self-serving leaders of the same ... doing the same. Those that use the above subjects as their excuses to manipulate and destroy ... as well as using anyone that can be pulled into their schemes to divide and conquer. Those who could care less about any of those subjects, as they are only used to justify an end to their means.

What's worse is that we, as long as we keep binding ourselves to these subjects, will keep allowing it, because we keep wearing those blinders to avoid seeing this truth. When we point fingers at race, religion or country (which is so far from the truth, I cannot understand why no one has gotten this), we play into their scheme of manipulation due to our need for loyalty to a person, place or thing. This is then turned against us and we are trumped as they keep stirring that pot.

It's no different than any loyalty we give to family or friends. When someone once asked me why I turned against a family member for something I felt was wrong, I told them that my loyalty ended right after their's did. Why should I be loyal to someone who only wants to destroy everything around them for self-serving purposes?

So point away, if you will, but point at a person or persons. Judge, if you will, but judge appropriately and with facts. When does one person, or any handful of people, represent the entirety of any race, religion or country? Never!

I don't judge your race, religion or country. I judge you. I judge your attitude. I judge your behavior to me or others ... for whatever your reasons. I do this based on educated observation.

What? I'm not allowed to judge? Please!

If judging someone for what I consider is harmful, or inappropriate misbehavior, means I'll be judged for the same ... if I do the same ... then so be it! Bring it on!

If using the Golden Rule, in making my decision, will also make another do the same ... treat others as you would want to be treated ... then so be it. Bring it on!

I just believe in calling it like I see it. If you want to invade my home and harm me, was it due to your need to promote your race, religion or country? Was it?

Isn't it time to remove those shackles that keep us locked into false truths? Don't know who to trust?  Develop your intuition. However, don't let those shackles bring you down.

Alaska Walrus Haulouts: Media Hype Misleading

I don't know why I'm still stunned when I see and hear blatant deceit being reported by the media. When will the media stop promoting lies? I thought they were to investigate everything and report actual facts. Guess not! Here's the latest of media misleading reporting due to placating big money/big names for advertising funds.

The other day, I was watching CNN who interviewed a guy from the Columbus Zoo. In the interview, he mentioned that 35,000 Walrus had haulout in Alaska, claiming it was due to ice melting from global warming. Even convincing photos were shown. During the interview he mentioned the amount of money that was made, with corporations like WWF, which was in the millions of dollars, to help their causes.

However, once again, I received feelings that I needed to investigate further ... dig deeper ... something wasn't adding up. I started out with a Google search of the information I needed and sure enough, in my searching I found a site that stated: "Blatant nonsense: Media hyped walrus climate scare stories debunked – Claims recycled year-after-year – A Climate Depot Rebuttal."

There is a lot of information to read on this link: http://www.climatedepot.com/2014/10/01/media-hyped-walrus-climate-scare-stories-debunked-claims-reclycled-year-after-year-a-climate-depot-rebuttal/

In reading it, I notice another person, a Zoologist, Dr. Susan Crockford, was being used as a reference. So I decided to go to her blog. She stated that: "Mass haulouts of Pacific walrus and stampede deaths are not new, not due to low ice cover." She shares very convincing data to support her statement.

Her blog site: http://polarbearscience.com/2014/10/01/mass-haulouts-of-pacific-walrus-and-stampede-deaths-are-not-new-not-due-to-low-ice-cover/

Another site I found stated that: There normally isn’t any sea ice within 100 miles of Alaska this time of year, and this year isn’t much different from the 1981-2010 median.

Here's the link: A Beached Climate Scam
https://stevengoddard.wordpress.com/2014/10/02/a-beached-climate-scam/

This made me wonder: why do some corporations feel they have to lie to make money? Is their desperate behavior to really help wildlife or to feed their pockets? How much advertising money is received by the television media to help promote their scams?

Lastly, I appreciate the guidance I receive. I'm thankful for their being ever vigilant in keeping me informed with truth and not being misled by self-serving fear-mongers. It reminded me, once again, to think (research) before reacting.

Silent Sufferer - Strong Will

There are far too many silent sufferers. Not because they don't yearn to reach out, but because they've tried and found no one who cares. ~ Richelle E. Goodrich

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I had this revelation the other day, which I thought I'd share. Sometimes, when we feel we aren't rewarded for our kindness, the universe may send us a subtle message to help put things in perspective. Allow me to explain.

I was called a silent sufferer recently. Even though I've shared my life with blogs, videos and books, I tend to keep my daily pain and suffering mostly to myself. I've been this way nearly all my life. I would hold back my tears when I was spanked as a child. I couldn't bring myself to scream or cry while in heavy labor or delivery. I can recall many times during my life that something would happen and I didn't publically make a scene or cry uncontrollably, including at funerals where tears were minimally shed, if at all. It's just something within me to not do this, unless pushed too far.

This is why I don't often discuss my pain and suffering today. It's not to under play it, but I know that way too many of those I care for also suffer, and I choose not to add to their burdens. Maybe it's my way of not owning it too. To walk away from it. To give it over to a greater power.

So far, it seems to work and it's this attitude that I share with others during their trials. Many times, people tell me that they appreciate my compassion and help during their suffering. It can be a fearful path they're on; I've been there. I know how that feels on both ends of the spectrum: to suffer with pain and have a helping hand, or suffering without help. At least, without conscious help that I could see.

Which is why I choose to comfort another whenever guided to do so. I feel it may be part of the universe's divine guidance plan; sending them to me (or another) to help them learn how to help themselves.

While helping others get through their suffering and teaching them what I've learned, I've discovered that, occasionally and inadvertently, I've helped myself. I've often forgotten my own troubles. I've learned to minimize my life's trials due to another's. I've also turned acquaintances into dear friendships.

It's made me realize that many times we do reap what we sow. Even if it's not immediately. Even if tilling the soil, so to speak, took more effort than I felt like doing at the time ... for me or another. Even if I felt unappreciated because they wanted me to do it for them instead of learning. Even if I had to back away from helping another in order to help myself.

It's all the same: what goes around comes around.

Of course, I'm not saying everything I do is perfect or painless every time, for me or another, but I honestly feel that all effort (sowing) is rewarded (reaping) ... eventually. I realized that all my efforts have not gone unnoticed, "someone" is listening to my unspoken thoughts. I realized that I have been rewarded often for my kindness to others.

How so? Well, I look around me and feel  comfort surrounding me in my home, as well as love from my husband, along with the love from my family and friends. I still have many painful and hurtful experiences, which can cause me suffering. Sometimes, it's from helping others: getting in the way of someone not wanting them to be helped. However, by putting my feelings aside for another's needs, not overly complaining, practicing what I preach, it has been noted by the "powers that be." This caused them to help me; even while I was unaware.

That was my revelation. When I notice other's lives and their hardships, I feel that "without God's grace go I." Every now and then we all need that reminder to keep things in perspective.

I still have my everyday trials but I have learned to count my blessings, including the ones that have been bestowed by those in the know. Yes, those that say I'm a silent sufferer, at times, but they also know that what sees me through it all is my very strong will.

George Takei: Projected Emotion Dream

I had a dream this morning that was short but diverse. I call these types of dreams a mind cleansing dream which I've blogged about before. The only thing different was that the dream's randomness suddenly changed out toward the ending, and became more vivid, which is why I remember it the most. This ending part included the actor George Takei, but a younger version of him, as in this blog picture.

He was carrying a baby up the stairs of an apartment building. We just looked at each other and smiled. I noticed the baby was sleeping. I continued down the stairs into a small apartment entryway when I noticed a baby carriage; somewhat similar to the blog picture. Inside was another baby. About that time, George came down the stairs and reached inside to pick up the other baby. I asked if they were twins. He smiled as if he was acknowledging that they were. My sixth sense was telling me that both babies were females. He turned around and went upstairs. I left the building and that's when I woke up.

Now, here's the part that had me perplexed. I looked up some dream symbols: actor, baby, and stroller, for instance. These symbols were no where near explaining my feelings. Far from it. Even if I pushed at it, some things may have related but I kept feeling doubt off the universe.

That's when I got this epiphany of "projected emotions."

If we can have projected emotions during our waking state ... which can be astrally projected from another source during their waking or dream state ... why shouldn't we be able to receive projected emotions in our dream state as well?

Now things were adding up. I wasn't being told of my emotions, revelations about me within the dream, but of another's ... George Takei.

Anyone can look up the dream symbols, if they wish, to see what's being said about them. However, the main point I'm making is that when we are interpreting dreams, we are not to stop at our emotions, especially if things aren't adding up. The message may not be for us. Who is standing out the most in your dream? The message may be for or about that person. Underlying hidden emotions within another and not our subconscious emotions at all.

This is why some cannot relate to their dreams and the dream symbols when doing their interpretation.

It may be a projected emotion dream.

Vaccines: Damned If We Do - Damned If We Don't?

Recently, some friends and I were discussing vaccines. After reading and hearing about the fears of vaccines over the last few years, and giving more thought on it, my overall current feelings about it is what one friend said ... it's a "pick your poison" kind of thing. This is why I decided to share my personal experience about vaccines, along with some things I discussed with them. 

Let your conscience be your guide. 

Yes, vaccines are giving you a modified "poison" on a miner scale to help you fight it off on a bigger scale ... to build up immunities to it ... or to destroy it if you already have it ... like rabies for instance. I understand that concept because a snake bite is treated with snake venom. However, what else is put in the snake or rabies serum, among other vaccines, to sustain it or control it; which we may consider questionable? Is it worth fighting over that substance and letting a patient die? Or knowing a serum could have additional chemicals or minerals that overall save a life? Do we become so paranoid and argumentative over the additional components and allow deaths to escalate or do we hope to stop something with minimal damage to human life?

The outcome is to save lives but I do understand completely that if it causes permanent, serious damage then we should go back to the lab and redesign our formulas. If this WAS the cause and not another human error elsewhere. We're only human and we make mistakes. We humans become the mistakes in our quests for perfection as well as due to ignorance. People who don't make mistakes, as far as I'm concerned, aren't doing anything ... that means we will all make mistakes in our lives ... including scientist in labs.

Maybe more mistakes could be made against us in epidemics. In an epidemic we don't always have the luxury of a lot of lab testing; humans may become the guinea pigs needed to discover what works or not. A good point to consider is how much serum should anyone have at one time? If we don't know, we are subject to the professionals that hopefully do know, yet who are still capable of error in our sometimes trial and error society.

All I can use is my personal awareness and that includes the knowledge of me and my siblings having vaccines along with my children. I, my siblings or my children had no issues. Are vaccines causing autism today when it hadn't in the past? There has to be other factors to consider. Things need to add up and they're still not. I, and my siblings, had twenty-six shots within three weeks. I was the oldest at the age of eight. We needed these vaccines in order to go overseas to live. I and my younger siblings had very minimal side effects for that many injections within that short period of time. The youngest was my sister who was a baby. I can't recall what all she had done but I do remember my mom being concerned about her running a slight fever right after we all has another set of shots, however nothing but a low fever or tenderness in any of the rest of us occured. The same for my children when they received their childhood vaccinations.

No, I'm not an expert, but that's my awareness and why I cannot add up what's going on today. What's changed?

Also, the fear mongering is outrageous. I cannot believe that every scientists is only thinking of deliberately harming mankind while working in their labs. They too may have family and friends that could need a life saving vaccine. They work everyday with the stuff that could kill them. Another incentive to discover the best means to saving lives ... their own life. We should all come down off our high pedestals and outrageous finger pointing and remember to walk a mile in their shoes.

As another friend said recently, who has a problem with people using the word natural, or organic, as a means to control others: "even mercury is natural." I agree with her. Peanuts are natural too, but many don't know they're allergic to them, or to what degree, until they're subjected to its natural or modified state. So you see, in nature there are things that can kill us but in nature there are things that can also cure us. Finding what counterbalances the other has been the quest of many past generations.

I often see comments about building up one's immune system as if that's enough to conquer everything. Even a strong immune system won't fight off something coming at us like the force of a semi-truck. We don't need to be ignorant or smug. We are not born perfect into this world due to genetics and we can aquire things due to environmental issues. Life has a plan to make sure we don't stay here in one body forever. When I learned that, I decided to just be happy the best I can. I find myself constantly amazed I'm still here after all I've been through but I'm appreciative that it wasn't worse. 

I'll leave you with this one last thing. One of my blogs was about Marie Swingley, a survivor of polio and a dear friend. She worked for Easter Seals and was always warning people not to become complacent with discontinuing the polio vaccine because it might lead to sad consequences. With this latest virus that is giving similar symptoms to polio, that's been reported in 40 states now, I think she may have made an accurate prophecy, especially if polio is resurfacing. 

Cell Phone Making A Call On Its Own?

Not that strange things don't happen around our home but nothing phenomenal in quite a long while; which is why this occurrence was baffling and interesting enough to share. 

I was in my kitchen, yesterday afternoon, and my husband had just walked into our bedroom. Suddenly, I heard this distant voice saying something like: "wait for the beep, then leave a message." It sounded far away so I thought it was coming from our office answering machine or my husband had left the house phone off the hook.

I was calling out to him as I made my way to our house phone in the living room. I had heard the announcement again and I was still calling out to him as I picked up the phone and hit the end call button just to see if that would work. He finally came into the living room as we both heard it again and I asked him where was his cell phone.

Since we were getting ready to leave the house, he had laid it on the bench by the door leading out to our garage. He picked it up and opened the cell phone cover. We both could see his cell had been calling my youngest brother. He hit the end call and shut the phone case, turning to me asking me how did that happen?

I asked him if he had been calling my brother? He has never called him ... ever. He hardly calls anyone but his son or me. He told me no, why would he? Then he said: all I did was open my phone case, look at the screen, closed it and laid it on the bench then walked toward our bedroom.

I was looking at him like: right, you had to touch something. Yet, his look was just as puzzling as mine. I knew he was being sincere because my intuition was on high alert, yet suddenly I started feeling blocked ... still do. Why block me? Protection for me ... for another?

These are the steps he would have had to do in order to call my brother:

1) open the phone case (see picture/not his phone but the "orange contact" location is similar to his).
2) tap on the contact icon to open up his phone contacts.
3) locate my brother's name.
4) call the number.
5) close the case and lay the phone down and walk away.

I know he didn't do it. I know my husband like the back of my hand. All I can wonder is: how else would this happen? Since I still feel blocked from "receiving an answer" ... giving it some time to resolve itself ... then I don't think it's accidental. Science states there's an explanation for everything. They're more than welcome to explain this. How does a cell phone call someone on its own?

Why call this particular person? Someone my husband has never called. A universal message? Mischief?

Maybe it's not for me to know, in this moment in time. I'll just go with what my common sense tells me: no harm done ... move on. 

What's Up Global Warming?

This is a picture of me during my visit to Mendenhall Glacier, a glacier currently 12 to 13 miles outside of Juneau, Alaska. This picture was taken in mid-summer 2001. It was my second visit. The one before that was in the mid-nineties in the middle of May. I hadn't noticed any major glacier shrinkage from one visit to the other.

I was interested because on my first visit I was told the glacier visitor center was right on top of the glacier when it was first built in 1962 but the glacier had shrunk so much that now it wasn't. The tour guide also said that the glacier was once a couple of miles closer to town when he was a child. Was this really factual information being given? It's why I've been interested in glacier melting ever since and why I couldn't understand the controversy over global warming. Is it or isn't it? So many opinions via our science world.

Lately, with the recent media coverage about it, due to the UN Climate Summit, I started "hearing" the words "Mendenhall Glacier" with this feeling about shrinkage but at the same time I was given feelings as if it's being overstated. Hmmmm. Was guidance trying to make a point about something? I also kept hearing "ice age," with regards to the amount of shrinkage that we have had in our glaciers over the last ten thousand plus years. That without this ice shrinkage we wouldn't be living where we are today. Very true. As they say, good and bad in everything.

Anyway, I kept feeling that something was going on. That we tend to promote something without realizing things that can go on behind close doors. For example, when we had a sugar shortage many, many years ago, supposedly, and then suddenly we had a sugar substitute to help us. Wasn't that convenient? Is there something being promoted behind closed doors for global warming advocacy?

Furthermore, over the years of reading about this subject, I kept feeling that some of the pictures, which were presented for proof, for making a point, could be deceptive, especially if taken out of context of seasons involved or altered. Is it necessary to alter anything to make a point or promote one's agenda? All I can say is: yes, it can happened. I've seen and heard a lot of what we can buy into, due to another's propaganda, over most of my adult life. Things we believe today can and will change tomorrow, especially when we know more or know better.

So, what was guidance telling me ... without telling me?

Then my training hit me. Could we be promoting much of it by our thoughts? Our thoughts can be and have been powerful forces. Collectively, we can do much for good or bad. Could we, in our "the sky is falling" mentality, seek to be right even if wrong? We want to be right so we can say: see, I told you so! No matter how destructive our thoughts are. No matter what is produced to cool things down. We just want to be right.

Or, are we on an earth cycle that's been going on for thousands of years? Can we change it? Are we being duped into believing we have control over something to promote another's agenda? Even if we buy into it, will earth obey us? Thousands of years of glacier melting have some say we may be heading into another ice age. Could it be a natural cycle of our planet and we, as mankind, may not be able to do anything? 

Yet, if we want to see how fast a cool down can occur ... due to nature ... check out the "little ice age," which was proportedly created by volcanic eruption (among other speculative causes). Are we to blame the actions of that populace back then for causing it? Is it possible that nature could "adjust" temperatures once again?

Besides, many things I've read stated their beliefs are based on speculation and theory. Some are honest enough to report that by saying they are scientifically unsure because their theory isn't exact science due to how far back they can go in documented history. Even then they state it's theory. How can we know anything, if science can't get it together in their arguments? The little ice age, like the medieval warm period just before it, is still being debated over the cause or causes. Yet, we are to believe the theories that created those periods in time are generating our current issues that we are to now believe is fact.

Huh?

Furthermore, aren't we taught, metaphysically speaking, that we draw to us what we fear? Aren't we promoting fear? Fear is a very powerful emotion. Are we fearfully allowing our planet to go into another ice age over concerns for global warming?

Read the below Wikipedia excerpt, especially about the stabilization or advancing glaciers. 

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"Mendenhall Glacier: The Juneau Icefield Research Program has monitored the outlet glaciers of the Juneau Icefield since 1942, including Mendenhall Glacier. The glacier has also receded 1.75 miles (2.82 km) since 1958, when Mendenhall Lake was created, and over 2.5 miles (4.0 km) since 1500. The end of the glacier currently has a negative glacier mass balance and will continue to retreat in the foreseeable future.

Given that average yearly temperatures are currently increasing, and the outlook is for this trend to continue, it is actually possible that the glacier might experience a period of stabilization or slight advance during its retreating march. This is because increasing amounts of warm, moist air will be carried up to the head of the icefield, where colder ambient temperatures will cause it to precipitate as snow. The increased amount of snow will feed the icefield, possibly enough to offset the continually increasing melting experienced at the glacier's terminus. However, this interesting phenomenon will fade away if temperatures continue to climb, since the head of the glacier will no longer have cold enough ambient temperatures to cause snow to precipitate."
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This excerpt makes me feel I'm reading something that says: this is what we've been seeing ... this is what we speculate ... but this can be changed all based on whatever. I feel like I'm being given something but it's being taken back at the same time. No wonder many are confused over this issue. 

Yet, maybe we're underestimating "mother nature" or the power of our collective desires in keeping balance. Last winter was pretty cold. This winter is predicted to be colder. Is this a clue?

Anyway, after the many debates, of pros and cons I've read over the years, it just makes me wonder: what's up global warming?